I posted this in August for you Jackson but thought you should have it on your thread as well for the future.
!!!!!!!God damn it!!!!!!! Get your ass in September and quit. Don't fuck them over like you did us! Keep your word man! Jackson your word is all you have as a man, for gods sake why would you take that so lightly. It worked when you called on Saturday, why in Gods name not call today? August I hope you take note of this and let me humor you with Jackson and I's conversation on Saturday
Jackson; hey man I just bought a can and I'm sitting in my car... my day has been so shitty
Erussell; have you used it
Jackson; no
Erussell; throw that shit out right now, bro no matter how shitty your day is your about to make it ten times worse, first if you use it it's going to suck and not be worth it, two your are going to hate yourself after, third you gave us your word today so you can't. the whole time you are dipping it you are going to wish you weren't, true the whole time you aren't you wish you were but at least one choice is healthier. Are you just sitting there?
Jackson; no I'm driving on the way home
Erussell; pull over right now
Jackson; I'm pulling into a station right now your right I don't need this
Erussell; poor it out bro
Jackson I'm just going to leave it sitting here by the trash I don't want to open it
Erussell; whatever just stay quit man
Then a bunch off hoop la between us. Whoo hoo we beat the nic bitch.
What the fuck man, it worked then why not call again? I will give you my heart and soul, but I can't keep the shit out of your mouth! Only you can, You have to make up your mind either your a slave that continually knows he is a bitch to nic and wishes he was free but is too weak to chose to do so, or otherwise you can man the fuck up, post roll, keep your word, and be a free man who wishes he had a dip every now and then but is happy as hell to be free from it. By the way you chose to be week it didn't accidentally crawl into your mouth. You have only two choices involved here, like I keep saying its simple but not easy. I'm going to bed, brain dead, mentally drained, and heart broken.
Make up your mind, life or death, it's that freaking simple, truly it is!