Hey all, I'm on my 2nd day quit after about 8 years of being a dipshit. I started out on Beechnut Wintergreen, Levi Garrett and then moved on to Copenhagen Wintergreen/Mint/Straight. It's really disturbing to me how nearly every memorable moment of the last 8 years of my life included a bitch named nicotine. Hunting with my friends, put a dip in. Sitting at my desk at work, put a dip in. Driving anywhere, put a dip in. I was slowly killing myself for no reason at all besides stupidity.
I ended up being diagnosed with Ulcerative Colitis 7 years ago. Was it related to dipping? Who knows, but dipping was my "escape" from the issues that my condition came with. I continued dipping for 6 years as I went through every medication imaginable for my condition. In June of last year, after being on a downhill slide, the decision was made to remove my colon. It was about this time that I realized I had an addiction. I decided to "man up" and quit cold turkey. That lasted about a month until I had complications from the surgery. I decided to start dipping again because it "calmed me down" when times were stressful. I continued to dip until January 8, when I had a followup surgery. Again, I decided to "man up" and quit after the initial recovery process. I returned to work in early March and the first sign of stress sent me straight to the store for some Cope.
This leads me to where I am today. I'm just downright disgusted with myself for the choice that I made to ever even start dipping in the first place and I've proven to myself that I am weak and can't beat this addiction on my own. It's great knowing that there's a whole community of people just like me to lean on when a craving hits. I'm committed to sharing my promise first thing when I wake up in the morning and will be available for anyone needing support. Feel free to DM me anytime. I'm only on my 2nd quit, but the feeling of support has been more helpful than anything else. You guys rock!