Hi guys my name is Ron, father to a beautiful 16 month old boy and husband to a wife that has been with me through thick and thin. I've dipped for 12 years. Started when I was playing Rugby in college. I've tried quitting so many times, every time I had a mouth sore I said this is it I'm done. And then things would get "stressful" and I'd go back to it. I told myself I'd quit when Liam was born, and then that turned into when he was 1, and then it was my 30th birthday. My wife found the secret tin I hid under my desk table tonight. She told me I was a selfish SOB and that she's gonna end having to explain to our son why daddy has no jaw someday. I've gotta quit this guys - for good. My marriage, my family, my future with my son are all on the line. Shoutout to CMark for already helping me in the road to recovery.