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Re: Just signed up
« Reply #33 on: October 13, 2011, 04:14:00 AM »
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So it's been 21 days today. Been thinking a lot of about the addiction part. As much as I know I cannot dip anymore because I am addicted to it and have been for years now, there are days where it plays with my emotions that I'm not. To me with dip, it's all or nothing. I've tried only doing it once or twice a day. Days that end in day, so on and so on. I know if I start up again, I'll fall into an even worse habit and who knows when the hell I'd come out of that.
I just hate feeling like that something like a plant controlled me. Made me have just one more. Not be able to put it down for more than a few hours. All signs of addiction imo. I just have to overcome it.
Congrats on your 21 days.

You are about to hit a major funk.

The 20s are filled with hatred of chew, and a rebellion of your mind trying to tell you that you don't need to post roll everyday. There's a lot of bullshit on this site, but 90% of it is distraction.

This is the time that you will feel most insecure about your quit. That little bitch will be whispering in your ear that you don't need to post everyday; that this site causes more drama than what it helps; that you can do this on your own.

Remind yourself everyday. Post roll, stay quit, and repeat.

If you need to leave the bullshit alone for a week, so be it. But post roll at costs.
So last night I tried to mention that I felt like my addiction was starting to get the best of me and how I felt like I was going to get sick of this site after a while. I won't need to be here. Fuck that. Stupid talk sure, but it's been something that's been weighing on me the past few days.

It's been 31 days of my longest actual quit that I've ever had. 31 days longer than when being serious, in fact. While I may feel like shit, I know there are better days ahead. I know the bitch won't be standing on my shoulder 24/7 like she is.

One can only hope to have the length or stability of some of the people that have posted in this thread. One day at a time. All I can do.
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Timeless, I consider you in the inner-circle of our little ring of early quitters for the December HOF. If you even think about sucking on a turd, I will be very upset.

Perhaps you should go to youtube, and search for:

killthecan.

Watch the maddipper videos, and find out what happens if you cave.

Funny shit, but it'll keep you quit.

Stay strong bro. I'm with you.
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Re: Just signed up
« Reply #32 on: October 12, 2011, 10:55:00 PM »
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Quote from: Timeless117
So it's been 21 days today. Been thinking a lot of about the addiction part. As much as I know I cannot dip anymore because I am addicted to it and have been for years now, there are days where it plays with my emotions that I'm not. To me with dip, it's all or nothing. I've tried only doing it once or twice a day. Days that end in day, so on and so on. I know if I start up again, I'll fall into an even worse habit and who knows when the hell I'd come out of that.
I just hate feeling like that something like a plant controlled me. Made me have just one more. Not be able to put it down for more than a few hours. All signs of addiction imo. I just have to overcome it.
Congrats on your 21 days.

You are about to hit a major funk.

The 20s are filled with hatred of chew, and a rebellion of your mind trying to tell you that you don't need to post roll everyday. There's a lot of bullshit on this site, but 90% of it is distraction.

This is the time that you will feel most insecure about your quit. That little bitch will be whispering in your ear that you don't need to post everyday; that this site causes more drama than what it helps; that you can do this on your own.

Remind yourself everyday. Post roll, stay quit, and repeat.

If you need to leave the bullshit alone for a week, so be it. But post roll at costs.
So last night I tried to mention that I felt like my addiction was starting to get the best of me and how I felt like I was going to get sick of this site after a while. I won't need to be here. Fuck that. Stupid talk sure, but it's been something that's been weighing on me the past few days.

It's been 31 days of my longest actual quit that I've ever had. 31 days longer than when being serious, in fact. While I may feel like shit, I know there are better days ahead. I know the bitch won't be standing on my shoulder 24/7 like she is.

One can only hope to have the length or stability of some of the people that have posted in this thread. One day at a time. All I can do.
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Re: Just signed up
« Reply #31 on: October 12, 2011, 09:46:00 PM »
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So it's been 21 days today. Been thinking a lot of about the addiction part. As much as I know I cannot dip anymore because I am addicted to it and have been for years now, there are days where it plays with my emotions that I'm not. To me with dip, it's all or nothing. I've tried only doing it once or twice a day. Days that end in day, so on and so on. I know if I start up again, I'll fall into an even worse habit and who knows when the hell I'd come out of that.
I just hate feeling like that something like a plant controlled me. Made me have just one more. Not be able to put it down for more than a few hours. All signs of addiction imo. I just have to overcome it.
Congrats on your 21 days.

You are about to hit a major funk.

The 20s are filled with hatred of chew, and a rebellion of your mind trying to tell you that you don't need to post roll everyday. There's a lot of bullshit on this site, but 90% of it is distraction.

This is the time that you will feel most insecure about your quit. That little bitch will be whispering in your ear that you don't need to post everyday; that this site causes more drama than what it helps; that you can do this on your own.

Remind yourself everyday. Post roll, stay quit, and repeat.

If you need to leave the bullshit alone for a week, so be it. But post roll at costs.
So last night I tried to mention that I felt like my addiction was starting to get the best of me and how I felt like I was going to get sick of this site after a while. I won't need to be here. Fuck that. Stupid talk sure, but it's been something that's been weighing on me the past few days.

It's been 31 days of my longest actual quit that I've ever had. 31 days longer than when being serious, in fact. While I may feel like shit, I know there are better days ahead. I know the bitch won't be standing on my shoulder 24/7 like she is.

One can only hope to have the length or stability of some of the people that have posted in this thread. One day at a time. All I can do.
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Re: Just signed up
« Reply #30 on: October 03, 2011, 03:41:00 PM »
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So it's been 21 days today. Been thinking a lot of about the addiction part. As much as I know I cannot dip anymore because I am addicted to it and have been for years now, there are days where it plays with my emotions that I'm not. To me with dip, it's all or nothing. I've tried only doing it once or twice a day. Days that end in day, so on and so on. I know if I start up again, I'll fall into an even worse habit and who knows when the hell I'd come out of that.
I just hate feeling like that something like a plant controlled me. Made me have just one more. Not be able to put it down for more than a few hours. All signs of addiction imo. I just have to overcome it.
Congrats on your 21 days.

You are about to hit a major funk.

The 20s are filled with hatred of chew, and a rebellion of your mind trying to tell you that you don't need to post roll everyday. There's a lot of bullshit on this site, but 90% of it is distraction.

This is the time that you will feel most insecure about your quit. That little bitch will be whispering in your ear that you don't need to post everyday; that this site causes more drama than what it helps; that you can do this on your own.

Remind yourself everyday. Post roll, stay quit, and repeat.

If you need to leave the bullshit alone for a week, so be it. But post roll at costs.
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I am not cured. I will quit one day at a time. I will continue to do what works. Posting roll everyday. To do otherwise would be foolish on my part. You can do this-Ready 12/11

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Re: Just signed up
« Reply #29 on: October 02, 2011, 09:38:00 PM »
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So it's been 21 days today. Been thinking a lot of about the addiction part. As much as I know I cannot dip anymore because I am addicted to it and have been for years now, there are days where it plays with my emotions that I'm not. To me with dip, it's all or nothing. I've tried only doing it once or twice a day. Days that end in day, so on and so on. I know if I start up again, I'll fall into an even worse habit and who knows when the hell I'd come out of that.
I just hate feeling like that something like a plant controlled me. Made me have just one more. Not be able to put it down for more than a few hours. All signs of addiction imo. I just have to overcome it.
I always read your stuff because you are important to me. Great job on 3 weeks. Read this. http://www.killthecan.org/robs/law.asp. Keep it up. You just finished a huge milestone.

Here is what is next.


Days 20 - 50 - You're winning. Life isn't great, but you probably had a couple of nights where you actually got some sleep. You might notice you're going to bed earlier than you normally do. Not staying up to get in that last dip. You may notice some sores in your mouth. You're thinking, "great, I quit dipping and now I have cancer." You almost certainly don't. Your mouth is healing itself. Tiny ulcers you've had for a long time are healing. We recommend you visit your dentist around the 30 day mark. Don't be a pansy, just do it. He or she will be very supportive and they can explain the sores much better than we can. Don't let your guard down. Don't go out drinking with the fellas or the girls. We also recommend that you don't drink for at least the first 50 days. Drinking is a huge trigger event and it weakens your resolve.
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Re: Just signed up
« Reply #28 on: October 02, 2011, 09:17:00 PM »
I have been bitch free for seven days. She still comes and talks to me and tells me i love her. There is times i think i do, but then i realize its just the nic bitch trying to get back into my life. I dont want her back.
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Re: Just signed up
« Reply #27 on: October 02, 2011, 09:11:00 PM »
So it's been 21 days today. Been thinking a lot of about the addiction part. As much as I know I cannot dip anymore because I am addicted to it and have been for years now, there are days where it plays with my emotions that I'm not. To me with dip, it's all or nothing. I've tried only doing it once or twice a day. Days that end in day, so on and so on. I know if I start up again, I'll fall into an even worse habit and who knows when the hell I'd come out of that.
I just hate feeling like that something like a plant controlled me. Made me have just one more. Not be able to put it down for more than a few hours. All signs of addiction imo. I just have to overcome it.
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Re: Just signed up
« Reply #26 on: September 20, 2011, 11:03:00 AM »
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God damn 9 days ago signing up for this site seemed like forever ago. Hell of a difference it has made so far. Barely thought I would make it those first few days of withdrawal. But I'm here to stay. One day at a time.
Excellent!

Same here, so I'll see you tomorrow.
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Re: Just signed up
« Reply #25 on: September 20, 2011, 10:48:00 AM »
God damn 9 days ago signing up for this site seemed like forever ago. Hell of a difference it has made so far. Barely thought I would make it those first few days of withdrawal. But I'm here to stay. One day at a time.
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Re: Just signed up
« Reply #24 on: September 14, 2011, 02:40:00 AM »
Somedays it'll take your own strong will, sometimes you'll have to borrow a cup from someone else. Don't be ashamed to reach out, we all have/had those days.
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Re: Just signed up
« Reply #23 on: September 14, 2011, 02:14:00 AM »
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Made it two days now. Awesome! My body feels like it's falling apart. Did anybody else get sick their first night or two? It's been happening for like the past hour now.
Time to try and go to sleep after this South Park episode. Forget about dipping for the night.
That's exactly what you need to do...quit with the end in mind...not the end as in forever, but the end of the day. Your bed is your home plate...make your promise each morning that you will not put that shit into your body today and your goal will be sliding into home nic-free. Every person on this site has been where you are now...some have been there quite a few times...but the point is that we know where you are, and it gets better. Work your quit minute by minute if you have to, whatever it takes. In the next couple days the nicotine will be completely out of your system and from that point on it's totally a mind game. If you have the will to stand up and tell the nic-bitch to fuck off, each and every day, there will be a thousand guys standing up right along side you doing the exact same thing. We're all in this together.

You got this, and we've got your back. Stay strong... 'archer'
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Re: Just signed up
« Reply #22 on: September 14, 2011, 12:15:00 AM »
Made it two days now. Awesome! My body feels like it's falling apart. Did anybody else get sick their first night or two? It's been happening for like the past hour now.
Time to try and go to sleep after this South Park episode. Forget about dipping for the night.
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Re: Just signed up
« Reply #21 on: September 13, 2011, 09:37:00 PM »
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I've got this and will own it.

Take this by hour/minute/second if I have to just so I can make it to the end of the day.
That is the talk of a quitter. You can do this.
Fuckin A!
That's the fucking spirit. Grab that nic bitch by the couchie one minute at a time if you have to. You can...YOU WILL FIGHT. You will not succumb to that evil heathen. You are mighty. Good quitting up in here. Damn good to see.
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Re: Just signed up
« Reply #20 on: September 13, 2011, 03:08:00 PM »
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I've got this and will own it.

Take this by hour/minute/second if I have to just so I can make it to the end of the day.
That is the talk of a quitter. You can do this.
Fuckin A!
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Re: Just signed up
« Reply #19 on: September 13, 2011, 12:15:00 PM »
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I've got this and will own it.

Take this by hour/minute/second if I have to just so I can make it to the end of the day.
That is the talk of a quitter. You can do this.
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