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Re: quit today
« Reply #51 on: January 22, 2013, 06:47:00 PM »
OMG cdaniels, I just read about your visit today. Holy shit man, I am scared to death for you. I will pray that things turn out OK. That was awesome for you to share the experience. That will help more people than you could ever imagine. You may never even know the depth of committment that your story will offer to peoples quit. That was very brave. I am proud to be quit with you brother.

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Re: quit today
« Reply #50 on: January 22, 2013, 06:23:00 PM »
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oral surgen visit today. My wife and I show up early fill out the papers and wait in the lobby. then my name is called and we head back to the room. the nurse or assitant asks the normal questions. then we wait for the doctor to come in. he then arrives we talk some more he does his exam. then we talk about what is about to happen. he asks if i just want a local pain killer or that pluss laughing gas.  he says the gas will cost 140 more if i want it. i said no we will go the cheap route. he say ok. they ask my wife to leave the room. not a good idea for them to do. but after a few nice polite words they talk her into waiting outside. i was kinda glad i did not really wabt her to see what going to happen. i know she was worried. the doc lays me back and stucks the needle in the back of my mouth to hit  the main nerve to the right side of my tongue. then stops to let it take effect. then it happens. a full blown panic attack. a grown ass man panicing like a baby. they had to calm me down before they could began. some calm now he puts more shots in my tongue. waits again. next comes the knife. he began to cut my tongue open. i knew it was bleeding bad because of all the suctioning that was going on. he keep saying your doing good. i just want to get it all. its really deep in there. not at all helping my panic. at this time my legs are trembling uncontrolably. my hands shaking and my body is quivering. now its cut out a pea sized tumor looking thing. placed in a container of clear fluid. now the stiching begins. i cant feel it but i can feel the tugging and pulling to tie the stiches. all done done now its a waiting game for a week to find out if it is cancer or not. all because i wanted to be cool and dip as a child. now i am an addict and scared to death that i pulled the trigger to many times stuffing that shit in my lip. i am proud to be quit today. thank you all for having my back and for all the prayers.
Prayin for you bro
Prayers for you! Hang in there. We are all here to support you and help you get through anything that life throws your way. Reach out for a fellow quitter instead of reaching for a can.

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Quit with you today cd. Thoughts and prayers sent.
Prayers for you and your family. Believe in miricles, I do. You will get through this.
Prayers to you and your family. Hang tough!!!
Lifting you and your family in prayer.
Thoughts and prayers are with you, cdaniels...thank you for sharing this and please keep us posted on what you find out. Proud as hell to be quit with you today, Bro...hang in there and stay strong!!!
My thoughts and prayers are with you. Stay strong!
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Re: quit today
« Reply #49 on: January 22, 2013, 05:59:00 PM »
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oral surgen visit today. My wife and I show up early fill out the papers and wait in the lobby. then my name is called and we head back to the room. the nurse or assitant asks the normal questions. then we wait for the doctor to come in. he then arrives we talk some more he does his exam. then we talk about what is about to happen. he asks if i just want a local pain killer or that pluss laughing gas.  he says the gas will cost 140 more if i want it. i said no we will go the cheap route. he say ok. they ask my wife to leave the room. not a good idea for them to do. but after a few nice polite words they talk her into waiting outside. i was kinda glad i did not really wabt her to see what going to happen. i know she was worried. the doc lays me back and stucks the needle in the back of my mouth to hit  the main nerve to the right side of my tongue. then stops to let it take effect. then it happens. a full blown panic attack. a grown ass man panicing like a baby. they had to calm me down before they could began. some calm now he puts more shots in my tongue. waits again. next comes the knife. he began to cut my tongue open. i knew it was bleeding bad because of all the suctioning that was going on. he keep saying your doing good. i just want to get it all. its really deep in there. not at all helping my panic. at this time my legs are trembling uncontrolably. my hands shaking and my body is quivering. now its cut out a pea sized tumor looking thing. placed in a container of clear fluid. now the stiching begins. i cant feel it but i can feel the tugging and pulling to tie the stiches. all done done now its a waiting game for a week to find out if it is cancer or not. all because i wanted to be cool and dip as a child. now i am an addict and scared to death that i pulled the trigger to many times stuffing that shit in my lip. i am proud to be quit today. thank you all for having my back and for all the prayers.
Prayin for you bro
Prayers for you! Hang in there. We are all here to support you and help you get through anything that life throws your way. Reach out for a fellow quitter instead of reaching for a can.

I quit with you today!

Cindy
prayers from me too cdaniels
Quit with you today cd. Thoughts and prayers sent.
Prayers for you and your family. Believe in miricles, I do. You will get through this.
Prayers to you and your family. Hang tough!!!
Lifting you and your family in prayer.
Thoughts and prayers are with you, cdaniels...thank you for sharing this and please keep us posted on what you find out. Proud as hell to be quit with you today, Bro...hang in there and stay strong!!!

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Re: quit today
« Reply #48 on: January 22, 2013, 04:16:00 PM »
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oral surgen visit today. My wife and I show up early fill out the papers and wait in the lobby. then my name is called and we head back to the room. the nurse or assitant asks the normal questions. then we wait for the doctor to come in. he then arrives we talk some more he does his exam. then we talk about what is about to happen. he asks if i just want a local pain killer or that pluss laughing gas. he says the gas will cost 140 more if i want it. i said no we will go the cheap route. he say ok. they ask my wife to leave the room. not a good idea for them to do. but after a few nice polite words they talk her into waiting outside. i was kinda glad i did not really wabt her to see what going to happen. i know she was worried. the doc lays me back and stucks the needle in the back of my mouth to hit the main nerve to the right side of my tongue. then stops to let it take effect. then it happens. a full blown panic attack. a grown ass man panicing like a baby. they had to calm me down before they could began. some calm now he puts more shots in my tongue. waits again. next comes the knife. he began to cut my tongue open. i knew it was bleeding bad because of all the suctioning that was going on. he keep saying your doing good. i just want to get it all. its really deep in there. not at all helping my panic. at this time my legs are trembling uncontrolably. my hands shaking and my body is quivering. now its cut out a pea sized tumor looking thing. placed in a container of clear fluid. now the stiching begins. i cant feel it but i can feel the tugging and pulling to tie the stiches. all done done now its a waiting game for a week to find out if it is cancer or not. all because i wanted to be cool and dip as a child. now i am an addict and scared to death that i pulled the trigger to many times stuffing that shit in my lip. i am proud to be quit today. thank you all for having my back and for all the prayers.
I'm praying for you. Thanks for sharing your story. It sounds horrible and miserable. Your story has strengthen my quit, Im sure it will help others too.

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Re: quit today
« Reply #47 on: January 22, 2013, 04:05:00 PM »
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oral surgen visit today. My wife and I show up early fill out the papers and wait in the lobby. then my name is called and we head back to the room. the nurse or assitant asks the normal questions. then we wait for the doctor to come in. he then arrives we talk some more he does his exam. then we talk about what is about to happen. he asks if i just want a local pain killer or that pluss laughing gas.  he says the gas will cost 140 more if i want it. i said no we will go the cheap route. he say ok. they ask my wife to leave the room. not a good idea for them to do. but after a few nice polite words they talk her into waiting outside. i was kinda glad i did not really wabt her to see what going to happen. i know she was worried. the doc lays me back and stucks the needle in the back of my mouth to hit  the main nerve to the right side of my tongue. then stops to let it take effect. then it happens. a full blown panic attack. a grown ass man panicing like a baby. they had to calm me down before they could began. some calm now he puts more shots in my tongue. waits again. next comes the knife. he began to cut my tongue open. i knew it was bleeding bad because of all the suctioning that was going on. he keep saying your doing good. i just want to get it all. its really deep in there. not at all helping my panic. at this time my legs are trembling uncontrolably. my hands shaking and my body is quivering. now its cut out a pea sized tumor looking thing. placed in a container of clear fluid. now the stiching begins. i cant feel it but i can feel the tugging and pulling to tie the stiches. all done done now its a waiting game for a week to find out if it is cancer or not. all because i wanted to be cool and dip as a child. now i am an addict and scared to death that i pulled the trigger to many times stuffing that shit in my lip. i am proud to be quit today. thank you all for having my back and for all the prayers.
Prayin for you bro
Prayers for you! Hang in there. We are all here to support you and help you get through anything that life throws your way. Reach out for a fellow quitter instead of reaching for a can.

I quit with you today!

Cindy
prayers from me too cdaniels
Quit with you today cd. Thoughts and prayers sent.
Prayers for you and your family. Believe in miricles, I do. You will get through this.
Prayers to you and your family. Hang tough!!!
Lifting you and your family in prayer.
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Re: quit today
« Reply #46 on: January 22, 2013, 03:14:00 PM »
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oral surgen visit today. My wife and I show up early fill out the papers and wait in the lobby. then my name is called and we head back to the room. the nurse or assitant asks the normal questions. then we wait for the doctor to come in. he then arrives we talk some more he does his exam. then we talk about what is about to happen. he asks if i just want a local pain killer or that pluss laughing gas.  he says the gas will cost 140 more if i want it. i said no we will go the cheap route. he say ok. they ask my wife to leave the room. not a good idea for them to do. but after a few nice polite words they talk her into waiting outside. i was kinda glad i did not really wabt her to see what going to happen. i know she was worried. the doc lays me back and stucks the needle in the back of my mouth to hit  the main nerve to the right side of my tongue. then stops to let it take effect. then it happens. a full blown panic attack. a grown ass man panicing like a baby. they had to calm me down before they could began. some calm now he puts more shots in my tongue. waits again. next comes the knife. he began to cut my tongue open. i knew it was bleeding bad because of all the suctioning that was going on. he keep saying your doing good. i just want to get it all. its really deep in there. not at all helping my panic. at this time my legs are trembling uncontrolably. my hands shaking and my body is quivering. now its cut out a pea sized tumor looking thing. placed in a container of clear fluid. now the stiching begins. i cant feel it but i can feel the tugging and pulling to tie the stiches. all done done now its a waiting game for a week to find out if it is cancer or not. all because i wanted to be cool and dip as a child. now i am an addict and scared to death that i pulled the trigger to many times stuffing that shit in my lip. i am proud to be quit today. thank you all for having my back and for all the prayers.
Prayin for you bro
Prayers for you! Hang in there. We are all here to support you and help you get through anything that life throws your way. Reach out for a fellow quitter instead of reaching for a can.

I quit with you today!

Cindy
prayers from me too cdaniels
Quit with you today cd. Thoughts and prayers sent.
Prayers for you and your family. Believe in miricles, I do. You will get through this.
Prayers to you and your family. Hang tough!!!
Thinking of you bro!
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Re: quit today
« Reply #45 on: January 22, 2013, 02:48:00 PM »
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oral surgen visit today. My wife and I show up early fill out the papers and wait in the lobby. then my name is called and we head back to the room. the nurse or assitant asks the normal questions. then we wait for the doctor to come in. he then arrives we talk some more he does his exam. then we talk about what is about to happen. he asks if i just want a local pain killer or that pluss laughing gas.  he says the gas will cost 140 more if i want it. i said no we will go the cheap route. he say ok. they ask my wife to leave the room. not a good idea for them to do. but after a few nice polite words they talk her into waiting outside. i was kinda glad i did not really wabt her to see what going to happen. i know she was worried. the doc lays me back and stucks the needle in the back of my mouth to hit  the main nerve to the right side of my tongue. then stops to let it take effect. then it happens. a full blown panic attack. a grown ass man panicing like a baby. they had to calm me down before they could began. some calm now he puts more shots in my tongue. waits again. next comes the knife. he began to cut my tongue open. i knew it was bleeding bad because of all the suctioning that was going on. he keep saying your doing good. i just want to get it all. its really deep in there. not at all helping my panic. at this time my legs are trembling uncontrolably. my hands shaking and my body is quivering. now its cut out a pea sized tumor looking thing. placed in a container of clear fluid. now the stiching begins. i cant feel it but i can feel the tugging and pulling to tie the stiches. all done done now its a waiting game for a week to find out if it is cancer or not. all because i wanted to be cool and dip as a child. now i am an addict and scared to death that i pulled the trigger to many times stuffing that shit in my lip. i am proud to be quit today. thank you all for having my back and for all the prayers.
Prayin for you bro
Prayers for you! Hang in there. We are all here to support you and help you get through anything that life throws your way. Reach out for a fellow quitter instead of reaching for a can.

I quit with you today!

Cindy
prayers from me too cdaniels
Quit with you today cd. Thoughts and prayers sent.
Prayers for you and your family. Believe in miricles, I do. You will get through this.
Prayers to you and your family. Hang tough!!!

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Re: quit today
« Reply #44 on: January 22, 2013, 02:31:00 PM »
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oral surgen visit today. My wife and I show up early fill out the papers and wait in the lobby. then my name is called and we head back to the room. the nurse or assitant asks the normal questions. then we wait for the doctor to come in. he then arrives we talk some more he does his exam. then we talk about what is about to happen. he asks if i just want a local pain killer or that pluss laughing gas.  he says the gas will cost 140 more if i want it. i said no we will go the cheap route. he say ok. they ask my wife to leave the room. not a good idea for them to do. but after a few nice polite words they talk her into waiting outside. i was kinda glad i did not really wabt her to see what going to happen. i know she was worried. the doc lays me back and stucks the needle in the back of my mouth to hit  the main nerve to the right side of my tongue. then stops to let it take effect. then it happens. a full blown panic attack. a grown ass man panicing like a baby. they had to calm me down before they could began. some calm now he puts more shots in my tongue. waits again. next comes the knife. he began to cut my tongue open. i knew it was bleeding bad because of all the suctioning that was going on. he keep saying your doing good. i just want to get it all. its really deep in there. not at all helping my panic. at this time my legs are trembling uncontrolably. my hands shaking and my body is quivering. now its cut out a pea sized tumor looking thing. placed in a container of clear fluid. now the stiching begins. i cant feel it but i can feel the tugging and pulling to tie the stiches. all done done now its a waiting game for a week to find out if it is cancer or not. all because i wanted to be cool and dip as a child. now i am an addict and scared to death that i pulled the trigger to many times stuffing that shit in my lip. i am proud to be quit today. thank you all for having my back and for all the prayers.
Prayin for you bro
Prayers for you! Hang in there. We are all here to support you and help you get through anything that life throws your way. Reach out for a fellow quitter instead of reaching for a can.

I quit with you today!

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Re: quit today
« Reply #43 on: January 22, 2013, 02:24:00 PM »
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oral surgen visit today. My wife and I show up early fill out the papers and wait in the lobby. then my name is called and we head back to the room. the nurse or assitant asks the normal questions. then we wait for the doctor to come in. he then arrives we talk some more he does his exam. then we talk about what is about to happen. he asks if i just want a local pain killer or that pluss laughing gas.  he says the gas will cost 140 more if i want it. i said no we will go the cheap route. he say ok. they ask my wife to leave the room. not a good idea for them to do. but after a few nice polite words they talk her into waiting outside. i was kinda glad i did not really wabt her to see what going to happen. i know she was worried. the doc lays me back and stucks the needle in the back of my mouth to hit  the main nerve to the right side of my tongue. then stops to let it take effect. then it happens. a full blown panic attack. a grown ass man panicing like a baby. they had to calm me down before they could began. some calm now he puts more shots in my tongue. waits again. next comes the knife. he began to cut my tongue open. i knew it was bleeding bad because of all the suctioning that was going on. he keep saying your doing good. i just want to get it all. its really deep in there. not at all helping my panic. at this time my legs are trembling uncontrolably. my hands shaking and my body is quivering. now its cut out a pea sized tumor looking thing. placed in a container of clear fluid. now the stiching begins. i cant feel it but i can feel the tugging and pulling to tie the stiches. all done done now its a waiting game for a week to find out if it is cancer or not. all because i wanted to be cool and dip as a child. now i am an addict and scared to death that i pulled the trigger to many times stuffing that shit in my lip. i am proud to be quit today. thank you all for having my back and for all the prayers.
Prayin for you bro
Prayers for you! Hang in there. We are all here to support you and help you get through anything that life throws your way. Reach out for a fellow quitter instead of reaching for a can.

I quit with you today!

Cindy
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Quit with you today cd. Thoughts and prayers sent.

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Re: quit today
« Reply #42 on: January 22, 2013, 01:14:00 PM »
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oral surgen visit today. My wife and I show up early fill out the papers and wait in the lobby. then my name is called and we head back to the room. the nurse or assitant asks the normal questions. then we wait for the doctor to come in. he then arrives we talk some more he does his exam. then we talk about what is about to happen. he asks if i just want a local pain killer or that pluss laughing gas.  he says the gas will cost 140 more if i want it. i said no we will go the cheap route. he say ok. they ask my wife to leave the room. not a good idea for them to do. but after a few nice polite words they talk her into waiting outside. i was kinda glad i did not really wabt her to see what going to happen. i know she was worried. the doc lays me back and stucks the needle in the back of my mouth to hit  the main nerve to the right side of my tongue. then stops to let it take effect. then it happens. a full blown panic attack. a grown ass man panicing like a baby. they had to calm me down before they could began. some calm now he puts more shots in my tongue. waits again. next comes the knife. he began to cut my tongue open. i knew it was bleeding bad because of all the suctioning that was going on. he keep saying your doing good. i just want to get it all. its really deep in there. not at all helping my panic. at this time my legs are trembling uncontrolably. my hands shaking and my body is quivering. now its cut out a pea sized tumor looking thing. placed in a container of clear fluid. now the stiching begins. i cant feel it but i can feel the tugging and pulling to tie the stiches. all done done now its a waiting game for a week to find out if it is cancer or not. all because i wanted to be cool and dip as a child. now i am an addict and scared to death that i pulled the trigger to many times stuffing that shit in my lip. i am proud to be quit today. thank you all for having my back and for all the prayers.
Prayin for you bro
Prayers for you! Hang in there. We are all here to support you and help you get through anything that life throws your way. Reach out for a fellow quitter instead of reaching for a can.

I quit with you today!

Cindy
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Re: quit today
« Reply #41 on: January 22, 2013, 12:56:00 PM »
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oral surgen visit today. My wife and I show up early fill out the papers and wait in the lobby. then my name is called and we head back to the room. the nurse or assitant asks the normal questions. then we wait for the doctor to come in. he then arrives we talk some more he does his exam. then we talk about what is about to happen. he asks if i just want a local pain killer or that pluss laughing gas.  he says the gas will cost 140 more if i want it. i said no we will go the cheap route. he say ok. they ask my wife to leave the room. not a good idea for them to do. but after a few nice polite words they talk her into waiting outside. i was kinda glad i did not really wabt her to see what going to happen. i know she was worried. the doc lays me back and stucks the needle in the back of my mouth to hit  the main nerve to the right side of my tongue. then stops to let it take effect. then it happens. a full blown panic attack. a grown ass man panicing like a baby. they had to calm me down before they could began. some calm now he puts more shots in my tongue. waits again. next comes the knife. he began to cut my tongue open. i knew it was bleeding bad because of all the suctioning that was going on. he keep saying your doing good. i just want to get it all. its really deep in there. not at all helping my panic. at this time my legs are trembling uncontrolably. my hands shaking and my body is quivering. now its cut out a pea sized tumor looking thing. placed in a container of clear fluid. now the stiching begins. i cant feel it but i can feel the tugging and pulling to tie the stiches. all done done now its a waiting game for a week to find out if it is cancer or not. all because i wanted to be cool and dip as a child. now i am an addict and scared to death that i pulled the trigger to many times stuffing that shit in my lip. i am proud to be quit today. thank you all for having my back and for all the prayers.
Prayin for you bro
Prayers for you! Hang in there. We are all here to support you and help you get through anything that life throws your way. Reach out for a fellow quitter instead of reaching for a can.

I quit with you today!

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Re: quit today
« Reply #40 on: January 22, 2013, 11:57:00 AM »
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oral surgen visit today. My wife and I show up early fill out the papers and wait in the lobby. then my name is called and we head back to the room. the nurse or assitant asks the normal questions. then we wait for the doctor to come in. he then arrives we talk some more he does his exam. then we talk about what is about to happen. he asks if i just want a local pain killer or that pluss laughing gas. he says the gas will cost 140 more if i want it. i said no we will go the cheap route. he say ok. they ask my wife to leave the room. not a good idea for them to do. but after a few nice polite words they talk her into waiting outside. i was kinda glad i did not really wabt her to see what going to happen. i know she was worried. the doc lays me back and stucks the needle in the back of my mouth to hit the main nerve to the right side of my tongue. then stops to let it take effect. then it happens. a full blown panic attack. a grown ass man panicing like a baby. they had to calm me down before they could began. some calm now he puts more shots in my tongue. waits again. next comes the knife. he began to cut my tongue open. i knew it was bleeding bad because of all the suctioning that was going on. he keep saying your doing good. i just want to get it all. its really deep in there. not at all helping my panic. at this time my legs are trembling uncontrolably. my hands shaking and my body is quivering. now its cut out a pea sized tumor looking thing. placed in a container of clear fluid. now the stiching begins. i cant feel it but i can feel the tugging and pulling to tie the stiches. all done done now its a waiting game for a week to find out if it is cancer or not. all because i wanted to be cool and dip as a child. now i am an addict and scared to death that i pulled the trigger to many times stuffing that shit in my lip. i am proud to be quit today. thank you all for having my back and for all the prayers.
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Re: quit today
« Reply #39 on: January 22, 2013, 11:55:00 AM »
oral surgen visit today. My wife and I show up early fill out the papers and wait in the lobby. then my name is called and we head back to the room. the nurse or assitant asks the normal questions. then we wait for the doctor to come in. he then arrives we talk some more he does his exam. then we talk about what is about to happen. he asks if i just want a local pain killer or that pluss laughing gas. he says the gas will cost 140 more if i want it. i said no we will go the cheap route. he say ok. they ask my wife to leave the room. not a good idea for them to do. but after a few nice polite words they talk her into waiting outside. i was kinda glad i did not really wabt her to see what going to happen. i know she was worried. the doc lays me back and stucks the needle in the back of my mouth to hit the main nerve to the right side of my tongue. then stops to let it take effect. then it happens. a full blown panic attack. a grown ass man panicing like a baby. they had to calm me down before they could began. some calm now he puts more shots in my tongue. waits again. next comes the knife. he began to cut my tongue open. i knew it was bleeding bad because of all the suctioning that was going on. he keep saying your doing good. i just want to get it all. its really deep in there. not at all helping my panic. at this time my legs are trembling uncontrolably. my hands shaking and my body is quivering. now its cut out a pea sized tumor looking thing. placed in a container of clear fluid. now the stiching begins. i cant feel it but i can feel the tugging and pulling to tie the stiches. all done done now its a waiting game for a week to find out if it is cancer or not. all because i wanted to be cool and dip as a child. now i am an addict and scared to death that i pulled the trigger to many times stuffing that shit in my lip. i am proud to be quit today. thank you all for having my back and for all the prayers.
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Re: quit today
« Reply #38 on: January 19, 2013, 11:49:00 AM »
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today i went to the dentist. he said my teeth are bad but can be repaired. no need to pull them. my soft tissue all looks good and healing well after 29 years of dipping damage. i do how ever have a knot in the right side of my tounge. he has set me an appointment with an oral surgen next tuesday morning. i will have a more extinsive exam then. so not completly out of the woods yet but i am getting there.
praying for you, man, keep us posted.
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Re: quit today
« Reply #37 on: January 19, 2013, 11:44:00 AM »
thank you all for you concern and support. i will keep you all informed and hope for the best. still quit and still alive. an proud not to be a slave to the bitch any longer.
Quit date 11-20-12
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