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Offline Greg5280

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Re: NO MORE!!!!
« Reply #27 on: April 28, 2012, 09:30:00 PM »
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im sick to death of candy.im sick to death of eating all the fucking time.these cravings are driving me nuts.they are not as frequent but very strong.Why the fuck did i ever put this shit in my mouth.Im a fighter,i wont let this shit beat me.Fucking nic cravings can suck my dick.i will not bow down and cave to the nic bitch.i will win one day at a time.suck on that nic bitch
Don't worry about anything except staying quit. Eat candy, seeds, gum, whatever you want in the beginning. Your job every day is to stay clean. When you learn how to do that you can worry about not eating so much.

It will get better, fight for it!! It is worth it.

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Re: NO MORE!!!!
« Reply #26 on: April 28, 2012, 09:06:00 PM »
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im sick to death of candy.im sick to death of eating all the fucking time.these cravings are driving me nuts.they are not as frequent but very strong.Why the fuck did i ever put this shit in my mouth.Im a fighter,i wont let this shit beat me.Fucking nic cravings can suck my dick.i will not bow down and cave to the nic bitch.i will win one day at a time.suck on that nic bitch
I remember those days.

It gets better, much better.

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Re: NO MORE!!!!
« Reply #25 on: April 28, 2012, 09:03:00 PM »
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im sick to death of candy.im sick to death of eating all the fucking time.these cravings are driving me nuts.they are not as frequent but very strong.Why the fuck did i ever put this shit in my mouth.Im a fighter,i wont let this shit beat me.Fucking nic cravings can suck my dick.i will not bow down and cave to the nic bitch.i will win one day at a time.suck on that nic bitch
Way to go come here and vent yell bitch moan cuss. You are one strong SOB, a hell of a lot stronger than that worthless bitch.
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Re: NO MORE!!!!
« Reply #24 on: April 28, 2012, 09:02:00 PM »
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im sick to death of candy.im sick to death of eating all the fucking time.these cravings are driving me nuts.they are not as frequent but very strong.Why the fuck did i ever put this shit in my mouth.Im a fighter,i wont let this shit beat me.Fucking nic cravings can suck my dick.i will not bow down and cave to the nic bitch.i will win one day at a time.suck on that nic bitch
grab your life back.... make the difference. do not let this manage you...
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Re: NO MORE!!!!
« Reply #23 on: April 28, 2012, 08:59:00 PM »
im sick to death of candy.im sick to death of eating all the fucking time.these cravings are driving me nuts.they are not as frequent but very strong.Why the fuck did i ever put this shit in my mouth.Im a fighter,i wont let this shit beat me.Fucking nic cravings can suck my dick.i will not bow down and cave to the nic bitch.i will win one day at a time.suck on that nic bitch

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Re: NO MORE!!!!
« Reply #22 on: April 26, 2012, 07:57:00 PM »
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its been 13 days since Ive tasted the juices of my ex,she was a evil bitch,always planning to kill me in the end but she always gave me what i thought i needed.Yes i'm talking about the nic-o-tine.Each day i get through without a dip seems to be better than the day before,yes i crave like a vampire craves blood but i always seem to make it through.Ive noticed that my taste buds are changing also,things like Mtn dew and pepsi that use to be my other drug of choice no longer taste as good,and food just doesn't taste the same.Is this something that everyone goes through?
Welcome to the freak show brother!

The taste bud thing is very normal, I remember eating a ton of Doritos when I first quit now eh not so much!

Make sure you post roll everyday, and keep the energy up you will need it!

Lean on your quit brothers on this site and read as much information as you can and your quit will become stronger!
Lots of changes in the body! My mouth feels like it was put through a meat grinder, teeth hurt, dry mouth feels like a worn out garbage disposal I guess that is what I've treated it like. DEW is still satisfying, not ready to let go of it!!
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Re: NO MORE!!!!
« Reply #21 on: April 26, 2012, 01:31:00 PM »
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its been 13 days since ive tasted the juices of my ex,she was a evil bitch,always planning to kill me in the end but she always gave me what i thought i needed.Yes im talking about the nic-o-tine.Each day i get through without a dip seems to be better than the day before,yes i crave like a vampire craves blood but i always seem to make it through.Ive noticed that my taste buds are changing also,things like Mtn dew and pepsi that use to be my other drug of choice no longer taste as good,and food just doesnt taste the same.Is this somthing that everyone goes through?
Welcome to the freak show brother!

The taste bud thing is very normal, I remember eating a ton of Doritos when I first quit now ehhh not so much!

Make sure you post roll everyday, and keep the energy up you will need it!

Lean on your quit brothers on this site and read as much information as you can and your quit will become stronger!
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Re: NO MORE!!!!
« Reply #20 on: April 26, 2012, 01:23:00 PM »
its been 13 days since ive tasted the juices of my ex,she was a evil bitch,always planning to kill me in the end but she always gave me what i thought i needed.Yes im talking about the nic-o-tine.Each day i get through without a dip seems to be better than the day before,yes i crave like a vampire craves blood but i always seem to make it through.Ive noticed that my taste buds are changing also,things like Mtn dew and pepsi that use to be my other drug of choice no longer taste as good,and food just doesnt taste the same.Is this somthing that everyone goes through?

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Re: NO MORE!!!!
« Reply #19 on: April 18, 2012, 09:54:00 AM »
I thought I was going to die on my day 4. Not only was it my worst day for fog and nic cravings, but I also got a cold that day (which then lasted for almost 2 weeks).

Hang in there, I'm still new, but you can get past it and then the next day and the one after that. They won't all be like that shitty day 4.
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Re: NO MORE!!!!
« Reply #18 on: April 18, 2012, 08:45:00 AM »
One thing that helped me out was reading everything that I could on this website. There are pieces of information that will sink in the fog of your brain and stick. This information will be the power from which you will gain strength in controlling the crave. One thing that I lean on every day is that a craving isn't going to kill me. It may feel like it will, but it won't. Knowledge is power, man. Seek the wisdom of those who have trudged this road before and stay quit. No matter what!

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Re: NO MORE!!!!
« Reply #17 on: April 18, 2012, 03:07:00 AM »
stay strong!!! here's one more person who knows what you are feeling. Nothing felt right for a couple weeks for me. I probably spent an hour a day on KTC for those first weeks...I couldn't sleep and homework/studying/ work/ everything all the time seemed impossible. It does get better--you have to believe. It litterally seems like you might never feel normal again--I had days and days of that, even in the 20's and 30's...depressed. Now, at 54 days I can actually say that hours and even large parts of days pass where I don't think about a chew. That's the price to pay for 13 years of putting insanely addictive poison into my body all day every day. IT REALLY DOES GET BETTER. PEOPLE TOLD ME THAT AND I THOUGHT, YEAH, WTF EVER... but it does. I'm not better--I mean, I'm still addicted, I always will be. that's why I'm still posting roll and reading the wisdom. But my life is already much, much better. This is not easy--it's a fight for your life. KTC can help you save your life. Fuck big tobacco--take back your life. NoMorePoison.

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Re: NO MORE!!!!
« Reply #16 on: April 17, 2012, 08:33:00 PM »
I agree it sucks ass sometimes. Today was an especially bad day for me for some reason. I have resigned to the fact that I am going to be tormented by this addiction for the rest of my life so I have to suck it up and just move on and enjoy the suck. Keep your chin up and know that there is a whole list of other people who are going through the same thing that you are on a daily basis. I have been passing out my phone number like crazy knowing that everyone I give it to will hold me accountable, so that gives me some added motivation.

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Re: NO MORE!!!!
« Reply #15 on: April 17, 2012, 08:25:00 PM »
thanks guys.i cant wait to get past this part.i deserve every bit of it though for the way ive treated my body for so long.its gonna be hard to beat a 14 year addiction .i really didnt think about it before but i was dipping 8 to 10 hours a day.thats crazy.

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Re: NO MORE!!!!
« Reply #14 on: April 17, 2012, 08:19:00 PM »
Q: If it makes you feel so bad when you do not use, do you think it is good for you?

Stay the course, your body is cleaning up all the damage. We can attest, the other side is worth the misery.

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Re: NO MORE!!!!
« Reply #13 on: April 17, 2012, 08:14:00 PM »
We've all be there. Dude, it works. No lie, the shit works. Do you really want to quit? If you do, stay the course, get your head straight by telling that nicotine fucking demon in your head that you win today, keep your promise, drink water, exercise, do anything but chew, then in the morning wake up and repeat. The first few days DO suck and you won't have anyone here telling you otherwise. In fact, I'll be straight up honest with you, my first 30 days or so kinda sucked cause I couldn't sleep for shit and couldn't concentrate at work. However, since then, it's been great! I posted Day 265 this morning and can't remember the last time I had a real "crave" for a chew.

Stick with it man - like Leahy said, go balls deep!!