Sick of Living In Fear

[Jlud007]

I joined this site a little while backÂ… At the time, I was excited to quit and posted to roll call for a few daysÂ… After a while I made the excuse that coming to this site and posting roll every day was a hassle... So I stoppedÂ… I said to myself "I won't post roll on KTC.com, but I'll still stay chew-freeÂ…"Â… Nope, a couple days later, I found myself in a 7-11 buying Copenhagen Long Cut againÂ…

This is the mindset of an addictÂ… I've dealt with multiple addictions in my life, and I've come to realize that when you're addicted, your mind will play tricks on youÂ…

An addict's mind will think completely illogical in order to get back to feeding the addictionÂ… No matter how absurd the thought is, the addict's mind will try and find reasoning behind it and try to find a way to justify negative, ass-backwards behaviour in the name of fuelling the addictionÂ…

I'm ready to quitÂ… I've had my quit planned out for a while nowÂ… I've been slowing my addiction down and on Tuesday, July 1st, 2014Â… I'm going nic/tobacco freeÂ…

This is it for meÂ…

Honestly, it makes no sense that I still use smokeless tobaccoÂ… I hate doing itÂ… I feel awful every time I throw in a dip... I constantly think about the damaging affects it has, the potential it has to harm me, etcÂ… But I still do itÂ… That's an addiction, I guessÂ…

I've reached a point where I feel it's time for me to take my life backÂ… It's time for me to challenge myselfÂ… To do things that I thought were impossibleÂ… One of these things is quitting the chewÂ… I know I can do it, I really believe I can, so I'm going to take this on and do itÂ… Not only for the health benefits but to prove to myself I can accomplish something no matter how difficult it appears to beÂ…

Cheers, friendsÂ… We're all gonna get through this...

Then quit now.

What's so special about July 1st? You're probably in withdrawal anyways right now. Get a leg up and have most of the poison out of your system by the .

Then buckle up. I need 3 answers and need you to be serious. Give Everything or go home.

Dump your stash, answer the 3 questions and quit now.

You can't wean yourself off this garbage. You have to do it cold turkey. It will suck the same way regardless.

How many more times can you say "I will quit tomorrow"? There is no tomorrow. There is only today.

You were a part of April 14 for a short time........so you need to come post with us as well. You would be on day 178  feeling a hell of a lot better than going through the suck again. Dump your Cope L/C  jump back in here....never know if it's the one that saves your life.

Answer the 3 questions.


Mod/Admin - He needs his intro's merged......

Planning to quit is planning to fail, Do or do not.. no trying. How many times have we "planned" to quit on "xyz" day.... do yourself a favor as I can see your are still reading your intro as I am posting.

Dump it all, post your Day 1. Answer the 3 questions with some thought. First though you'll need to look deep inside and decide you really want to "quit" for you. Waiting for Tuesday, whatever day that ends with a y, that's just the nic bitch's way of keeping you hooked for "just one more".

Sack up and quit now or your really just wasting everyone's time.

[5amRoadWork]

I joined this site a little while backÂ… At the time, I was excited to quit and posted to roll call for a few daysÂ… After a while I made the excuse that coming to this site and posting roll every day was a hassle... So I stoppedÂ… I said to myself "I won't post roll on KTC.com, but I'll still stay chew-freeÂ…"Â… Nope, a couple days later, I found myself in a 7-11 buying Copenhagen Long Cut againÂ…

This is the mindset of an addictÂ… I've dealt with multiple addictions in my life, and I've come to realize that when you're addicted, your mind will play tricks on youÂ…

An addict's mind will think completely illogical in order to get back to feeding the addictionÂ… No matter how absurd the thought is, the addict's mind will try and find reasoning behind it and try to find a way to justify negative, ass-backwards behaviour in the name of fuelling the addictionÂ…

I'm ready to quitÂ… I've had my quit planned out for a while nowÂ… I've been slowing my addiction down and on Tuesday, July 1st, 2014Â… I'm going nic/tobacco freeÂ…

This is it for meÂ…

Honestly, it makes no sense that I still use smokeless tobaccoÂ… I hate doing itÂ… I feel awful every time I throw in a dip... I constantly think about the damaging affects it has, the potential it has to harm me, etcÂ… But I still do itÂ… That's an addiction, I guessÂ…

I've reached a point where I feel it's time for me to take my life backÂ… It's time for me to challenge myselfÂ… To do things that I thought were impossibleÂ… One of these things is quitting the chewÂ… I know I can do it, I really believe I can, so I'm going to take this on and do itÂ… Not only for the health benefits but to prove to myself I can accomplish something no matter how difficult it appears to beÂ…

Cheers, friendsÂ… We're all gonna get through this...

Then quit now.

What's so special about July 1st? You're probably in withdrawal anyways right now. Get a leg up and have most of the poison out of your system by the .

Then buckle up. I need 3 answers and need you to be serious. Give Everything or go home.

Dump your stash, answer the 3 questions and quit now.

You can't wean yourself off this garbage. You have to do it cold turkey. It will suck the same way regardless.

How many more times can you say "I will quit tomorrow"? There is no tomorrow. There is only today.

You were a part of April 14 for a short time........so you need to come post with us as well. You would be on day 178  feeling a hell of a lot better than going through the suck again. Dump your Cope L/C  jump back in here....never know if it's the one that saves your life.

Answer the 3 questions.


Mod/Admin - He needs his intro's merged......

I'm not familiar with the 3 questionsÂ… Can someone post a link? thanks all

[Etxaggie]

I joined this site a little while backÂ… At the time, I was excited to quit and posted to roll call for a few daysÂ… After a while I made the excuse that coming to this site and posting roll every day was a hassle... So I stoppedÂ… I said to myself "I won't post roll on KTC.com, but I'll still stay chew-freeÂ…"Â… Nope, a couple days later, I found myself in a 7-11 buying Copenhagen Long Cut againÂ…

This is the mindset of an addictÂ… I've dealt with multiple addictions in my life, and I've come to realize that when you're addicted, your mind will play tricks on youÂ…

An addict's mind will think completely illogical in order to get back to feeding the addictionÂ… No matter how absurd the thought is, the addict's mind will try and find reasoning behind it and try to find a way to justify negative, ass-backwards behaviour in the name of fuelling the addictionÂ…

I'm ready to quitÂ… I've had my quit planned out for a while nowÂ… I've been slowing my addiction down and on Tuesday, July 1st, 2014Â… I'm going nic/tobacco freeÂ…

This is it for meÂ…

Honestly, it makes no sense that I still use smokeless tobaccoÂ… I hate doing itÂ… I feel awful every time I throw in a dip... I constantly think about the damaging affects it has, the potential it has to harm me, etcÂ… But I still do itÂ… That's an addiction, I guessÂ…

I've reached a point where I feel it's time for me to take my life backÂ… It's time for me to challenge myselfÂ… To do things that I thought were impossibleÂ… One of these things is quitting the chewÂ… I know I can do it, I really believe I can, so I'm going to take this on and do itÂ… Not only for the health benefits but to prove to myself I can accomplish something no matter how difficult it appears to beÂ…

Cheers, friendsÂ… We're all gonna get through this...

Then quit now.

What's so special about July 1st? You're probably in withdrawal anyways right now. Get a leg up and have most of the poison out of your system by the .

Then buckle up. I need 3 answers and need you to be serious. Give Everything or go home.

Dump your stash, answer the 3 questions and quit now.

You can't wean yourself off this garbage. You have to do it cold turkey. It will suck the same way regardless.

How many more times can you say "I will quit tomorrow"? There is no tomorrow. There is only today.

You were a part of April 14 for a short time........so you need to come post with us as well. You would be on day 178  feeling a hell of a lot better than going through the suck again. Dump your Cope L/C  jump back in here....never know if it's the one that saves your life.

Answer the 3 questions.


Mod/Admin - He needs his intro's merged......

[Derk40]

I joined this site a little while backÂ… At the time, I was excited to quit and posted to roll call for a few daysÂ… After a while I made the excuse that coming to this site and posting roll every day was a hassle... So I stoppedÂ… I said to myself "I won't post roll on KTC.com, but I'll still stay chew-freeÂ…"Â… Nope, a couple days later, I found myself in a 7-11 buying Copenhagen Long Cut againÂ…

This is the mindset of an addictÂ… I've dealt with multiple addictions in my life, and I've come to realize that when you're addicted, your mind will play tricks on youÂ…

An addict's mind will think completely illogical in order to get back to feeding the addictionÂ… No matter how absurd the thought is, the addict's mind will try and find reasoning behind it and try to find a way to justify negative, ass-backwards behaviour in the name of fuelling the addictionÂ…

I'm ready to quitÂ… I've had my quit planned out for a while nowÂ… I've been slowing my addiction down and on Tuesday, July 1st, 2014Â… I'm going nic/tobacco freeÂ…

This is it for meÂ…

Honestly, it makes no sense that I still use smokeless tobaccoÂ… I hate doing itÂ… I feel awful every time I throw in a dip... I constantly think about the damaging affects it has, the potential it has to harm me, etcÂ… But I still do itÂ… That's an addiction, I guessÂ…

I've reached a point where I feel it's time for me to take my life backÂ… It's time for me to challenge myselfÂ… To do things that I thought were impossibleÂ… One of these things is quitting the chewÂ… I know I can do it, I really believe I can, so I'm going to take this on and do itÂ… Not only for the health benefits but to prove to myself I can accomplish something no matter how difficult it appears to beÂ…

Cheers, friendsÂ… We're all gonna get through this...

Then quit now.

What's so special about July 1st? You're probably in withdrawal anyways right now. Get a leg up and have most of the poison out of your system by the .

Then buckle up. I need 3 answers and need you to be serious. Give Everything or go home.

Dump your stash, answer the 3 questions and quit now.

You can't wean yourself off this garbage. You have to do it cold turkey. It will suck the same way regardless.

How many more times can you say "I will quit tomorrow"? There is no tomorrow. There is only today.

[wastepanel]

I joined this site a little while backÂ… At the time, I was excited to quit and posted to roll call for a few daysÂ… After a while I made the excuse that coming to this site and posting roll every day was a hassle... So I stoppedÂ… I said to myself "I won't post roll on KTC.com, but I'll still stay chew-freeÂ…"Â… Nope, a couple days later, I found myself in a 7-11 buying Copenhagen Long Cut againÂ…

This is the mindset of an addictÂ… I've dealt with multiple addictions in my life, and I've come to realize that when you're addicted, your mind will play tricks on youÂ…

An addict's mind will think completely illogical in order to get back to feeding the addictionÂ… No matter how absurd the thought is, the addict's mind will try and find reasoning behind it and try to find a way to justify negative, ass-backwards behaviour in the name of fuelling the addictionÂ…

I'm ready to quitÂ… I've had my quit planned out for a while nowÂ… I've been slowing my addiction down and on Tuesday, July 1st, 2014Â… I'm going nic/tobacco freeÂ…

This is it for meÂ…

Honestly, it makes no sense that I still use smokeless tobaccoÂ… I hate doing itÂ… I feel awful every time I throw in a dip... I constantly think about the damaging affects it has, the potential it has to harm me, etcÂ… But I still do itÂ… That's an addiction, I guessÂ…

I've reached a point where I feel it's time for me to take my life backÂ… It's time for me to challenge myselfÂ… To do things that I thought were impossibleÂ… One of these things is quitting the chewÂ… I know I can do it, I really believe I can, so I'm going to take this on and do itÂ… Not only for the health benefits but to prove to myself I can accomplish something no matter how difficult it appears to beÂ…

Cheers, friendsÂ… We're all gonna get through this...

Then quit now.

What's so special about July 1st? You're probably in withdrawal anyways right now. Get a leg up and have most of the poison out of your system by the .

Then buckle up. I need 3 answers and need you to be serious. Give Everything or go home.

[5amRoadWork]

I joined this site a little while backÂ… At the time, I was excited to quit and posted to roll call for a few daysÂ… After a while I made the excuse that coming to this site and posting roll every day was a hassle... So I stoppedÂ… I said to myself "I won't post roll on KTC.com, but I'll still stay chew-freeÂ…"Â… Nope, a couple days later, I found myself in a 7-11 buying Copenhagen Long Cut againÂ…

This is the mindset of an addictÂ… I've dealt with multiple addictions in my life, and I've come to realize that when you're addicted, your mind will play tricks on youÂ…

An addict's mind will think completely illogical in order to get back to feeding the addictionÂ… No matter how absurd the thought is, the addict's mind will try and find reasoning behind it and try to find a way to justify negative, ass-backwards behaviour in the name of fuelling the addictionÂ…

I'm ready to quitÂ… I've had my quit planned out for a while nowÂ… I've been slowing my addiction down and on Tuesday, July 1st, 2014Â… I'm going nic/tobacco freeÂ…

This is it for meÂ…

Honestly, it makes no sense that I still use smokeless tobaccoÂ… I hate doing itÂ… I feel awful every time I throw in a dip... I constantly think about the damaging affects it has, the potential it has to harm me, etcÂ… But I still do itÂ… That's an addiction, I guessÂ…

I've reached a point where I feel it's time for me to take my life backÂ… It's time for me to challenge myselfÂ… To do things that I thought were impossibleÂ… One of these things is quitting the chewÂ… I know I can do it, I really believe I can, so I'm going to take this on and do itÂ… Not only for the health benefits but to prove to myself I can accomplish something no matter how difficult it appears to beÂ…

Cheers, friendsÂ… We're all gonna get through this...

[Wt57]

Hey guys, thanks a lot.

After checking out the site a bit more, I've figured out that I've been fucking up the whole time.

After the first day, I picked up a pack of Nicorette gum and had been chewing it on and off during cravings since I first joined the site. I now see the mistake I was making.

I'm going to start fresh tomorrow and post roll.

Even though I was still getting the occasionally nic fix, I've noticed the symptoms. I can only imagine what they'll be like I'm doing this free and clean.

Headaches
Lack of sleep
Sore throat
Extreme anxiety
Occasionally my jaw gets sore like I have a bad head cold

It's a beautiful thing.
Thanks for the support.

Your honesty is admirable, keep reading and most importantly post roll!

[5amRoadWork]

Hey guys, thanks a lot.

After checking out the site a bit more, I've figured out that I've been fucking up the whole time.

After the first day, I picked up a pack of Nicorette gum and had been chewing it on and off during cravings since I first joined the site. I now see the mistake I was making.

I'm going to start fresh tomorrow and post roll.

Even though I was still getting the occasionally nic fix, I've noticed the symptoms. I can only imagine what they'll be like I'm doing this free and clean.

Headaches
Lack of sleep
Sore throat
Extreme anxiety
Occasionally my jaw gets sore like I have a bad head cold

It's a beautiful thing.
Thanks for the support.

[Frazzled]

Join Us...April groups...the Gods of Hellfire. Do it today.

You will not regret it.

[rickddd]

This tells you how to post roll.
index.php?showtopic=50

This is where you will post roll
index.php?showtopic=9259

Posting roll takes 30 seconds once you learn how to do it. You have to make your quit a priority, bro. No excuses.

[USMCray]

Hey guys, thanks for the responses.

I'm on Day 3. I haven't had time to go through the site and check everything out. I'm not sure what post roll means.

Thx

I haven't had time

I know this is a busy time of year but honestly, that's addict talk. A way of leaving the door open. If you wanted to find time for a dip you would find lots of time.

WELCOME CENTER will explain everything.

Ol brother!!! Time!?!?!? Shit evry last one of us who's on a dedicated, motivated mission to can the nic bitch.. All we know is to dip, work, eat, dip, fuck, dip and sleep!!! So lets me and u take the dip time we used to use and use it to get on this bad ass KTC!! With the bad ass brothers and read and read til we cry or hate the bitch nic for the day!! Ill quit with ya today brother!!! Ooooorah!!

[Wt57]

Hey guys, thanks for the responses.

I'm on Day 3. I haven't had time to go through the site and check everything out. I'm not sure what post roll means.

Thx

I haven't had time

I know this is a busy time of year but honestly, that's addict talk. A way of leaving the door open. If you wanted to find time for a dip you would find lots of time.

WELCOME CENTER will explain everything.

[5amRoadWork]

Hey guys, thanks for the responses.

I'm on Day 3. I haven't had time to go through the site and check everything out. I'm not sure what post roll means.

Thx

[rickddd]

So... are you quit, bro? is today day 1 or 2? I dont see your name on roll. Lets do this! It will never be easier to quit than today, right now.

[Grizzfall]

5am - These bad-ass quitters have already told you all you need to know. I've got nothing to add except to congratulate you on making a great choice and to say Welcome, Brother!!!

With Bean on this. You seem to have a good wrap around you own head. This will help in your early quit.
Whats going to be a ton of fun is the later days when the ole nic hussy comes knocking at your window...3am...askiing you to come out for just a quick walk and a gentle kiss. She might say kiss, but you know she wants to get deep inside you...orally.
She cute, hot, and knows you can keep a secret. As you start to climb out that window looking for some reprieve from weeks of abstinance, i want you to look at her knees, just inside the thigh.
You should see a twinkle there. That is the frothy drip of clymidiya ooozeing from her snatch. That is your reward for one swinging time with her.
Make your decision well....next time you think of this bitch.
-grizzfall