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Offline Wade

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Re: My 1st Day w/out Chew
« Reply #70 on: March 19, 2013, 04:39:00 PM »
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Today is my older Sister, Lauren's birthday.  She passed away on September 16, 2012 from Cervical Cancer.  It has only been 6 months.  She would have been thirty years old.  I turned 26 on Saturday.  You can see how this is tearing me up?  She was just too damn young to go, and she died from a disease that was ultimately started by the nic bitch, in stick form.  Dammit all, in light of that, all I can think about is throwin that lipper in to help calm the emotions that are stirring today.  At day 35, I am able to control the crave, but it has been the hardest day since Day 2-3.  I'll hold strong, but today is just....tough.
Hang in there brother. Do something else instead. What did she like to do? Find a way to honor her memory without associating it with tobacco or nicotine. Tomorrow when you are still a quitter you will be happy that you did.
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Re: My 1st Day w/out Chew
« Reply #69 on: March 19, 2013, 03:09:00 PM »
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Today is my older Sister, Lauren's birthday. She passed away on September 16, 2012 from Cervical Cancer. It has only been 6 months. She would have been thirty years old. I turned 26 on Saturday. You can see how this is tearing me up? She was just too damn young to go, and she died from a disease that was ultimately started by the nic bitch, in stick form. Dammit all, in light of that, all I can think about is throwin that lipper in to help calm the emotions that are stirring today. At day 35, I am able to control the crave, but it has been the hardest day since Day 2-3. I'll hold strong, but today is just....tough.
Tough stuff for sure. Condolences to your family. I can see where today will be very tough, I can hardly imagine.

Just know that putting a lipper in will make it no easier, in fact I bet it would make it worse. Reflect on the good times and memories you had with your sister. You don't need a lipper to do that.

Quit with you today. Hang in there, bro.
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Re: My 1st Day w/out Chew
« Reply #68 on: March 19, 2013, 02:20:00 PM »
Stay strong and focused on your quit through these tough times. I can relate to your feelings that a dip will somehow makes things all better.......BUT I promise you that you will feel way worse after any initial or "good" feelings you might experience, if any, for a couple of moments if you listen to the nic bitch!!! May she rest in peace and I hope you will dedicate your quit to your sister. You CAN and will work through this!!!
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Re: My 1st Day w/out Chew
« Reply #67 on: March 19, 2013, 01:44:00 PM »
Stay strong. Stress + sadness + dip = stress, sadness, and dip. Adding dip doesn't fix anything or make life any easier. Kick that nic bitch once in the nuts for me.
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Re: My 1st Day w/out Chew
« Reply #66 on: March 19, 2013, 01:27:00 PM »
Sorry for your loss brother.

Let's dedicate our quits to Lauren today. Honor her by staying strong.
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Re: My 1st Day w/out Chew
« Reply #65 on: March 19, 2013, 01:06:00 PM »
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Sorry for your loss. I know this is a tough time for you, but you gotta Hang in there.... You can do it!!!
Thank you, sir! I appreciate the support!
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Re: My 1st Day w/out Chew
« Reply #64 on: March 19, 2013, 12:24:00 PM »
Sorry for your loss. I know this is a tough time for you, but you gotta Hang in there.... You can do it!!!
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Re: My 1st Day w/out Chew
« Reply #63 on: March 19, 2013, 12:22:00 PM »
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So sorry for you loss.  Do the only things your sister would want today, Remember the good times and stay quit!  Chew and smokes don't care who they kill.  Take care of yourself.  Reach out if you need anything.  For yourself  your sister, stay quit!
Thanks Bleeck! The support means a lot!
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Re: My 1st Day w/out Chew
« Reply #62 on: March 19, 2013, 12:22:00 PM »
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I'm sorry for your loss Jason. I am proud to be quit with you and have you in the May group with me. Stay strong and stay quit. You are a bad ass quitter and our group is fortunate to have you. Let me know if you need anything.
Thanks Matt! I'm proud to be quit with you, too! Thanks for having my back...Lord knows I need it today!
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Re: My 1st Day w/out Chew
« Reply #61 on: March 19, 2013, 12:19:00 PM »
I'm sorry for your loss Jason. I am proud to be quit with you and have you in the May group with me. Stay strong and stay quit. You are a bad ass quitter and our group is fortunate to have you. Let me know if you need anything.
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Re: My 1st Day w/out Chew
« Reply #60 on: March 19, 2013, 11:14:00 AM »
So sorry for you loss. Do the only things your sister would want today, Remember the good times and stay quit! Chew and smokes don't care who they kill. Take care of yourself. Reach out if you need anything. For yourself  your sister, stay quit!
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Re: My 1st Day w/out Chew
« Reply #59 on: March 19, 2013, 10:54:00 AM »
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Today is my older Sister, Lauren's birthday.  She passed away on September 16, 2012 from Cervical Cancer.  It has only been 6 months.  She would have been thirty years old.  I turned 26 on Saturday.  You can see how this is tearing me up?  She was just too damn young to go, and she died from a disease that was ultimately started by the nic bitch, in stick form.  Dammit all, in light of that, all I can think about is throwin that lipper in to help calm the emotions that are stirring today.  At day 35, I am able to control the crave, but it has been the hardest day since Day 2-3.  I'll hold strong, but today is just....tough.
I am sorry for your loss brother! But if you go ahead and cave the nicotine wins! That bitch is telling you secrets in your ear, that you think you want to hear. I am sorry for what you are going through, and I am sorry for the loss of your sister man, but do you think she would want you to toss in that big ol lipper? I bet not, stay strong man, you got this your a bad ass quitter too! I quit with you today. Going to PM my number to you right now in case you need it.

Jeff
Stay strong Jason. My heart goes out to you and your family. You are right to say she was to young to die. Keep that crap out of your mouth and stay Quit brother. My number is on the way if you need anything.
Sorry for your loss. I will say a prayer for your sister and your family. Keep keeping on!
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Re: My 1st Day w/out Chew
« Reply #58 on: March 19, 2013, 10:49:00 AM »
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Today is my older Sister, Lauren's birthday.  She passed away on September 16, 2012 from Cervical Cancer.  It has only been 6 months.  She would have been thirty years old.  I turned 26 on Saturday.  You can see how this is tearing me up?  She was just too damn young to go, and she died from a disease that was ultimately started by the nic bitch, in stick form.  Dammit all, in light of that, all I can think about is throwin that lipper in to help calm the emotions that are stirring today.  At day 35, I am able to control the crave, but it has been the hardest day since Day 2-3.  I'll hold strong, but today is just....tough.
I am sorry for your loss brother! But if you go ahead and cave the nicotine wins! That bitch is telling you secrets in your ear, that you think you want to hear. I am sorry for what you are going through, and I am sorry for the loss of your sister man, but do you think she would want you to toss in that big ol lipper? I bet not, stay strong man, you got this your a bad ass quitter too! I quit with you today. Going to PM my number to you right now in case you need it.

Jeff
Stay strong Jason. My heart goes out to you and your family. You are right to say she was to young to die. Keep that crap out of your mouth and stay Quit brother. My number is on the way if you need anything.
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Re: My 1st Day w/out Chew
« Reply #57 on: March 19, 2013, 10:43:00 AM »
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Today is my older Sister, Lauren's birthday. She passed away on September 16, 2012 from Cervical Cancer. It has only been 6 months. She would have been thirty years old. I turned 26 on Saturday. You can see how this is tearing me up? She was just too damn young to go, and she died from a disease that was ultimately started by the nic bitch, in stick form. Dammit all, in light of that, all I can think about is throwin that lipper in to help calm the emotions that are stirring today. At day 35, I am able to control the crave, but it has been the hardest day since Day 2-3. I'll hold strong, but today is just....tough.
I am sorry for your loss brother! But if you go ahead and cave the nicotine wins! That bitch is telling you secrets in your ear, that you think you want to hear. I am sorry for what you are going through, and I am sorry for the loss of your sister man, but do you think she would want you to toss in that big ol lipper? I bet not, stay strong man, you got this your a bad ass quitter too! I quit with you today. Going to PM my number to you right now in case you need it.

Jeff
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Re: My 1st Day w/out Chew
« Reply #56 on: March 19, 2013, 10:36:00 AM »
Today is my older Sister, Lauren's birthday. She passed away on September 16, 2012 from Cervical Cancer. It has only been 6 months. She would have been thirty years old. I turned 26 on Saturday. You can see how this is tearing me up? She was just too damn young to go, and she died from a disease that was ultimately started by the nic bitch, in stick form. Dammit all, in light of that, all I can think about is throwin that lipper in to help calm the emotions that are stirring today. At day 35, I am able to control the crave, but it has been the hardest day since Day 2-3. I'll hold strong, but today is just....tough.
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