Hey guys,
I'm 19 and i had been dipping for four years, which doesn't seem like a long time, but my personality is extremely addictive. I had my first dip on the varsity baseball team school bus, and bang. instahooked. Ever since that day I had been killing one to two cans a day, everyday. Every time I did anything I was thinking about when my next lip was going to be. Now I am one week quit after seeing cancer affect my family, and the withdrawal effects are killing me. Everything sucks, I don't wanna drive anywhere cause I won't have dip. I don't want to go see my friends cause I feel like I'm not really the same dude anymore, and my girlfriend sees that I'm becoming numb to a lot of stuff and I can see that she's frustrated with me. I don't mean to come on here and bitch, but I really need to vent and get all of this off of my chest to someone who can UNDERSTAND. I am very determined to quit but I need some support from someone somewhere and thats why I came here. Thank you for your time in reading this.