I. Wont even go into the number of caves and half asses attempts I've made over the years. Sores in the mouth, swollen lymph nodes, chest pains, high blood pressure, high chloresterol etc etc NONE OF IT CONVINCED ME TO STAY QUIT. I keep asking myself why will this time be different and I don't have a logical reason other than it HAS to be. 25+ years of dipping should be enoughfor me to know a
I am an. Addict. I quit drinking, quit smoking but my best friend nix I could never let go of...well I'm sick of it. I worry EVERY DIP if the pain this time will lead to my death and leave my wife and 3 daughters to make it alone. What a selfish bastard I am. I want this quit soooo bad and I really need help on this one. I been lurking the site and reading tonight. Just tossed all my full cans, half cans, dip cups and nicotine gum. Tom I will post roll call and hope I find the support I need to make it stick this time. When I stop and think thru it usually after I've satisfied the monster it becomes clear this dip is the dumbest thing I've ever done next to continuing to do it, then comes the next crave and I run to the store or plop in a dip at 2am and fall asleep. FUCKING STUPID. Thanks for letting me back and please tell me how to get numbers. I'm in Plano near Dallas and would like to know there's a quitter out this way. Thanks for this site and all the vets that help us newbies. See y'all at my first roll call. My first goal is to make it through the night. I may go get some nyquill and red hots. Let's roll.