Tomorrow day 1

[DonkeyMN]

So here it is, 53 days of fairly easy quit... (except for the first few days)
But! For the last 3 days I've been hankerin a cigar or a cigarette or a fat cheek full!
I know what the trigger is, It's because my relationship is ending and it's a stressful time.
So I've been eating seeds until it feels like mike tongue is bleeding or throw in a little Jakes, and ride it out.
But it's starting to scare me a little!
The crave usually goes away! But it's been lingering. And it gets to to thinking.
What the fuck?
Who the fuck REALLY cares if I smoke, chew or do any other fucking thing!
Anyway...
I'm just pissed off and feeling like I needed to vent..

You need to quit for yourself. Who cares? Well I do. And a bunch of other strangers that you can ask for the shit you need to stay quit.

But who is really the one that cares? YOU

Drink more water, get some exercise and realize you are going through a rough part of your quit.

I quit with you today.... good luck with the relationship

[Yodal]

So here it is, 53 days of fairly easy quit... (except for the first few days)
But! For the last 3 days I've been hankerin a cigar or a cigarette or a fat cheek full!
I know what the trigger is, It's because my relationship is ending and it's a stressful time.
So I've been eating seeds until it feels like mike tongue is bleeding or throw in a little Jakes, and ride it out.
But it's starting to scare me a little!
The crave usually goes away! But it's been lingering. And it gets to to thinking.
What the fuck?
Who the fuck REALLY cares if I smoke, chew or do any other fucking thing!
Anyway...
I'm just pissed off and feeling like I needed to vent..

[Ready]

Have you ever just wanted to run away from everything and everyone?

Yes, I have seven kids?

[Yodal]

Have you ever just wanted to run away from everything and everyone?

[Rawls]

Well.....
I survived my first weekend without having any nicotine.
It feels kind of anti-climatic. It's been 8 days now, and I feel just kind of blaaa.
I figured I'd be a little more excited about this!
But really I just feel.... 'Finger'

Same boat.
Same age.
Same story.
Same style.
You can do this Yodal.
Lean on your support.
Your support is the TRUTH.
And the Truth sets us free.
Nicotine is a lie.
I quit with you today.
Rawls 841

[CavMan83]

Well.....
I survived my first weekend without having any nicotine.
It feels kind of anti-climatic. It's been 8 days now, and I feel just kind of blaaa.
I figured I'd be a little more excited about this!
But really I just feel.... 'Finger'

Trust me. The freedom gets so much sweeter when your addict mind stops f...ing around with you. at 540 days nic free is sweet. You are doing great!

Yodal,

I hate to break it to you, bubba, but the physical withdrawal is actually the EASY part. The MENTAL mind-f#ck you're about to go through is far worse, and lasts much longer. But take heart, I have searched EXTENSIVELY across the world-wide-web and cannot find a single instance where nicotine withdrawal actually killed anyone....it just feels like it sometimes. Keep coming back here and unleashing the rage.....sooner or later (most likely the latter) it will subside. And then it gets so much better. Solidly in your corner bubba. I was a Copenhagen freak for nearly four decades. Been free for a THOUSAND days now. And I'm still not cured. I have the addiction under control, but I will never be cured.

Let's do this; I'll do it with you!

[JGlav]

Well.....
I survived my first weekend without having any nicotine.
It feels kind of anti-climatic. It's been 8 days now, and I feel just kind of blaaa.
I figured I'd be a little more excited about this!
But really I just feel.... 'Finger'

Trust me. The freedom gets so much sweeter when your addict mind stops f...ing around with you. at 540 days nic free is sweet. You are doing great!

[Yodal]

Well.....
I survived my first weekend without having any nicotine.
It feels kind of anti-climatic. It's been 8 days now, and I feel just kind of blaaa.
I figured I'd be a little more excited about this!
But really I just feel.... 'Finger'

[Ready]

FUCK!!!
Fuck you! Fuck this shit!!!
Fuck the gas station that I drive by EVERY FUCKING DAY!!!
THAT SELLS THAT SHIT IN A CAN THAT IS PISSING ME THE FUCK OFF!!!
FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!

Yep. ^^^^^ It's like that, and don't ever forget it. Also your promise is in for the day so there's no turning back. Proud to quit with you today

Indeed

There I go again. That last post was just not helpful at all.

I understand your sentiment. Everyone here does as well. You are most certainly not alone.

You can do this. You can.

It will get so much better. But first you must pay the price. The price is worth it. It is.

NAFAR!

P.S. Once you get through this part, you won't have to do it again. I haven't had to post what you just posted in over 6 or 7 years. Read that part again, 6 or 7 YEARS! Not days, YEARS! It gets that good.

You hear me?

I'm better now....
I thought after 3 days the nic was out of my system, and I'd be fine.
Driving by the gas station this morning was kind of fucked up!
Then it pissed me off... :)
I'm finding that the morning is the hardest....

Thanks for responding to a raving junkie!

No worries. You are not alone.

Click on this link to see what to expect in the first 100 days

Everyone is different but the expectations are pretty accurate in a general way.

NAFAR!

[Yodal]

FUCK!!!
Fuck you! Fuck this shit!!!
Fuck the gas station that I drive by EVERY FUCKING DAY!!!
THAT SELLS THAT SHIT IN A CAN THAT IS PISSING ME THE FUCK OFF!!!
FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!

Yep. ^^^^^ It's like that, and don't ever forget it. Also your promise is in for the day so there's no turning back. Proud to quit with you today

Indeed

There I go again. That last post was just not helpful at all.

I understand your sentiment. Everyone here does as well. You are most certainly not alone.

You can do this. You can.

It will get so much better. But first you must pay the price. The price is worth it. It is.

NAFAR!

P.S. Once you get through this part, you won't have to do it again. I haven't had to post what you just posted in over 6 or 7 years. Read that part again, 6 or 7 YEARS! Not days, YEARS! It gets that good.

You hear me?

I'm better now....
I thought after 3 days the nic was out of my system, and I'd be fine.
Driving by the gas station this morning was kind of fucked up!
Then it pissed me off... :)
I'm finding that the morning is the hardest....

Thanks for responding to a raving junkie!

[Ready]

FUCK!!!
Fuck you! Fuck this shit!!!
Fuck the gas station that I drive by EVERY FUCKING DAY!!!
THAT SELLS THAT SHIT IN A CAN THAT IS PISSING ME THE FUCK OFF!!!
FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!

Yep. ^^^^^ It's like that, and don't ever forget it. Also your promise is in for the day so there's no turning back. Proud to quit with you today

Indeed

There I go again. That last post was just not helpful at all.

I understand your sentiment. Everyone here does as well. You are most certainly not alone.

You can do this. You can.

It will get so much better. But first you must pay the price. The price is worth it. It is.

NAFAR!

P.S. Once you get through this part, you won't have to do it again. I haven't had to post what you just posted in over 6 or 7 years. Read that part again, 6 or 7 YEARS! Not days, YEARS! It gets that good.

You hear me?

[Ready]

FUCK!!!
Fuck you! Fuck this shit!!!
Fuck the gas station that I drive by EVERY FUCKING DAY!!!
THAT SELLS THAT SHIT IN A CAN THAT IS PISSING ME THE FUCK OFF!!!
FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!

Yep. ^^^^^ It's like that, and don't ever forget it. Also your promise is in for the day so there's no turning back. Proud to quit with you today

Indeed

[JGlav]

FUCK!!!
Fuck you! Fuck this shit!!!
Fuck the gas station that I drive by EVERY FUCKING DAY!!!
THAT SELLS THAT SHIT IN A CAN THAT IS PISSING ME THE FUCK OFF!!!
FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!

Yep. ^^^^^ It's like that, and don't ever forget it. Also your promise is in for the day so there's no turning back. Proud to quit with you today

[Yodal]

FUCK!!!
Fuck you! Fuck this shit!!!
Fuck the gas station that I drive by EVERY FUCKING DAY!!!
THAT SELLS THAT SHIT IN A CAN THAT IS PISSING ME THE FUCK OFF!!!
FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!

[wildirish317]

Welcome Yodal. You've been dipping for a long time. I had been dipping a long time as well. I've been quit for a year. I turn 57 in a couple of weeks. If I can do this, so can you.

Check out the links in my signature. Start with My Intro. I've shared a lot this past year.