I tried three times on the whole roll call thing and I have posts in there. They may not be the right way but I am in there and I am here. Doesn't really bother me about the whole reception and while i understand getting mad be mad at yourself for doing it. Not at the product
You're eventually going to have to get mad at your tin. He's not your friend, never was, in fact he has been and always will be your worst enemy. He was trying to kill you. Sure YOU chose to put him in your mouth but just read your intro post, you're still glamourising it. Nicotine TRICKED you into thinking he was a "friend" of yours. Dude it's fucking weeds in a can!!! Not a real person!!!
I'm not trying to be a dick here either as I went through THE EXACT same thing. When I quit, it was like my best buddy died. Got so bad I got depressed and had to go on anti depression medication...all because of my "friend" was gone.
Was I mad at myself? Fuck yeah I was, but it wasn't until I got pissed at my "friend" kodiak that I really started to get my quit on.
This isn't like breaking up with a girlfriend where maybe you can still remain cool, be friends, and hang out once in a while. This is life and death shit here dude.
I don't care if you fuck up role 50 days in a row as long as you keep that shit out of your mouth and realize you need to really build some hate for your old "friend".