Hi,
I've been thinking all morning of what to say to this board. As you can see, I posted here back in 2010. Just about this time two years ago, actually, was the start of what I'd hoped was my lifelong quit from dip.
After graduating, I came back home. I'll tell you, nothing was as hard as staying quit during college finals. I persevered, and made it home without a lick of nic in my body.
Since then, I broke my quit, and stopped posting. I was ashamed, and still am. I'm back now because I am so sick of what I'm doing to my body and my wallet.
I want this to be over. I remember those nights during my first 'quit', and how I'd wake up in a cold sweat every night. I have to admit, I'm concerned with losing sleep again, but I know if I surround myself with positive people, and work through it, I can get over chew for good.
I want to kick my own ass for getting back into it, but it's time I get this shit-monster off my back for good.
I'll be posting for the August pre-HOF boards, come say hi.
Thanks,
Will