Geehaw, as your older brother, I'm SO damn proud of you! Now go to July, and post your Day, let me know if you have any questions! One thing that has helped me is coming to the conclusion that I am an addict, and that I can't ever have one dip again. I'm through with it. This community has helped me by giving me support, and challenging me. I let them down, by not staying quit last time. I will not let it happen again. And I'm here to say that's through posting every day, and deciding 1 day at a time I am quit, and posting in here and staying connected. It's a little weird at first, but once you figure it out, it's easy, and the invisible humans through the internets won't bite, they just want to help.