Week 2 sucks ass

[bman50317]

I think you should post this in June 2009 too.

[Rkymtnman]

I am posting day 1 today. I am not a stranger to this site. I was a member of June 2009 group. What happened to me? I didnt only cave, I fucking crashed like a little bitch. It was my choice and it was not a good one. I cant explain why it happened and and I will not attempt to make any excuse for it. I will ask that anyone from June 09 who would like to kick my ass or give me the lashing I deserve to do so as soon as possible so I can move forward with my quit. Hopefully, with your support because I am now making a commitment to live, to survive, and to do so without nicotine. I know how powerful that support can be and I know I will need that support as part of my quit.

I am an addict, and I am quit, one day at a time,
Epd 223

Good to see you back man.

We are all addicts. I respect your return but for your own sake, I'd suggest figuring out "why it happened" so you can be better equipped the next time "it" pops up and grabs you by the throat.

Saddle up - as you know the first week is no fun at all. PM me if you need any numbers - mine is always available via pm.

[epd223]

I am posting day 1 today. I am not a stranger to this site. I was a member of June 2009 group. What happened to me? I didnt only cave, I fucking crashed like a little bitch. It was my choice and it was not a good one. I cant explain why it happened and and I will not attempt to make any excuse for it. I will ask that anyone from June 09 who would like to kick my ass or give me the lashing I deserve to do so as soon as possible so I can move forward with my quit. Hopefully, with your support because I am now making a commitment to live, to survive, and to do so without nicotine. I know how powerful that support can be and I know I will need that support as part of my quit.

I am an addict, and I am quit, one day at a time,
Epd 223

[epd223]

Alright, 

Week two day 7,8,9....

What the fuck it feels like 1,2,3 all over again is the start of every week like this?  Mad CRAVES.  Seeds, Fireballs, Candy, Whatever I can stick in my lip goes in my lip other than dip.  I guess I did'nt really know week two would be a fuck show, the end of week one felt better.  The dip ruled for 20 years, now Ive gotta learn to rule the quit.   

Still quit, haning on for double digits in the AM. 

223

This may be hitting you a couple of days early: http://www.killthecan.org/facts/2weeks.asp

Hang in there... it gets better.

Thanks Chewie,,

That link nailed it!!! I just didnt see it coming. The craves came from everywhere. Got it on solid ground now,,, Full steam ahead..

[chewie]

Alright,

Week two day 7,8,9....

What the fuck it feels like 1,2,3 all over again is the start of every week like this? Mad CRAVES. Seeds, Fireballs, Candy, Whatever I can stick in my lip goes in my lip other than dip. I guess I did'nt really know week two would be a fuck show, the end of week one felt better. The dip ruled for 20 years, now Ive gotta learn to rule the quit.

Still quit, haning on for double digits in the AM.

223

This may be hitting you a couple of days early: http://www.killthecan.org/facts/2weeks.asp

Hang in there... it gets better.

[epd223]

Alright,

Week two day 7,8,9....

What the fuck it feels like 1,2,3 all over again is the start of every week like this? Mad CRAVES. Seeds, Fireballs, Candy, Whatever I can stick in my lip goes in my lip other than dip. I guess I did'nt really know week two would be a fuck show, the end of week one felt better. The dip ruled for 20 years, now Ive gotta learn to rule the quit.

Still quit, haning on for double digits in the AM.

223