Hello all. My name is Jim. I'm 31 and I have been hooked on dip for six or seven years. I am married and have two kids. I love my family to death, and the only thing in the world I wouldn't do for them was quit dip. That changes today.
I hate that I have become so controlled by dip. It seems like every decision I make is getting a dip or figuring out how I am going to get away to have one. I count the hours in my day by counting the amount of dips I have had or how long since I last had one. I hide it from my family so they don't think less of me. I make up excuses to go to the store, or on a drive or whatever, just so I can have a dip. My family has suffered enough. They don't deserve this. They deserve somebody that wants to be there for them, spend time with them, rather than some dumbass that ditches them to hit the can.
Thank you guys so much for this site. I have tried so many times to quit on my own only to give in after a couple days. I wish I could say I learned from those mistakes, but I don't even know what those lessons would be.
I am here to kick this habit once and for all. I want to be a better husband, better father, and better man. No more dip.