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Offline JayDubya

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Re: Long time lurker!!
« Reply #42 on: October 02, 2013, 03:47:00 PM »
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Can somebody throw up some links to some kick ass motivation. I'm stuck in the mire of the suck!! 'bang head'
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Re: Long time lurker!!
« Reply #41 on: October 02, 2013, 03:44:00 PM »
Can somebody throw up some links to some kick ass motivation. I'm stuck in the mire of the suck!! 'bang head'
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Re: Long time lurker!!
« Reply #40 on: October 02, 2013, 03:32:00 PM »
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Update:

Had some lunch and put in some fake.
My body is not fuckin happy with me right now!! Lol

feeling very hollow and even have some visual tracers!!
Several times today I have just had to remember to breathe in and out..

That's right gentlemen I am drowning in the SUCK!!!!

The bitch is wanting me bad!!! (Fuck you bitch!!!)

Posting feels good. You guys all kick ass!!!

Roughshod78 Day motha fuckin 2!!!
Love the enthusiasm. Keep sticking it to her, eventually she isn't gonna like it any more and leave you alone!
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Re: Long time lurker!!
« Reply #39 on: October 02, 2013, 03:23:00 PM »
Quote from: Roughshod78
Update:

Had some lunch and put in some fake.
My body is not fuckin happy with me right now!! Lol

feeling very hollow and even have some visual tracers!!
Several times today I have just had to remember to breathe in and out..

That's right gentlemen I am drowning in the SUCK!!!!

The bitch is wanting me bad!!! (Fuck you bitch!!!)

Posting feels good. You guys all kick ass!!!

Roughshod78 Day motha fuckin 2!!!
thats it rage in here or chat text because we know what your going through. you was a slave to the nic bitch she grabing you try to bring you back but you are winning my self and other ktc members are pulling you the other way as a team we are stronger keep building that team.

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Re: Long time lurker!!
« Reply #38 on: October 02, 2013, 03:12:00 PM »
Update:

Had some lunch and put in some fake.
My body is not fuckin happy with me right now!! Lol

feeling very hollow and even have some visual tracers!!
Several times today I have just had to remember to breathe in and out..

That's right gentlemen I am drowning in the SUCK!!!!

The bitch is wanting me bad!!! (Fuck you bitch!!!)

Posting feels good. You guys all kick ass!!!

Roughshod78 Day motha fuckin 2!!!
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Re: Long time lurker!!
« Reply #37 on: October 02, 2013, 02:19:00 PM »
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Mother fuckin piss whore I'm getting my ass kicked like a bitch.

Bring it bitch!!!
Think of yourself as Rocky Balboa and the nic whore as Ivan Drago, Clubber Lang (in the rematch), or Apollo Creed in Rocky II.

Rocky took a tremendous beating to start each fight, but eventually he wore his opponents out and started hitting them with hay makers and became a CHAMPION.

You might be takin a beatin right now but you're still standing. Think of KTC as "Mick". We are savy, tough old coots with a lot of quit experience. We can help you through the early rounds.

Just keep your hands up and SURVIVE this initial flurry. Things WILL get better. You're the good guy, and the good guy always wins around here.
Hell yes ^^! All you have to do is not dip, and you will knock the nic bitch the fuck out! It is so worth it, and it will get way better if you push through.
Remember how bad this sucks and remember it well. You WILL win.
All that I can add to this is ..."yo Adrianne"
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Re: Long time lurker!!
« Reply #36 on: October 02, 2013, 11:32:00 AM »
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Mother fuckin piss whore I'm getting my ass kicked like a bitch.

Bring it bitch!!!
Think of yourself as Rocky Balboa and the nic whore as Ivan Drago, Clubber Lang (in the rematch), or Apollo Creed in Rocky II.

Rocky took a tremendous beating to start each fight, but eventually he wore his opponents out and started hitting them with hay makers and became a CHAMPION.

You might be takin a beatin right now but you're still standing. Think of KTC as "Mick". We are savy, tough old coots with a lot of quit experience. We can help you through the early rounds.

Just keep your hands up and SURVIVE this initial flurry. Things WILL get better. You're the good guy, and the good guy always wins around here.
Hell yes ^^! All you have to do is not dip, and you will knock the nic bitch the fuck out! It is so worth it, and it will get way better if you push through.
Remember how bad this sucks and remember it well. You WILL win.
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Re: Long time lurker!!
« Reply #35 on: October 02, 2013, 11:01:00 AM »
Awesome work Rough! You're killin it right now. I PM'd you my number so you have another one. Check your inbox.

I quit with you today, QLF!

Jeremy
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Re: Long time lurker!!
« Reply #34 on: October 02, 2013, 10:22:00 AM »
Update:

Went for a walk and had a cold glass of water. I feel better but by no means good.

Im trying to embrace the suck!!! But it fuckin sucks too!!

Thanks guys!! Im gonna stay real close to the site today fosho'!!
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Re: Long time lurker!!
« Reply #33 on: October 02, 2013, 10:12:00 AM »
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Quote from: Roughshod78
Mother fuckin piss whore I'm getting my ass kicked like a bitch.

Bring it bitch!!!
Think of yourself as Rocky Balboa and the nic whore as Ivan Drago, Clubber Lang (in the rematch), or Apollo Creed in Rocky II.

Rocky took a tremendous beating to start each fight, but eventually he wore his opponents out and started hitting them with hay makers and became a CHAMPION.

You might be takin a beatin right now but you're still standing. Think of KTC as "Mick". We are savy, tough old coots with a lot of quit experience. We can help you through the early rounds.

Just keep your hands up and SURVIVE this initial flurry. Things WILL get better. You're the good guy, and the good guy always wins around here.
Hell yes ^^! All you have to do is not dip, and you will knock the nic bitch the fuck out! It is so worth it, and it will get way better if you push through.

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Re: Long time lurker!!
« Reply #32 on: October 02, 2013, 09:51:00 AM »
Quote from: Roughshod78
Mother fuckin piss whore I'm getting my ass kicked like a bitch.

Bring it bitch!!!
Think of yourself as Rocky Balboa and the nic whore as Ivan Drago, Clubber Lang (in the rematch), or Apollo Creed in Rocky II.

Rocky took a tremendous beating to start each fight, but eventually he wore his opponents out and started hitting them with hay makers and became a CHAMPION.

You might be takin a beatin right now but you're still standing. Think of KTC as "Mick". We are savy, tough old coots with a lot of quit experience. We can help you through the early rounds.

Just keep your hands up and SURVIVE this initial flurry. Things WILL get better. You're the good guy, and the good guy always wins around here.
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Re: Long time lurker!!
« Reply #31 on: October 02, 2013, 09:47:00 AM »
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Mother fuckin piss whore I'm getting my ass kicked like a bitch.

Bring it bitch!!!
No way bro! If you aint dippin.... you are doing the ass kickin! You are winning right now.

You got to keep fighting thru this suck! It is called "the suck" for a reason. As you fight... remember how crappy you feel... you don;t want to do this again.

You only have to do one thing today -- stay quit. That means no dip. So do what you got to do to keep kickin ass!
Listen to derk. You have some numbers, use them if need be. The first 3 to 4 suck.

Enough is enough. No more will this poison rule you day in and day out. It's time for Kelly to own the day. It's time for kelly to decide what goes in his pie hole. It's time for kelly to decide what he wants to spend his hard earned money on. It's time for kelly to be free. Freedom brother,,, smell it taste it and feel it. We weren't meant to be lead around by a weed. You got this. Most craves only last 4 to 6 minutes.

Do what you have to do,, stay quit today kelly. You got this!!
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Re: Long time lurker!!
« Reply #30 on: October 02, 2013, 09:46:00 AM »
Here is a brief timeline on how my quit is going, I'm not sure if it's helpful or not but I made it for another new quitter and he seemed to like it.

"3 days is something to be proud of. The nic is out of your system so it's all fun and games now...right? Well F...guess what? Your body is use to living with nic and now it's mad and is about to really fight you.

The good news is that you understand how to use your tools and you have some good fight in you. The better news is that it gets so much easier very quickly. Now, I realize that "quickly" is a very relative term- as when you are suffering minute to minute, 5 or 6 weeks seem like 100 years. In reality, 5 or 6 weeks is not a very long time.

Keep in mind, I am no expert and I am just going off of what I have experienced the past 73 days. My "suck scale" looked something like this:

Day 1-3: bad fog, my brain didn't work at all. Very little sleep and couldn't take a dump to save my life. I wanted a dip every second of each day.

Day 4-10: Pretty much out of the fog but bad, bad cravings and headache every second of the day

Day 11-14: My cruise control days, I didn't think about dipping much and craves were few and far between. Sleeping good but too much.

Day 15-21 Starting to get my energy level back up. Craves about 2-4 per day and short. The first thing every morning, I started to get an empty and sick feeling in my stomach when I thought about not being able to dip. Started losing my temper easily.

Day 22-25 No real changes, cruising along but feeling a little depressed. I started learning how to hate my addiction and was really mad about it.

Day 26- 30: Wow, I was starting to gain a lot of weight. Weird how I replaced Cope with Ice Cream and cake. I don't even eat sweets but here I am 10 lbs heavier. I don't care, I'm not dipping and the craves are mild.

Day 31-38: Freaking fog was back, some nasty craves and my temper way out of control. WTF!

Day 39-60: The roller coaster days. Mod craves followed by no craves, bad temper and mild depression. A difficult time but I was not giving up at this point.

Day 61-73: The best days by far. Seldom think about dip, temper is way better, sleeping like a normal person and just feeling pretty darn good. I am stacking up these good days to recharge my batteries and prepare for the next round of fights".
Oh little worm-dirt...you are so scary...F' OFF...!!!

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Re: Long time lurker!!
« Reply #29 on: October 02, 2013, 09:30:00 AM »
Quote from: Roughshod78
Mother fuckin piss whore I'm getting my ass kicked like a bitch.

Bring it bitch!!!
No way bro! If you aint dippin.... you are doing the ass kickin! You are winning right now.

You got to keep fighting thru this suck! It is called "the suck" for a reason. As you fight... remember how crappy you feel... you don;t want to do this again.

You only have to do one thing today -- stay quit. That means no dip. So do what you got to do to keep kickin ass!
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Re: Long time lurker!!
« Reply #28 on: October 02, 2013, 09:26:00 AM »
Mother fuckin piss whore I'm getting my ass kicked like a bitch.

Bring it bitch!!!
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