Great choice, borther. This is like eHarmony, except without the venerial diseases. Do whatever it takes to stay quit. Remember, it is your life we're dealing with.
It is going to take a few days for the fog to lift. Then the rage, anxiety, constipation and sleeplessness set in. Learn to cherish those things...that is the feeling of healing. Look at it this way...you GET to go through this. Others didn't...and they're dead now.
You can get your freedom back. All you have to do is post roll, keep your word, and do it all again. Don't think about tomorrow, next week, next year or anything else. We'll deal with those when they get here. You just focus on right now. Not putting that shit in your face for just today. You CAN do that. And we're here to make sure you do. Freedom through accountability is what this is all about. That and no more stinky orange fingers and spilled spitters.
Welcome brother. Stay strong, stay quit.