My Struggle

[traumagnet]

Well I didn't see you on roll for today so either you must be a one and done or too hungover to post roll today. Either way I don't see a change coming like the others have mentioned you don't seem ready. I assume you work up this am and justified to yourself why it is a great idea to pack your cakehole with cat shit. Only time will tell fo sho

And another thing it aint your struggle everyone of us here had a struggle dipping again is easy quitting and staying that way for the day is tough

[Mogul]

I'm a sophomore in college and although live has been good to me, I'm not sure that I've been fair to it. I would be lying if I said that I am writing this without a buzz from a few beers right now, regardless of the anonoymous profile (helps build the confidence to post this). I would also be a liar if I said that I hadn't thought about writing this introductory post a few dozen times, I've been an avid viewer of killthecan.org but never had the gumption to start my own quit. Truth is, I'm nervous about my quit but I am committed to it. I'm an avid beer drinker but I'm 19 years of age. I struggle making it through the day without my pinch of cope wintergreen and a few beers to kill the anxiousness. I had "stopped" dipping for a couple weeks but then the influence of alcohol and the "stress" of college has me started again. I want to quit both and I want to quit for me. From what I've seen this website has a strong brotherhood that I can't replicate in my non-internet world for the purposes that I am seeking, and I want to tap into that commodity. It's not something that I have ever experienced but I am eager and committed to my quit of both alcohol and nicotine. That being said, I can say I would not have posted this had I thought I could do it myself. So as of today, September 17, I commit myself to the strong individuals on this form and my quit. This is gonna be rough...

ok my young fellow....

you don't sound like you're ready one little bit. not at all.
if you are not serious, go back to beer and nicotine for another decade until you are.
it is your quit and you have to own it. otherwise this forum tends to call you all sorts of unpleasant names. the first of which you'll hear is pussy.
start by posting roll.
since you've been lurking in the shadows of this site I'm sure you know how that works and what it means.
It means that you commit to not using nicotine today. by posting roll you give your word to your fellow quit brothers and sisters. and stick to your commitment.
start by doing that, every day.

Yes, it is going to be rough, but if you are a serious quitter, you will find a lot of love in this forum

I quit with you today.

Deerman is correct Haskell. You need an attitude like you just caught nicotine in bed with your favorite girl. Right now you are in bed with nicotine because you think you may love it more than your favorite girl. This is even harder when your young because you feel invincible. If you get it right now you will never regret it, bring your quit bro.

[deerman]

I'm a sophomore in college and although live has been good to me, I'm not sure that I've been fair to it. I would be lying if I said that I am writing this without a buzz from a few beers right now, regardless of the anonoymous profile (helps build the confidence to post this). I would also be a liar if I said that I hadn't thought about writing this introductory post a few dozen times, I've been an avid viewer of killthecan.org but never had the gumption to start my own quit. Truth is, I'm nervous about my quit but I am committed to it. I'm an avid beer drinker but I'm 19 years of age. I struggle making it through the day without my pinch of cope wintergreen and a few beers to kill the anxiousness. I had "stopped" dipping for a couple weeks but then the influence of alcohol and the "stress" of college has me started again. I want to quit both and I want to quit for me. From what I've seen this website has a strong brotherhood that I can't replicate in my non-internet world for the purposes that I am seeking, and I want to tap into that commodity. It's not something that I have ever experienced but I am eager and committed to my quit of both alcohol and nicotine. That being said, I can say I would not have posted this had I thought I could do it myself. So as of today, September 17, I commit myself to the strong individuals on this form and my quit. This is gonna be rough...

ok my young fellow....

you don't sound like you're ready one little bit. not at all.
if you are not serious, go back to beer and nicotine for another decade until you are.
it is your quit and you have to own it. otherwise this forum tends to call you all sorts of unpleasant names. the first of which you'll hear is pussy.
start by posting roll.
since you've been lurking in the shadows of this site I'm sure you know how that works and what it means.
It means that you commit to not using nicotine today. by posting roll you give your word to your fellow quit brothers and sisters. and stick to your commitment.
start by doing that, every day.

Yes, it is going to be rough, but if you are a serious quitter, you will find a lot of love in this forum

I quit with you today.

[haskellbt]

I'm a sophomore in college and although live has been good to me, I'm not sure that I've been fair to it. I would be lying if I said that I am writing this without a buzz from a few beers right now, regardless of the anonoymous profile (helps build the confidence to post this). I would also be a liar if I said that I hadn't thought about writing this introductory post a few dozen times, I've been an avid viewer of killthecan.org but never had the gumption to start my own quit. Truth is, I'm nervous about my quit but I am committed to it. I'm an avid beer drinker but I'm 19 years of age. I struggle making it through the day without my pinch of cope wintergreen and a few beers to kill the anxiousness. I had "stopped" dipping for a couple weeks but then the influence of alcohol and the "stress" of college has me started again. I want to quit both and I want to quit for me. From what I've seen this website has a strong brotherhood that I can't replicate in my non-internet world for the purposes that I am seeking, and I want to tap into that commodity. It's not something that I have ever experienced but I am eager and committed to my quit of both alcohol and nicotine. That being said, I can say I would not have posted this had I thought I could do it myself. So as of today, September 17, I commit myself to the strong individuals on this form and my quit. This is gonna be rough...