Drinking is not helping.
If I can make it throughout my shift tomorrow I will feel better.
Good luck to all of you
These three items have got to be fixed, brother.
Drinking has killed more quits than anybody here can count. I realized that when I quit, and completely quit drinking for a few months. Quitting is hard enough without alcohol interfering. Quit MUST come first, at least for a while.
One day at a time, bro. Don't fret over stuff that ain't happening yet. Did you post roll today? If so, and you're a man of your word, then today is handled. Come on back here tomorrow before shift, make us that same promise, and go about saving your life while you're on call to save others' lives. Pretty simple, really. Not easy, but simple.
We don't do luck. We don't do "try". There are two options: 1. quit; 2. not quit. Every single day, we have a choice to be one of those two things. I've made my choice, and I hope you'll do the same.
I'm gonna drop you a PM. Check INBOX upper right.