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Re: KTC newbie
« Reply #42 on: July 09, 2013, 09:54:00 AM »
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Hey everyone- Have not been able to access internet while on vacatio so I haven't posted roll since Thursday or Friday. And still can't post roll from my phone for some reason so hoping this post goes through.

I am still quit....day 18! Fog has almost completely subsided but still happens maybe once a day. A couple of the guys on vacation smoked cigars but I refused....I looked the nic bitch directly in the face and slapped the shit out of her...then spit on her. No nic for me.

I will post as often as I can...2 week vacation ends 7/21 so after that I will once again post daily.

Staying quit with everyone,
Jason
Got it. You have my number text me every day. I will add today to the roll.
Hang tough Wolly. Stay quit while you are ahead. I had my first dentist appointment today in about 4 years, and everything went well except for the root canal I have to have. I can tell you I was scared to death. You are a young buck, hang in there, and stay quit.

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Re: KTC newbie
« Reply #41 on: July 09, 2013, 09:11:00 AM »
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Hey everyone- Have not been able to access internet while on vacatio so I haven't posted roll since Thursday or Friday. And still can't post roll from my phone for some reason so hoping this post goes through.

I am still quit....day 18! Fog has almost completely subsided but still happens maybe once a day. A couple of the guys on vacation smoked cigars but I refused....I looked the nic bitch directly in the face and slapped the shit out of her...then spit on her. No nic for me.

I will post as often as I can...2 week vacation ends 7/21 so after that I will once again post daily.

Staying quit with everyone,
Jason
Got it. You have my number text me every day. I will add today to the roll.

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Re: KTC newbie
« Reply #40 on: July 09, 2013, 06:09:00 AM »
Hey everyone- Have not been able to access internet while on vacatio so I haven't posted roll since Thursday or Friday. And still can't post roll from my phone for some reason so hoping this post goes through.

I am still quit....day 18! Fog has almost completely subsided but still happens maybe once a day. A couple of the guys on vacation smoked cigars but I refused....I looked the nic bitch directly in the face and slapped the shit out of her...then spit on her. No nic for me.

I will post as often as I can...2 week vacation ends 7/21 so after that I will once again post daily.

Staying quit with everyone,
Jason
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Re: KTC newbie
« Reply #39 on: June 30, 2013, 09:52:00 AM »
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Hey bro, hope you are hanging in there.  Probably not sleeping very well, don't really feel engaged in what you are doing, maybe even dizzy!  It's weird but, you are healing from all the shit nic has done to you.  I have been there and been through it.  Just keep going, once you are through it life is much better.
This is day 2 for me, and I just want to be active on here. I'm not sure if I'm posting correctly, and to be honest I'm finding the website a bit confusing. I think everything is a bit frustrating today. I'm doing my best to not be a total ass to my wife, I just want to quit for good. I've said this before, but this time I really want it. I'm willing to go through the suck of it all to get the freedom of a dip less life. I just need help, how do I be a loving husband while feeling physically and somewhat mentally like a piece of crap?
It's the fog gents, welcome to the SUCK! Three days and nicotine is physically removed from your system. That's it, 3 days, after this, the psychological warfare continues but there will be no more physical cravings of the shit! Post up, get in chat, get some digits of fellow quitters in your group and others! Stay busy and go do something, anything, but cave!
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Re: KTC newbie
« Reply #38 on: June 30, 2013, 09:44:00 AM »
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Hey bro, hope you are hanging in there.  Probably not sleeping very well, don't really feel engaged in what you are doing, maybe even dizzy!  It's weird but, you are healing from all the shit nic has done to you.  I have been there and been through it.  Just keep going, once you are through it life is much better.
This is day 2 for me, and I just want to be active on here. I'm not sure if I'm posting correctly, and to be honest I'm finding the website a bit confusing. I think everything is a bit frustrating today. I'm doing my best to not be a total ass to my wife, I just want to quit for good. I've said this before, but this time I really want it. I'm willing to go through the suck of it all to get the freedom of a dip less life. I just need help, how do I be a loving husband while feeling physically and somewhat mentally like a piece of crap?
It's the fog gents, welcome to the SUCK! Three days and nicotine is physically removed from your system. That's it, 3 days, after this, the psychological warfare continues but there will be no more physical cravings of the shit! Post up, get in chat, get some digits of fellow quitters in your group and others! Stay busy and go do something, anything, but cave!

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Re: KTC newbie
« Reply #37 on: June 29, 2013, 10:37:00 AM »
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Hey bro, hope you are hanging in there.  Probably not sleeping very well, don't really feel engaged in what you are doing, maybe even dizzy!  It's weird but, you are healing from all the shit nic has done to you.  I have been there and been through it.  Just keep going, once you are through it life is much better.
This is day 2 for me, and I just want to be active on here. I'm not sure if I'm posting correctly, and to be honest I'm finding the website a bit confusing. I think everything is a bit frustrating today. I'm doing my best to not be a total ass to my wife, I just want to quit for good. I've said this before, but this time I really want it. I'm willing to go through the suck of it all to get the freedom of a dip less life. I just need help, how do I be a loving husband while feeling physically and somewhat mentally like a piece of crap?

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Re: KTC newbie
« Reply #36 on: June 29, 2013, 10:20:00 AM »
Hey bro, hope you are hanging in there. Probably not sleeping very well, don't really feel engaged in what you are doing, maybe even dizzy! It's weird but, you are healing from all the shit nic has done to you. I have been there and been through it. Just keep going, once you are through it life is much better.
The fog is just one long kick in the balls.

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Re: KTC newbie
« Reply #35 on: June 27, 2013, 11:47:00 PM »
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I find myself constantly thinking of dip. Referring to each aspect of my life I associated dip with....which is everything. I can focus for a few minutes at a time without thinking of dip but then my focus is gone for the next few minutes until I remind myself just how much of a slave I was and just how much control dip/nic had on me. Already during my 6 day quit, I am more confident in my mental capactity to overcome adversity and better myself.  I love being free.....which is why I say; fuck you nic, you will not win this time!
Embrace the worst of the SUCK, and remember it so you/we don't have repeat performances.

It does get better.. Hang on.

Fog can take a while to lift.
The value of that freedom is so much greater than you realize. After 1,613 days of quit I still marvel at how good it feels not to be held hostage.

It's gonna suck until it doesn't , and then it won't . Ride it out.

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Re: KTC newbie
« Reply #34 on: June 27, 2013, 03:57:00 PM »
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I find myself constantly thinking of dip. Referring to each aspect of my life I associated dip with....which is everything. I can focus for a few minutes at a time without thinking of dip but then my focus is gone for the next few minutes until I remind myself just how much of a slave I was and just how much control dip/nic had on me. Already during my 6 day quit, I am more confident in my mental capactity to overcome adversity and better myself. I love being free.....which is why I say; fuck you nic, you will not win this time!
Embrace the worst of the SUCK, and remember it so you/we don't have repeat performances.

It does get better.. Hang on.

Fog can take a while to lift.
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Re: KTC newbie
« Reply #33 on: June 27, 2013, 01:00:00 PM »
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I find myself constantly thinking of dip. Referring to each aspect of my life I associated dip with....which is everything. I can focus for a few minutes at a time without thinking of dip but then my focus is gone for the next few minutes until I remind myself just how much of a slave I was and just how much control dip/nic had on me. Already during my 6 day quit, I am more confident in my mental capactity to overcome adversity and better myself. I love being free.....which is why I say; fuck you nic, you will not win this time!
Damn right my brother, we have all been in a relationship with nicotine for quite sometime and for some it's the longest relationship they have ever had. Just like breaking up with a girl or divorcing a wife it takes time to learn how to live without it. Take up some new hobby or just work harder at the ones you have. Stay busy, rely on this site and your brothers and you will be fine. Really get into your group, keep tabs on people, start your own messaging group using text or a mobile application, you probably have a lot in common with the others in your group. Post roll every day first thing and stay true to your promise.

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Re: KTC newbie
« Reply #32 on: June 27, 2013, 12:53:00 PM »
I find myself constantly thinking of dip. Referring to each aspect of my life I associated dip with....which is everything. I can focus for a few minutes at a time without thinking of dip but then my focus is gone for the next few minutes until I remind myself just how much of a slave I was and just how much control dip/nic had on me. Already during my 6 day quit, I am more confident in my mental capactity to overcome adversity and better myself. I love being free.....which is why I say; fuck you nic, you will not win this time!
Slavery no more....freedom is my future.
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Re: KTC newbie
« Reply #31 on: June 27, 2013, 08:54:00 AM »
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Day 6 of freedom. I will not dip today! Fog has subsided but comes back during cravings...gum and lots of water is keeping me in check. 'fireman'
Freedom brother, that's right. Smell it, taste it, feel it. When your an addict freedom ain't cheap. It's going to cost you a few sleepless nights and a crave or two.

Went through your intro. Driving, that was my big worry. I drive for a living also. Your going to have to fight them big triggers, but when it's all said and done the triggers that happen on a daily basis will be the easiest to beat.

When you start driving that car, ask yourself how the poison helped you. Your probably going to come up with a few bad answers, so let me answer it correctly for you.

The poison didn't help with crap. It didn't help you drive, stay awake, brake, stair, go fast or slow. The last time I checked the vehicle didn't have anyplace to put a can of poison under the hood. The only thing the poison did was keep your addiction fed while stripping you of your freedom, money, health and dignity.

Every trigger should be dealt with like above. If your honest you won't find one thing the poison helped you with. If you have any trouble and think the poison helped come here and we will fix your ignorance. Quit with you all day brother.
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The poison sucks. I hate it. I hated it this morning, I hated it at noon, I hated it at supper and I hate it tonight. I enjoy hating it so much I'm going to wake up tomorrow and start over hating it. I quit with anyone that wants to hate it with me.

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Re: KTC newbie
« Reply #30 on: June 27, 2013, 08:23:00 AM »
Day 6 of freedom. I will not dip today! Fog has subsided but comes back during cravings...gum and lots of water is keeping me in check. 'fireman'
Slavery no more....freedom is my future.
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Re: KTC newbie
« Reply #29 on: June 26, 2013, 10:12:00 AM »
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hey you lil half foggy lil fugger...keep hydrated and take your kit along with you today the kit with gum seeds fireballs tooth picks sack full of ass holes to pack in your cake hole while you are out and about today.  Remember if you get to Jonesing call or text someone to keep you straight.  Proud of you WW.

pm me if you need another number.
^^^^^ what this asshole says is correct. It will make your day more enjoyable, knowing you have all of the tools to deal with "it" plus your less apt to have an itchy trigger finger against wife and kids
^^^^^ Listen to both these guys, they know how to quit ^^^^^.
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The poison sucks. I hate it. I hated it this morning, I hated it at noon, I hated it at supper and I hate it tonight. I enjoy hating it so much I'm going to wake up tomorrow and start over hating it. I quit with anyone that wants to hate it with me.

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Re: KTC newbie
« Reply #28 on: June 26, 2013, 10:06:00 AM »
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hey you lil half foggy lil fugger...keep hydrated and take your kit along with you today the kit with gum seeds fireballs tooth picks sack full of ass holes to pack in your cake hole while you are out and about today. Remember if you get to Jonesing call or text someone to keep you straight. Proud of you WW.

pm me if you need another number.
^^^^^ what this asshole says is correct. It will make your day more enjoyable, knowing you have all of the tools to deal with "it" plus your less apt to have an itchy trigger finger against wife and kids