For some background, I've dipped pretty consistently for the last 7 years. I started using as an energy boost while studying in college then started using it while driving long distances--almost always bumming off friends who used it. After a while, I started buying my own cans and began finding other times/places to throw a lip in: on the couch after a long day, playing golf, after meals, at the movie theater, after sex, after running, after drinking, after waking up, and on and on...I'm sure many of you have a nearly identical story.
I've been on a couple of stoppages in the past year that exceeded 30 days, but I've ended up caving both times. I've gotten that taste of freedom only to find a way to burn it all down in one weak moment. I utilized another dip-quitting forum for the most recent stoppage and that has been the most effective method in terms of keeping me accountable each day and giving me a reason to stay quit. I've realized that I stick to goals and habits best when I'm accountable to someone/something outside of myself. I meet deadlines/goals/criteria that are imposed upon me rather than those that I plan and set out to complete on my own. Having a place to post roll each day provides the structure and routine that I need to stay quit.
I'm no longer a person who dips or uses any other form of nicotine. I truly hate how I feel when I use it and even more I hate myself when I'm not able to stop the cycle knowing how great it is to be nicotine-free. I'm quit today and for all my days to follow. Looking forward to changing my life here with all of you.