I have been meaning to do this for a long time and I thought what better time than now, just about a week away from the hall of fame. Let's get one thing straight, I would not be this far along in my quit without this site, the February Bosses and the vets so dedicated to helping others, so basically I plan on sticking around for a while and want something to reflect back on (i.e. my own thread).
I was a ninja dipper who took my last dip hiding like a pussy in my parents bathroom during my Grandma's memorial service. This was November 11th, 2012 the most embarrassing yet eye opening day of my life. Through some sort of divine intervention, I believe my Grandma led my wife to my hidden can. I was mortified, eight years I was able to hide my Skoal Mint Long Cut. Well, that day I vowed to quit. Five days later I found this site. It opened my eyes. It made me realize so many things about myself and my addiction. I drank the Kool-Aid and am all in on this quit. One day at a time.
Things have been getting better. Still been having huge craves and feeling funkish, but overall life is so much better not having to plan around my addiction. I want to be able to see my daughter grow up, I want to walk her down the aisle someday. Throwing cat shit in my mouth was making that chance slimmer and slimmer. So grateful for this site and everyone here.
Quit Like a Mother Fucker, one GD day at a time!
