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Re: New Guy
« Reply #72 on: June 06, 2012, 09:26:00 AM »
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Day 25 - Went shooting again yesterday, with two bags of delicious Frito-Lay seeds. Got better at shooting with both eyes open, I had a hell of a time out there, and not a chew was ingested. None of my shooting buddies chewed either! Hopefully I can get them to quit with me.

On the way back home, I grabbed a few tins of that Smokey Mountain snuff.
I'm taking a road trip in the next week, and I thought I'd see what all the fuss was about with the herbal snuff.

Meh, it's kinda close to actual chew to me, and I don't know if I even want to use them. I like my seeds, but that stuff hit too close to home for me. Has anyone else tried the herbal snuff?
I tried the herbal snuff (Smokey Mountain Wintergreen) which is weird cause I dipped Copenhagen when I dipped. Anyways I tried it, I am with you, too close to the real stuff. I was scared it would lead to the real stuff so I hit the gum and seeds myself.
First things first - great fucking job on the 25 and this weekend. I love to see quit momentum. That goes for you too BM.

Fake use is an ongoing debate. I started it around day 30 and had a lot of the same trepidation you did. I still use it some - to quell a craving situation when i need it. I make sure I have it around when I golf, go out with the buds, etc.....I personally wish it didn't come in a can, but remember, it is not nicotine. That is what is important. In fact, stick WHATEVER in your ugly mug as long as it is not nicotine. At 25 days, you need to concentrate on identifying craves and squishing the fuck out of them before they morph into a cave. How? You know the answer:

Post Roll First Thing Every Day
Keep your Promise
Interact with your group daily. Become Accountable.
Rinse and Repeat the next day.

You don't have to use fake (I like gently worn thong panties myself) but don't worry about it if you do. At some point you will stop using it and not even notice.

Vadge Day 143
Good point. I think it looks a lot like regular chew, but if it's not hurting me with nicotine, I guess I can have it for serious cravings.

I'm doing my thing here, and I know what I need to do to stay accountable. I gotta stay the course. Thanks!
I can't lie the fake stuff has helped me on many occasions so I say do it if it helps you!!

Quit on Quiter!
Day 3, Useing the herbal stuff is helping me a great deal, I am useing Smokey Mountain.
I used the herbal until December (roughly 170 days or so).

It gave me strength sometimes when I put myself in situations that were not condusive to my quit (drinking, golfing, working, etc.). It also was God sent when I had massive cravings early on.

However, the day I put it down was not hard.

I simply didn't use it. No craves...nothing like quitting the real stuff. It was a semi-sore jaw looking for some sort of placebo. I easily supplemented with seeds and gum and I have not regretted it since.

I do keep some cans around though, and actually had to go buy a can the other day. The ones I had were opened so they dried up, and I was going on a road trip with some buddies last weekend. Just knowing I was going set off my alarms so I wanted to make sure I was prepared. I felt dirty buying it, and I put it in my car.

Never opened it, and never needed it.

It turns out I was strong enough without it (surprise?), and I can chalk it up to acknowledging the devil before he convinces me he doesn't exist.

Use it to quit, but don't fret its usage. Be strong and have faith in yourself. You can do this shit. It's just another bullet in your arsenal that you have to pull the trigger on in battle.
Thanks, Waste. I'm with ya, this stuff will likely be a great help when I do have to take a road trip or go golfing, like you said.
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Re: New Guy
« Reply #71 on: June 05, 2012, 12:38:00 PM »
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Day 25 - Went shooting again yesterday, with two bags of delicious Frito-Lay seeds. Got better at shooting with both eyes open, I had a hell of a time out there, and not a chew was ingested. None of my shooting buddies chewed either! Hopefully I can get them to quit with me.

On the way back home, I grabbed a few tins of that Smokey Mountain snuff.
I'm taking a road trip in the next week, and I thought I'd see what all the fuss was about with the herbal snuff.

Meh, it's kinda close to actual chew to me, and I don't know if I even want to use them. I like my seeds, but that stuff hit too close to home for me. Has anyone else tried the herbal snuff?
I tried the herbal snuff (Smokey Mountain Wintergreen) which is weird cause I dipped Copenhagen when I dipped. Anyways I tried it, I am with you, too close to the real stuff. I was scared it would lead to the real stuff so I hit the gum and seeds myself.
First things first - great fucking job on the 25 and this weekend. I love to see quit momentum. That goes for you too BM.

Fake use is an ongoing debate. I started it around day 30 and had a lot of the same trepidation you did. I still use it some - to quell a craving situation when i need it. I make sure I have it around when I golf, go out with the buds, etc.....I personally wish it didn't come in a can, but remember, it is not nicotine. That is what is important. In fact, stick WHATEVER in your ugly mug as long as it is not nicotine. At 25 days, you need to concentrate on identifying craves and squishing the fuck out of them before they morph into a cave. How? You know the answer:

Post Roll First Thing Every Day
Keep your Promise
Interact with your group daily. Become Accountable.
Rinse and Repeat the next day.

You don't have to use fake (I like gently worn thong panties myself) but don't worry about it if you do. At some point you will stop using it and not even notice.

Vadge Day 143
Good point. I think it looks a lot like regular chew, but if it's not hurting me with nicotine, I guess I can have it for serious cravings.

I'm doing my thing here, and I know what I need to do to stay accountable. I gotta stay the course. Thanks!
I can't lie the fake stuff has helped me on many occasions so I say do it if it helps you!!

Quit on Quiter!
Day 3, Useing the herbal stuff is helping me a great deal, I am useing Smokey Mountain.
I used the herbal until December (roughly 170 days or so).

It gave me strength sometimes when I put myself in situations that were not condusive to my quit (drinking, golfing, working, etc.). It also was God sent when I had massive cravings early on.

However, the day I put it down was not hard.

I simply didn't use it. No craves...nothing like quitting the real stuff. It was a semi-sore jaw looking for some sort of placebo. I easily supplemented with seeds and gum and I have not regretted it since.

I do keep some cans around though, and actually had to go buy a can the other day. The ones I had were opened so they dried up, and I was going on a road trip with some buddies last weekend. Just knowing I was going set off my alarms so I wanted to make sure I was prepared. I felt dirty buying it, and I put it in my car.

Never opened it, and never needed it.

It turns out I was strong enough without it (surprise?), and I can chalk it up to acknowledging the devil before he convinces me he doesn't exist.

Use it to quit, but don't fret its usage. Be strong and have faith in yourself. You can do this shit. It's just another bullet in your arsenal that you have to pull the trigger on in battle.
In the end I Surrender, I and I alone accept that I have and always will have a Nicotene ADDICTION. It is my choice to quit, but I can't do it alone. I get to go down this path one time, I want to do it right. I recognize that my word, my integrety to you is on the line and is only as good as my actions. Caving is not an option in this plan-Eafman 7/11

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Re: New Guy
« Reply #70 on: June 04, 2012, 05:51:00 PM »
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Day 25 - Went shooting again yesterday, with two bags of delicious Frito-Lay seeds. Got better at shooting with both eyes open, I had a hell of a time out there, and not a chew was ingested. None of my shooting buddies chewed either! Hopefully I can get them to quit with me.

On the way back home, I grabbed a few tins of that Smokey Mountain snuff.
I'm taking a road trip in the next week, and I thought I'd see what all the fuss was about with the herbal snuff.

Meh, it's kinda close to actual chew to me, and I don't know if I even want to use them. I like my seeds, but that stuff hit too close to home for me. Has anyone else tried the herbal snuff?
I tried the herbal snuff (Smokey Mountain Wintergreen) which is weird cause I dipped Copenhagen when I dipped. Anyways I tried it, I am with you, too close to the real stuff. I was scared it would lead to the real stuff so I hit the gum and seeds myself.
First things first - great fucking job on the 25 and this weekend. I love to see quit momentum. That goes for you too BM.

Fake use is an ongoing debate. I started it around day 30 and had a lot of the same trepidation you did. I still use it some - to quell a craving situation when i need it. I make sure I have it around when I golf, go out with the buds, etc.....I personally wish it didn't come in a can, but remember, it is not nicotine. That is what is important. In fact, stick WHATEVER in your ugly mug as long as it is not nicotine. At 25 days, you need to concentrate on identifying craves and squishing the fuck out of them before they morph into a cave. How? You know the answer:

Post Roll First Thing Every Day
Keep your Promise
Interact with your group daily. Become Accountable.
Rinse and Repeat the next day.

You don't have to use fake (I like gently worn thong panties myself) but don't worry about it if you do. At some point you will stop using it and not even notice.

Vadge Day 143
Good point. I think it looks a lot like regular chew, but if it's not hurting me with nicotine, I guess I can have it for serious cravings.

I'm doing my thing here, and I know what I need to do to stay accountable. I gotta stay the course. Thanks!
I can't lie the fake stuff has helped me on many occasions so I say do it if it helps you!!

Quit on Quiter!
Day 3, Useing the herbal stuff is helping me a great deal, I am useing Smokey Mountain.
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Re: New Guy
« Reply #69 on: June 04, 2012, 03:54:00 PM »
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Day 25 - Went shooting again yesterday, with two bags of delicious Frito-Lay seeds. Got better at shooting with both eyes open, I had a hell of a time out there, and not a chew was ingested. None of my shooting buddies chewed either! Hopefully I can get them to quit with me.

On the way back home, I grabbed a few tins of that Smokey Mountain snuff.
I'm taking a road trip in the next week, and I thought I'd see what all the fuss was about with the herbal snuff.

Meh, it's kinda close to actual chew to me, and I don't know if I even want to use them. I like my seeds, but that stuff hit too close to home for me. Has anyone else tried the herbal snuff?
I tried the herbal snuff (Smokey Mountain Wintergreen) which is weird cause I dipped Copenhagen when I dipped. Anyways I tried it, I am with you, too close to the real stuff. I was scared it would lead to the real stuff so I hit the gum and seeds myself.
First things first - great fucking job on the 25 and this weekend. I love to see quit momentum. That goes for you too BM.

Fake use is an ongoing debate. I started it around day 30 and had a lot of the same trepidation you did. I still use it some - to quell a craving situation when i need it. I make sure I have it around when I golf, go out with the buds, etc.....I personally wish it didn't come in a can, but remember, it is not nicotine. That is what is important. In fact, stick WHATEVER in your ugly mug as long as it is not nicotine. At 25 days, you need to concentrate on identifying craves and squishing the fuck out of them before they morph into a cave. How? You know the answer:

Post Roll First Thing Every Day
Keep your Promise
Interact with your group daily. Become Accountable.
Rinse and Repeat the next day.

You don't have to use fake (I like gently worn thong panties myself) but don't worry about it if you do. At some point you will stop using it and not even notice.

Vadge Day 143
Good point. I think it looks a lot like regular chew, but if it's not hurting me with nicotine, I guess I can have it for serious cravings.

I'm doing my thing here, and I know what I need to do to stay accountable. I gotta stay the course. Thanks!
I can't lie the fake stuff has helped me on many occasions so I say do it if it helps you!!

Quit on Quiter!
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Re: New Guy
« Reply #68 on: June 04, 2012, 01:03:00 PM »
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Day 25 - Went shooting again yesterday, with two bags of delicious Frito-Lay seeds. Got better at shooting with both eyes open, I had a hell of a time out there, and not a chew was ingested. None of my shooting buddies chewed either! Hopefully I can get them to quit with me.

On the way back home, I grabbed a few tins of that Smokey Mountain snuff.
I'm taking a road trip in the next week, and I thought I'd see what all the fuss was about with the herbal snuff.

Meh, it's kinda close to actual chew to me, and I don't know if I even want to use them. I like my seeds, but that stuff hit too close to home for me. Has anyone else tried the herbal snuff?
I tried the herbal snuff (Smokey Mountain Wintergreen) which is weird cause I dipped Copenhagen when I dipped. Anyways I tried it, I am with you, too close to the real stuff. I was scared it would lead to the real stuff so I hit the gum and seeds myself.
First things first - great fucking job on the 25 and this weekend. I love to see quit momentum. That goes for you too BM.

Fake use is an ongoing debate. I started it around day 30 and had a lot of the same trepidation you did. I still use it some - to quell a craving situation when i need it. I make sure I have it around when I golf, go out with the buds, etc.....I personally wish it didn't come in a can, but remember, it is not nicotine. That is what is important. In fact, stick WHATEVER in your ugly mug as long as it is not nicotine. At 25 days, you need to concentrate on identifying craves and squishing the fuck out of them before they morph into a cave. How? You know the answer:

Post Roll First Thing Every Day
Keep your Promise
Interact with your group daily. Become Accountable.
Rinse and Repeat the next day.

You don't have to use fake (I like gently worn thong panties myself) but don't worry about it if you do. At some point you will stop using it and not even notice.

Vadge Day 143
Good point. I think it looks a lot like regular chew, but if it's not hurting me with nicotine, I guess I can have it for serious cravings.

I'm doing my thing here, and I know what I need to do to stay accountable. I gotta stay the course. Thanks!
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Re: New Guy
« Reply #67 on: June 04, 2012, 01:01:00 PM »
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Day 25 - Went shooting again yesterday, with two bags of delicious Frito-Lay seeds. Got better at shooting with both eyes open, I had a hell of a time out there, and not a chew was ingested. None of my shooting buddies chewed either! Hopefully I can get them to quit with me.

On the way back home, I grabbed a few tins of that Smokey Mountain snuff.
I'm taking a road trip in the next week, and I thought I'd see what all the fuss was about with the herbal snuff.

Meh, it's kinda close to actual chew to me, and I don't know if I even want to use them. I like my seeds, but that stuff hit too close to home for me. Has anyone else tried the herbal snuff?
I tried the herbal snuff (Smokey Mountain Wintergreen) which is weird cause I dipped Copenhagen when I dipped. Anyways I tried it, I am with you, too close to the real stuff. I was scared it would lead to the real stuff so I hit the gum and seeds myself.
I'm glad I'm not the only one, haha. I'll bring them along I guess, but I'd much rather stick with my seeds.
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Re: New Guy
« Reply #66 on: June 04, 2012, 12:59:00 PM »
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Day 25 - Went shooting again yesterday, with two bags of delicious Frito-Lay seeds. Got better at shooting with both eyes open, I had a hell of a time out there, and not a chew was ingested. None of my shooting buddies chewed either! Hopefully I can get them to quit with me.

On the way back home, I grabbed a few tins of that Smokey Mountain snuff.
I'm taking a road trip in the next week, and I thought I'd see what all the fuss was about with the herbal snuff.

Meh, it's kinda close to actual chew to me, and I don't know if I even want to use them. I like my seeds, but that stuff hit too close to home for me. Has anyone else tried the herbal snuff?
I tried the herbal snuff (Smokey Mountain Wintergreen) which is weird cause I dipped Copenhagen when I dipped. Anyways I tried it, I am with you, too close to the real stuff. I was scared it would lead to the real stuff so I hit the gum and seeds myself.
First things first - great fucking job on the 25 and this weekend. I love to see quit momentum. That goes for you too BM.

Fake use is an ongoing debate. I started it around day 30 and had a lot of the same trepidation you did. I still use it some - to quell a craving situation when i need it. I make sure I have it around when I golf, go out with the buds, etc.....I personally wish it didn't come in a can, but remember, it is not nicotine. That is what is important. In fact, stick WHATEVER in your ugly mug as long as it is not nicotine. At 25 days, you need to concentrate on identifying craves and squishing the fuck out of them before they morph into a cave. How? You know the answer:

Post Roll First Thing Every Day
Keep your Promise
Interact with your group daily. Become Accountable.
Rinse and Repeat the next day.

You don't have to use fake (I like gently worn thong panties myself) but don't worry about it if you do. At some point you will stop using it and not even notice.

Vadge Day 143

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Re: New Guy
« Reply #65 on: June 04, 2012, 12:56:00 PM »
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Day 25 - Went shooting again yesterday, with two bags of delicious Frito-Lay seeds. Got better at shooting with both eyes open, I had a hell of a time out there, and not a chew was ingested. None of my shooting buddies chewed either! Hopefully I can get them to quit with me.

On the way back home, I grabbed a few tins of that Smokey Mountain snuff.
I'm taking a road trip in the next week, and I thought I'd see what all the fuss was about with the herbal snuff.

Meh, it's kinda close to actual chew to me, and I don't know if I even want to use them. I like my seeds, but that stuff hit too close to home for me. Has anyone else tried the herbal snuff?
I tried the herbal snuff (Smokey Mountain Wintergreen) which is weird cause I dipped Copenhagen when I dipped. Anyways I tried it, I am with you, too close to the real stuff. I was scared it would lead to the real stuff so I hit the gum and seeds myself.
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Re: New Guy
« Reply #64 on: June 04, 2012, 12:29:00 PM »
Day 25 - Went shooting again yesterday, with two bags of delicious Frito-Lay seeds. Got better at shooting with both eyes open, I had a hell of a time out there, and not a chew was ingested. None of my shooting buddies chewed either! Hopefully I can get them to quit with me.

On the way back home, I grabbed a few tins of that Smokey Mountain snuff.
I'm taking a road trip in the next week, and I thought I'd see what all the fuss was about with the herbal snuff.

Meh, it's kinda close to actual chew to me, and I don't know if I even want to use them. I like my seeds, but that stuff hit too close to home for me. Has anyone else tried the herbal snuff?
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Re: New Guy
« Reply #63 on: May 25, 2012, 04:38:00 PM »
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I had my first dip dream last night, but it didn't last long.

I was in my bathroom, just getting ready for the day. I had the mirror put to the side, and when I put it back, I saw a massive dip in my scoop.
I woke up with a jolt, and remember feeling like I'd done something illegal. I was fuckin' terrified. Whew.

Also, I have a little issue going on. I've been fairly easy to get along with since I quit, except for one person. I've been zeroing in on one of my roommates, a guy who has always managed to get me heated.
I'm usually pretty aggressive in my words when I speak to him, but yesterday he said some measly comment to me, and I turned to him and threatened to rip his spine out and beat him with it. Can someone please tell me this anger will pass? It's really only to him, I've been good with everyone else.
I know the feeling. Irritating people seem more so after the quit. This is part of your brain need to retrain how to deal with assholes without drugs. Best advise I can give is breathe deep count to ten and come in here and vent. He may be an idiot and maybe he's always been like that, but why should he suffer because of your choices. Always vent here not on other people, especially someone you have to live with. That could be a recipe for disaster.

Side note: Dip dreams suck, mainly cause you wake up feeling guilty and I hate that crap.

Stay strong, cause we don't have a bail fund.
Yeah, it's been an interesting few days there. I'll try the deep breaths and counting to ten.

By the way, what's the proper way to vent on here? I'd like to unleash some fire on here to turn it away from the house. Should I keep it in this log?
You can keep it here in this log or even the live chat or in your group page!

Your quit bro's are there for you!

You have definetly made a quit believer out of me and I appreciate the updates every morning!

As far as wanting to rip that guys spine out and beat him with it..... I would say it could possibly be somewhat deserved but the best way is to take some deep breathes and realize he isnt worth the effort of getting bent.

Anyway keep on keeping on and Quit Like Fuck today!
Thanks, Griz. Glad to have a quit bro to text and keep me in line.
I totally get you on not letting it get to me. I'm going to make a personal note on how I feel right now, because I don't wanna feel it again.

I typically have a short fuse anyway, but it was a new degree of rage for me, with nicotine or not. Of course it was an empty threat, but I know I freaked him out. I texted him about it and he seems fine.
I really can't wait for the workday to end so I can exercise and get myself tired.
I hear ya and can completely relate!

I have always had a short fuse and well most times my bark is worse than my bite.... at the beginning of this I did great everytime someone pissed me off I just figured they werent worth the trouble then it got to the point where it was either I beat the hell outta someone or ........

Like you I decided to kick my own ass and that also seems to help and even now it helps, so I will say keep up the good work and all the victories you win by either not going off on someone and staying quit or just the clear thought that comes from life without nicotene, we can all share!

The holiday weekend is upon us so dont be complacent I will be around and always have my phone on the weekends, if you need anything let me know!

Later bro
Thanks, Griz. I'll keep your number handy, as well as Waste's, Coach Stev's and Instigator's.
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Re: New Guy
« Reply #62 on: May 25, 2012, 12:50:00 PM »
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I had my first dip dream last night, but it didn't last long.

I was in my bathroom, just getting ready for the day. I had the mirror put to the side, and when I put it back, I saw a massive dip in my scoop.
I woke up with a jolt, and remember feeling like I'd done something illegal. I was fuckin' terrified. Whew.

Also, I have a little issue going on. I've been fairly easy to get along with since I quit, except for one person. I've been zeroing in on one of my roommates, a guy who has always managed to get me heated.
I'm usually pretty aggressive in my words when I speak to him, but yesterday he said some measly comment to me, and I turned to him and threatened to rip his spine out and beat him with it. Can someone please tell me this anger will pass? It's really only to him, I've been good with everyone else.
I know the feeling. Irritating people seem more so after the quit. This is part of your brain need to retrain how to deal with assholes without drugs. Best advise I can give is breathe deep count to ten and come in here and vent. He may be an idiot and maybe he's always been like that, but why should he suffer because of your choices. Always vent here not on other people, especially someone you have to live with. That could be a recipe for disaster.

Side note: Dip dreams suck, mainly cause you wake up feeling guilty and I hate that crap.

Stay strong, cause we don't have a bail fund.
Yeah, it's been an interesting few days there. I'll try the deep breaths and counting to ten.

By the way, what's the proper way to vent on here? I'd like to unleash some fire on here to turn it away from the house. Should I keep it in this log?
You can keep it here in this log or even the live chat or in your group page!

Your quit bro's are there for you!

You have definetly made a quit believer out of me and I appreciate the updates every morning!

As far as wanting to rip that guys spine out and beat him with it..... I would say it could possibly be somewhat deserved but the best way is to take some deep breathes and realize he isnt worth the effort of getting bent.

Anyway keep on keeping on and Quit Like Fuck today!
Thanks, Griz. Glad to have a quit bro to text and keep me in line.
I totally get you on not letting it get to me. I'm going to make a personal note on how I feel right now, because I don't wanna feel it again.

I typically have a short fuse anyway, but it was a new degree of rage for me, with nicotine or not. Of course it was an empty threat, but I know I freaked him out. I texted him about it and he seems fine.
I really can't wait for the workday to end so I can exercise and get myself tired.
I hear ya and can completely relate!

I have always had a short fuse and well most times my bark is worse than my bite.... at the beginning of this I did great everytime someone pissed me off I just figured they werent worth the trouble then it got to the point where it was either I beat the hell outta someone or ........

Like you I decided to kick my own ass and that also seems to help and even now it helps, so I will say keep up the good work and all the victories you win by either not going off on someone and staying quit or just the clear thought that comes from life without nicotene, we can all share!

The holiday weekend is upon us so dont be complacent I will be around and always have my phone on the weekends, if you need anything let me know!

Later bro
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Re: New Guy
« Reply #61 on: May 25, 2012, 11:45:00 AM »
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I had my first dip dream last night, but it didn't last long.

I was in my bathroom, just getting ready for the day. I had the mirror put to the side, and when I put it back, I saw a massive dip in my scoop.
I woke up with a jolt, and remember feeling like I'd done something illegal. I was fuckin' terrified. Whew.

Also, I have a little issue going on. I've been fairly easy to get along with since I quit, except for one person. I've been zeroing in on one of my roommates, a guy who has always managed to get me heated.
I'm usually pretty aggressive in my words when I speak to him, but yesterday he said some measly comment to me, and I turned to him and threatened to rip his spine out and beat him with it. Can someone please tell me this anger will pass? It's really only to him, I've been good with everyone else.
I know the feeling. Irritating people seem more so after the quit. This is part of your brain need to retrain how to deal with assholes without drugs. Best advise I can give is breathe deep count to ten and come in here and vent. He may be an idiot and maybe he's always been like that, but why should he suffer because of your choices. Always vent here not on other people, especially someone you have to live with. That could be a recipe for disaster.

Side note: Dip dreams suck, mainly cause you wake up feeling guilty and I hate that crap.

Stay strong, cause we don't have a bail fund.
Yeah, it's been an interesting few days there. I'll try the deep breaths and counting to ten.

By the way, what's the proper way to vent on here? I'd like to unleash some fire on here to turn it away from the house. Should I keep it in this log?
You can keep it here in this log or even the live chat or in your group page!

Your quit bro's are there for you!

You have definetly made a quit believer out of me and I appreciate the updates every morning!

As far as wanting to rip that guys spine out and beat him with it..... I would say it could possibly be somewhat deserved but the best way is to take some deep breathes and realize he isnt worth the effort of getting bent.

Anyway keep on keeping on and Quit Like Fuck today!
Thanks, Griz. Glad to have a quit bro to text and keep me in line.
I totally get you on not letting it get to me. I'm going to make a personal note on how I feel right now, because I don't wanna feel it again.

I typically have a short fuse anyway, but it was a new degree of rage for me, with nicotine or not. Of course it was an empty threat, but I know I freaked him out. I texted him about it and he seems fine.
I really can't wait for the workday to end so I can exercise and get myself tired.
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Re: New Guy
« Reply #60 on: May 25, 2012, 10:18:00 AM »
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I had my first dip dream last night, but it didn't last long.

I was in my bathroom, just getting ready for the day. I had the mirror put to the side, and when I put it back, I saw a massive dip in my scoop.
I woke up with a jolt, and remember feeling like I'd done something illegal. I was fuckin' terrified. Whew.

Also, I have a little issue going on. I've been fairly easy to get along with since I quit, except for one person. I've been zeroing in on one of my roommates, a guy who has always managed to get me heated.
I'm usually pretty aggressive in my words when I speak to him, but yesterday he said some measly comment to me, and I turned to him and threatened to rip his spine out and beat him with it. Can someone please tell me this anger will pass? It's really only to him, I've been good with everyone else.
I know the feeling. Irritating people seem more so after the quit. This is part of your brain need to retrain how to deal with assholes without drugs. Best advise I can give is breathe deep count to ten and come in here and vent. He may be an idiot and maybe he's always been like that, but why should he suffer because of your choices. Always vent here not on other people, especially someone you have to live with. That could be a recipe for disaster.

Side note: Dip dreams suck, mainly cause you wake up feeling guilty and I hate that crap.

Stay strong, cause we don't have a bail fund.
Yeah, it's been an interesting few days there. I'll try the deep breaths and counting to ten.

By the way, what's the proper way to vent on here? I'd like to unleash some fire on here to turn it away from the house. Should I keep it in this log?
You can keep it here in this log or even the live chat or in your group page!

Your quit bro's are there for you!

You have definetly made a quit believer out of me and I appreciate the updates every morning!

As far as wanting to rip that guys spine out and beat him with it..... I would say it could possibly be somewhat deserved but the best way is to take some deep breathes and realize he isnt worth the effort of getting bent.

Anyway keep on keeping on and Quit Like Fuck today!
"Remember you are either getting better or getting worse, nobody stays the same!" Woody Hayes

"Winning! That's all we do around here brotha! Failure is not an option, remove it as an option and the possibilities are endless...." Bruce317 5-18-2012

"...We'll be heroes or ghosts...But we won't be turned around." Wastepanel 6-15-2012

"A QUITTER NEVER HAS TO GO THROUGH THE SUCK AGAIN!" tgafish 6-1-2012

QUIT LIKE FUCK MY BITCHES!!!

PATIENCE LIKE FUCK MY BITCHES!!!

Quit Date: 2-6-2012
HOF Date: 5-16-2012
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Re: New Guy
« Reply #59 on: May 25, 2012, 09:52:00 AM »
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I had my first dip dream last night, but it didn't last long.

I was in my bathroom, just getting ready for the day. I had the mirror put to the side, and when I put it back, I saw a massive dip in my scoop.
I woke up with a jolt, and remember feeling like I'd done something illegal. I was fuckin' terrified. Whew.

Also, I have a little issue going on. I've been fairly easy to get along with since I quit, except for one person. I've been zeroing in on one of my roommates, a guy who has always managed to get me heated.
I'm usually pretty aggressive in my words when I speak to him, but yesterday he said some measly comment to me, and I turned to him and threatened to rip his spine out and beat him with it. Can someone please tell me this anger will pass? It's really only to him, I've been good with everyone else.
I know the feeling. Irritating people seem more so after the quit. This is part of your brain need to retrain how to deal with assholes without drugs. Best advise I can give is breathe deep count to ten and come in here and vent. He may be an idiot and maybe he's always been like that, but why should he suffer because of your choices. Always vent here not on other people, especially someone you have to live with. That could be a recipe for disaster.

Side note: Dip dreams suck, mainly cause you wake up feeling guilty and I hate that crap.

Stay strong, cause we don't have a bail fund.
Yeah, it's been an interesting few days there. I'll try the deep breaths and counting to ten.

By the way, what's the proper way to vent on here? I'd like to unleash some fire on here to turn it away from the house. Should I keep it in this log?
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Re: New Guy
« Reply #58 on: May 25, 2012, 09:36:00 AM »
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I had my first dip dream last night, but it didn't last long.

I was in my bathroom, just getting ready for the day. I had the mirror put to the side, and when I put it back, I saw a massive dip in my scoop.
I woke up with a jolt, and remember feeling like I'd done something illegal. I was fuckin' terrified. Whew.

Also, I have a little issue going on. I've been fairly easy to get along with since I quit, except for one person. I've been zeroing in on one of my roommates, a guy who has always managed to get me heated.
I'm usually pretty aggressive in my words when I speak to him, but yesterday he said some measly comment to me, and I turned to him and threatened to rip his spine out and beat him with it. Can someone please tell me this anger will pass? It's really only to him, I've been good with everyone else.
I know the feeling. Irritating people seem more so after the quit. This is part of your brain need to retrain how to deal with assholes without drugs. Best advise I can give is breathe deep count to ten and come in here and vent. He may be an idiot and maybe he's always been like that, but why should he suffer because of your choices. Always vent here not on other people, especially someone you have to live with. That could be a recipe for disaster.

Side note: Dip dreams suck, mainly cause you wake up feeling guilty and I hate that crap.

Stay strong, cause we don't have a bail fund.
Never forget the past or you will be doomed to relive your mistakes.