UTC, I was 40 as well when I decided that I was done with this crap and started when I was around 13. That was last year, actually 385 days ago to be exact. I did it on a whim as well. I had just had my fourth child a couple weeks earlier and decided it was time to quit this killer weed. I had purchased a whole package of Nicotine Patches at Costco for $50 bucks and had started using the patch. 24 hours into the patch plan, I was craving a dip yet. It wasn't the physical addiction obviously because I had a patch on, but the mental addiction. I went to google to find info on fake dip and that linked me to KTC. Well I was glued to this site that day, reading intro's, reading HOF speeches, reading about Tom Jenny. After about 90 minutes trolling KTC, I tossed the patch and gave the nicotine replacement delivery system away. Fifty bucks out the window! Anyway did I mention that was 385 days ago!
You have come to the right place to quit but when reading your intro I think you need just a little bit of education about how things are done here at KTC. First of all, you said that you quit once. Wrong, you stopped once for 6 months, You only quit once! Secondly, we don't try or hope or wish for shit around here, we just QUIT each and every damn day. 24 hours at a time, that is the system, that is the fool proof plan. There is no magic here, just pure determination to keep the cat turd out of your lip. We do this every 24 hours, promising to not use the nicotine by posting roll. If you are a man of your word, then you will never lose the daily battle when you post roll. So my question to you is, do you want to quit? Well then post roll and cinch up your belt for the SUCK (the next 72-84 hours is called the SUCK) remember that time it will help you down the road. Welcome, now get on the QUIT TRAIN if you are serious.