It's 1:16am in Auburn CA. I'm fucking pissed off at myself.
I am broken, tired, and addicted. I want freedom from this shit. May 2016 I will be a husband I and DO NOT want this shit in my life. I've been dipping for two years almost and I have had enough with quitting unsuccessfully time and time again. I sure would love some help. This site is giving me hope as I now know I am far from alone. Yet I still feel completely alone and overwhelmed with my addiction.
I am broken. But I will NOT be a slave to my addictions.
I will not be a slave to my addictions.
I'm guessing I can't post my number here, I'd love a level head to talk to. If some one could point me in the direction getting numbers to chat with please do.
Pray for me.
-Angus
Good morning from Kansas City sir!
You know, sometimes you have to hit bottom before you can rebuild. It sounds like you might be there. Congratulations! Because quitting dip is a hard hard thing to do... Let me tell you why:
1. Nicotine is as addictive as heroin. In the top 1-2 most addictive substances on earth.
2. A can has 3x more nicotine than a pack of smokes. Know many 3 pack a day smokers? Doubt it. Know any can a day users? I bet you do...
3. Easily available. At every gas station.
4. Dip is sooooo easy to hide as an addiction.
There are gonna be some bumpy days ahead. But man - there is a freedom ahead that you are not expecting. A weight coming off you shoulders that is gonna make you feel 10' tall. Getting there won't be easy at times. The next few days are gonna be rough. But in these parts we quit one day at a time.
A bad ass from Auburn CA that quits in the middle of the night and posts roll can do absolutely anything for 24 hours. You've done the hard part. You've given your word to yourself and all of us. Now you have a huge team to rely on - because you won't let yourself down! Not with this team fighting with you.