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Offline Dougie

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Re: Quit Day 05/29/2013
« Reply #33 on: June 06, 2013, 02:49:00 PM »
Today the suck runs hard and deep. I feel like I have a hangover the fog is thick. I keep getting these jolts of nervous energy or something when I talk to people I get chills up the back of my head or it feels like my eyes are welling up with tears.

The more this sucks the more determined I am going to be to beat this everyday for the rest of my life.
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Re: Quit Day 05/29/2013
« Reply #32 on: June 06, 2013, 10:11:00 AM »
The venting was all I needed- and some yummy sunflower seeds- hence the avatar!

The thing about the bikes- they have bikes; nice Diamondbacks when I bought them but they tear shit up so they aren't as nice- so fuck em!

I only quit for me. I fucking hate feeling like a cheat/liar/scumbag scrounging around for a leaf. I hated always worrying about how much I had or how I was going to sneak the shit with me to a weekend getaway and all of that stuff that was poisoning my marriage- my life. I decided last Friday that I was taking it back- I have remained nicotine free since I went to bed that night and I will remain nicotine free all fucking day long- no matter what insignificant shit happens today-
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Re: Quit Day 05/29/2013
« Reply #31 on: June 06, 2013, 09:57:00 AM »
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Its weird how little things can really fucking set you off! I thought today that I was going to breeze right through it all and then BAM!

I have a 14 and 11 yr old at home this summer and I told them that I dont want hem riding my mountain bike around town, I dont want them on their mom's either but it isnt mine so she can do what she wants. Well Mom told them that they could ride them yesterday without my consent- I came home and noticed that my bike had a lot of mud on it and was pissed so I put a lock on it. Just fucking respect my wishes people- I dont want them on my bike because they dont take care of shit and I would like to keep my shit nice.

Wife emails me today and calls me a douche bag for locking my bike- that made me so unbelievably fucking mad- raging- I stood up and thought fuck it go grab a can she doesn't respect you so why should you respect her?

So, I grabbed a handful of seeds and logged on to KTC to vent. How fucked up is that? Such stupid shit sets off such fucked up thoughts. Anyway I am calming down now and the massive crave bullshit has subsided. FUCK.
Hey man, that is the sole reason why the quit must be for yourself and no body else.

well done getting in here and venting, and the seeds gets an A+.

And totally know about 14 and 12 year olds (for me both boys). They will keep you busy and drive you nuts at the same time.

Keep the strength as you can do this.
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Re: Quit Day 05/29/2013
« Reply #30 on: June 06, 2013, 09:55:00 AM »
CHILL relax lean back....breath... OK I dont like people riding my mountain bike either...thats why I have bought them their own to tear up. ok so toss wifey the credit card tell her to go to walmart buy two cheap bikes for the kids to wreck and you some smokey mountain.

ok are we getting off the ledge yet I dont care what you put in your mouth but DO NOT DO NOT put dip in it a sack full of assholes first but no dip.

PM me if you need my number bounce texts off eachother...I am traveling this weekend too
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Re: Quit Day 05/29/2013
« Reply #29 on: June 06, 2013, 09:49:00 AM »
Its weird how little things can really fucking set you off! I thought today that I was going to breeze right through it all and then BAM!

I have a 14 and 11 yr old at home this summer and I told them that I dont want hem riding my mountain bike around town, I dont want them on their mom's either but it isnt mine so she can do what she wants. Well Mom told them that they could ride them yesterday without my consent- I came home and noticed that my bike had a lot of mud on it and was pissed so I put a lock on it. Just fucking respect my wishes people- I dont want them on my bike because they dont take care of shit and I would like to keep my shit nice.

Wife emails me today and calls me a douche bag for locking my bike- that made me so unbelievably fucking mad- raging- I stood up and thought fuck it go grab a can she doesn't respect you so why should you respect her?

So, I grabbed a handful of seeds and logged on to KTC to vent. How fucked up is that? Such stupid shit sets off such fucked up thoughts. Anyway I am calming down now and the massive crave bullshit has subsided. FUCK.
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Re: Quit Day 05/29/2013
« Reply #28 on: June 06, 2013, 09:41:00 AM »
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Sonsabitches!

So as I was leaving the driveway to hit the streets for a nice lunchtime run I look down and I see a busted up can of Skoal Cherry on the road. The lid was a few inches from the can and I can see chew inside the body of the can. I thought that was pretty awesome. So I went out on my run and decided that the only course of action that I can take it to make sure that I disperse this shit by kicking it around the road.

I know that I am capable of doing some pretty weak shit in order to get a nic fix. I am pretty sure that I am not going to go out and lick the fucking road though; but to be safe I knocked that shit all over the place...

I QUIT TODAY.
Love it! Kick that shit all over the fucking roadway and then piss on it and jump on that sombich till its just a fucking red smear of stinkin piss covered plastic bits on the road! Arrrghhhhh! Fucking nic bitch! Take that you skanky piece of shit...
BTW I am in your quit group I will send you a PM with my number so you can txt me if you cannot get online to post roll.
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Re: Quit Day 05/29/2013
« Reply #27 on: June 06, 2013, 09:39:00 AM »
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DAY 6-

Didn't sleep worth a fuck last night- woke up this morning really thinking about the nicotine but it seemed to pass pretty easily.

Heading out for family vacation tomorrow; driving 22 hours with 3 kids and wife is going to be pretty brutal on the ole nervous system! I got my Sunflower seeds though so I get this shit locked up!

Doubt that I will be posting much between 06/07 and 06/16-

Quitting has never felt so good!
Post roll and grab some numbers man.

You got some numbers?
I posted roll at 0530- probably got bumped again! I have one number that I texted back to a couple days ago.
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Re: Quit Day 05/29/2013
« Reply #26 on: June 06, 2013, 09:25:00 AM »
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DAY 6-

Didn't sleep worth a fuck last night- woke up this morning really thinking about the nicotine but it seemed to pass pretty easily.

Heading out for family vacation tomorrow; driving 22 hours with 3 kids and wife is going to be pretty brutal on the ole nervous system! I got my Sunflower seeds though so I get this shit locked up!

Doubt that I will be posting much between 06/07 and 06/16-

Quitting has never felt so good!
Post roll and grab some numbers man.

You got some numbers?
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Re: Quit Day 05/29/2013
« Reply #25 on: June 06, 2013, 09:23:00 AM »
DAY 6-

Didn't sleep worth a fuck last night- woke up this morning really thinking about the nicotine but it seemed to pass pretty easily.

Heading out for family vacation tomorrow; driving 22 hours with 3 kids and wife is going to be pretty brutal on the ole nervous system! I got my Sunflower seeds though so I get this shit locked up!

Doubt that I will be posting much between 06/07 and 06/16-

Quitting has never felt so good!
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Re: Quit Day 05/29/2013
« Reply #24 on: June 05, 2013, 08:29:00 AM »
I have to attend a training thing today for work from 0800 - 1400 so I wont be posting and reading through much today.

Had a hard time sleeping last night but I still feel better than I did 5 days ago. I feel better and stronger than I did yesterday. I made the pledge to my wife this morning that I would be nicotine free today; it felt good to pledge that to her it actually made me pretty emotional. I keep the Tom and Jenny Kern story at the front of my mind and in my heart; it makes this difficult journey seem much easier.

Stay Quit!
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Re: Quit Day 05/29/2013
« Reply #23 on: June 04, 2013, 05:10:00 PM »
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Sonsabitches!

So as I was leaving the driveway to hit the streets for a nice lunchtime run I look down and I see a busted up can of Skoal Cherry on the road. The lid was a few inches from the can and I can see chew inside the body of the can. I thought that was pretty awesome. So I went out on my run and decided that the only course of action that I can take it to make sure that I disperse this shit by kicking it around the road.

I know that I am capable of doing some pretty weak shit in order to get a nic fix. I am pretty sure that I am not going to go out and lick the fucking road though; but to be safe I knocked that shit all over the place...

I QUIT TODAY.
I would go and piss on it too... dont worry indecent exposure tickets are cheap.
Thanks for posting in my thread! I could watch your avatar all day!
She is pretty popular....stay quit. Ill keep posting her.
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Re: Quit Day 05/29/2013
« Reply #22 on: June 04, 2013, 05:03:00 PM »
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Sonsabitches!

So as I was leaving the driveway to hit the streets for a nice lunchtime run I look down and I see a busted up can of Skoal Cherry on the road. The lid was a few inches from the can and I can see chew inside the body of the can. I thought that was pretty awesome. So I went out on my run and decided that the only course of action that I can take it to make sure that I disperse this shit by kicking it around the road.

I know that I am capable of doing some pretty weak shit in order to get a nic fix. I am pretty sure that I am not going to go out and lick the fucking road though; but to be safe I knocked that shit all over the place...

I QUIT TODAY.
I would go and piss on it too... dont worry indecent exposure tickets are cheap.
Thanks for posting in my thread! I could watch your avatar all day!
There is a lot of caving going around. No telling what some of them might do. Licking it up off the street may be something to think about. Here's something to think about. What if it was the last can? There would be some schmuck who would try and lick it up. Just sayen!! I quit with you today.
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Re: Quit Day 05/29/2013
« Reply #21 on: June 04, 2013, 04:54:00 PM »
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Sonsabitches!

So as I was leaving the driveway to hit the streets for a nice lunchtime run I look down and I see a busted up can of Skoal Cherry on the road. The lid was a few inches from the can and I can see chew inside the body of the can. I thought that was pretty awesome. So I went out on my run and decided that the only course of action that I can take it to make sure that I disperse this shit by kicking it around the road.

I know that I am capable of doing some pretty weak shit in order to get a nic fix. I am pretty sure that I am not going to go out and lick the fucking road though; but to be safe I knocked that shit all over the place...

I QUIT TODAY.
I would go and piss on it too... dont worry indecent exposure tickets are cheap.
Thanks for posting in my thread! I could watch your avatar all day!
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Re: Quit Day 05/29/2013
« Reply #20 on: June 04, 2013, 03:03:00 PM »
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Sonsabitches!

So as I was leaving the driveway to hit the streets for a nice lunchtime run I look down and I see a busted up can of Skoal Cherry on the road. The lid was a few inches from the can and I can see chew inside the body of the can. I thought that was pretty awesome. So I went out on my run and decided that the only course of action that I can take it to make sure that I disperse this shit by kicking it around the road.

I know that I am capable of doing some pretty weak shit in order to get a nic fix. I am pretty sure that I am not going to go out and lick the fucking road though; but to be safe I knocked that shit all over the place...

I QUIT TODAY.
I would go and piss on it too... dont worry indecent exposure tickets are cheap.
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Re: Quit Day 05/29/2013
« Reply #19 on: June 04, 2013, 02:54:00 PM »
Good job Dougie,
you can never be too safe around her.... I have dug cans of chew out of the trash before on crave or looked in the trash for an old pouch or found a can with an old pouch still left in it trying to breath life back into the nic whore with saliva. Yep you can never be too safe... protect your quit at all costs.
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