Day 119
Being 100+ days in feels good, it really does...however it's just a beginning. I've had some serious cravings since day 100 so don't think for a minute that just because you reach a certain milestone in your quit that things will become easier. Yes the nicotine is out of my system, yes I am quit and am strong in my diligence against the bitch, yes, I can do without her, and absolutely yes, I can and will be quit for today!
This bitch is always in hiding, waiting for a weak moment in our life. She's ready to pounce on a seconds notice, ready to enslave us once again to her meaningless ways. She has not one iota of feeling for us, for she prays on our weaknesses and it is at that moment that we second guess ourselves. Don't let that bitch back in, send her packing, you deserve it, you've come too far, we are far too strong for her to come calling and deceive us once again! When the thought of her crosses our minds, we must take appropriate actions. When our quit is tested, we strengthen our resolve by confiding in others. We are Quitters, we are strong and no one can take that from us.
You are an awesome quitter, that shit that used to be in your lip is long gone. It may be difficult to deal with at first, however, it is for the best and you know it! Quitting isn't easy but it is very rewarding, stick with it and reap the rewards. I like the statistics of a non dipper and I think I'll stay on this side of the fence.
Stay here, stay strong and stay Quit!
Good luck to you and your quit, you can do this.
