How's it going my names Erik I've been dipping since I was about 16, being 19 now and waking up and getting ready for class, put the morning dip in toss it out a hour later and brush my teeth, and taking a deep look in the mirror every morning, the fact 3 years ago I didn't think that I'd be hooked on 2 cans of Cope wintergreen a day. I've held this same ritual for the last 2 years now, and I'm tired of it.
I think about how all my friends and soon to be wife look at me, and I can think none of them have seen me without a chaw in ever. And I'm ready to quit, there's been plenty of times I have done this because the girlfriend says hey you need to quit for me please, and than later that day or week get in a argument and buy a can to piss her. But this time I'm doing it for me not no one else and I know I'm ready. I've took my Time slowing down and slowly mixing 1/2 can of smokey mountain in with a can of Cope until today 3 months later, and while searching for ways to help get off the stuff I found this site, and I got myself down to a 1/4 can of cope and I'm ready to kick this addiction square in the damn ass, and say I don't need this shit anymore. Day 1 of freedom and I'm looking forward to many more 4/11/14 will be my first day