First a little background on my addiction. I started smoking cigs when I was about 18. I was a pretty heavy smoker (pack a day sometimes more) through college and until recently (more on this in a moment). I picked up a dip every now and then throughout those years, but wouldn't consider myself a dipper. During the last few hunting seasons I started dipping to keep the nic bitch at bay while on stand and not smoking so the Deer wouldn't smell the smoke. I started to have mini dip episodes that lasted for a few weeks or so during that time where I would dip regularly and then quit. Quitting was fairly easy at that time since I was still smoking. I turned 30 years old this january and made a promise to myself that I would quit smoking. I have not had a cig since that date and I was very proud of myself for quitting. The only problem is I replaced Cigs with dip and now I am a full blown dipper. I would say I have been dipping regulary for almost the last year, with the last 4 months being the worst. I have been up to about a tin a day of the Welfare Bear (Grizzly Wintergreen). I have a 3 year old daughter and a 8 month old son who are my inspiration for this quit as well as just being scared of getting mouth cancer. I have noticed my gums on my bottom teeth are receding a little and want to try and stop this before it gets too bad. I know this quit wil be harder than the cig quit because I am taking away all the nicotine this time, not just replacing its delivery method. This is day 2 for me and im feeling like shit, foggy, blurry vision, terrible cravings, you name it. I'm looking forward to facing these feelings and feeling the satisfaction when I beat them. Just hoping i can stay strong and not give in. I keep thinking about picking up some Snus or something to get nicotine but I dont want to get addicted to something else. I need to stay strong and stay away from C-stores!!