so masicour....... I see you are logged on as of an hour ago. You don't appear to be posting roll in December, please correct me if I am wrong. My mind spins with possibilities.
Behind door number one- you just don't know how to post rollcall, if this is true go to the welcome center link and learn how to post roll. It is the core of your accountability here. Without it your simply an observer, not a participant.
Behind door number two - you came in with great intentions then failed miserably, and are now cancer deep in a can of cherry flavored chemo . If this is the case man the fuck up and see door number one. Post a day one and drink the kool aid. Lets get this done.
Behind door number three- an escaped goat rapist/ mad scientist / ex toddler in a tiara named buffalo Gary has captured you by offering you a slim jim in the back of his van. Your now chained to the floor in his basement with a red rubber ball in your mouth, and while quit, wont be coming back here for obvious reasons.
of course the possibility exists that you just gave up on yourself because the withdrawls were too hard, and instead of door 1,2, or three you decided that a slow death by autopsy, where a piece of your face gets removed a little at a time until your loved ones watch you waste away in a hospital bed and abandon them due to your stupid useless addiction. If so , good luck with that. But you can still man up and try a door. I mean just for a day ok? any ass hat can quit for a single day.. even me.
sM