Welcome! You'll find that the things the seasoned quit vets tell you are what you need to pay attention to in order to really quit. I had to write because your intro reminds me of a couple of international trips i took where i really sufferred when my supply fan out. I was way out of US tobacco's market influence. I planned ahead, but didnt' bring enough. So I stole and chewed tobacco from cigarettes if need be. Sheesh, what a pitiful situation. Nobody ever knew that before, and it's good to get it out the in the open! Anyway, I applaud you for using your experience to motivate you, for being honest about the splurge when you came back, and for not giving in to buying yet another can. Make sure all your stash is gone, follow the advice the vets give you, and welcome to your quit!