ready to quit

[grizzdipper18]

i just tried to post in octobor. did it how i alwyas have but im not sure my name showed up. must have gotten bumped

[Buddy Mac]

Did you post roll in October? I don't see it, but you might have gotten bumped.

I still see no post in October!!!

[Kubrick]

Did you post roll in October? I don't see it, but you might have gotten bumped.

[Wedge]

its been a few months since i left and i regret it more than any other regrets i have.
im tired of letting a can of shit manage my life. im tired of dip being the first thing i do in the morning and the last thing i do before i sleep. im tired of my mouth feeling like shit and im tired of hating myself for dragging on with this addiction I HATE BEING AN ADDICT. i failed everyone here along with myself and i owe it to myself and everyone else here to fix the wrong i have done. if you guys will have me back and find a way to forgive me then i will be very grateful. someday i will forgive myself but first i have to kick the fucking bitch that is stuck behind my lip every day.

i have my answers to the 3 quiestons here

1- what happened-Ã,  i caved. i let my guard down. i have no excuse because there is none

2- why did it happen- the cave happened due to my own fault. i thought the stressers in my life were a good enough excuse for myself THEY ARE NOT.

3- what will i do differently- post roll every day, embrace the suck, find healthy alternatives to chew, refuse it if it is offered to me, and above all remember the feelings of failure and loss ive been feeling for months
and use those feelings to deter my addiction

i dont know if i deserve the help i can get here, maybe i should have to go it alone but i dont want to walk that road without friends. i want to come back and i will kill my nicotine addiction. ive dumped every can i have. im ready now. this can be my moment and im ready to save my life.

sincerly, Bryan (a.k.a. Grizz)

Grizzdipper,

You know you let a lot of people down.... all of your July brothers. They couldn't even trust you beyond 5 days of posting roll before you turned your back on them. Did you think about them when you caved? Did you reach out to anyone when you caved?

What does it really take to quit? Cancer? Gum grafts?

If one of your new quit brothers in Oct texted you in a moment of distress, could you help a brother out? Should they even trust you to help them out?

I welcome you brother, but only under one condition, that is if you ever think about caving..... before you put that poison in your lip, please call me or text me.

I'll PM you my number and I expect to read your HOF speech one day.

I'll quit with you today.

Little dipper
You know that you have my support I was one of your contacts before we talk often, I remember some of that stress that you dealing with at the time , Still no excuse for the Cave. Get contacts, be a leader in October. You've matured in the past 3 mo. I can tell. That's a classy return.
Now get over to your October group and post-roll. Post roll first thing every day. I know that the time difference is weird just get that rollcall done early!

Welcome back Grizz. Glad you wised up, came back with your tail between your legs, ready to learn and to get to quittin'.

WT did some good work reeling you back in, now its on you to make his work worth it. Like he said, post roll each and every day. Get phone numbers of some guys, especially on the west coast, and use them to your advantage.

You are welcome to post roll both in July and October. We'd love to have you, but only if you are serious this time. There is NO GOING BACK.


There is absolutely no excuse for caving. You made a choice. You let wicked old lady trick your brain into thinking that you needed her. She's nothing but a phantom thats going to lead you down an old dusty road to nowhere. You have the choice, fight back, turn away when she calls.

[Wt57]

its been a few months since i left and i regret it more than any other regrets i have.
im tired of letting a can of shit manage my life. im tired of dip being the first thing i do in the morning and the last thing i do before i sleep. im tired of my mouth feeling like shit and im tired of hating myself for dragging on with this addiction I HATE BEING AN ADDICT. i failed everyone here along with myself and i owe it to myself and everyone else here to fix the wrong i have done. if you guys will have me back and find a way to forgive me then i will be very grateful. someday i will forgive myself but first i have to kick the fucking bitch that is stuck behind my lip every day.

i have my answers to the 3 quiestons here

1- what happened-Ã,  i caved. i let my guard down. i have no excuse because there is none

2- why did it happen- the cave happened due to my own fault. i thought the stressers in my life were a good enough excuse for myself THEY ARE NOT.

3- what will i do differently- post roll every day, embrace the suck, find healthy alternatives to chew, refuse it if it is offered to me, and above all remember the feelings of failure and loss ive been feeling for months
and use those feelings to deter my addiction

i dont know if i deserve the help i can get here, maybe i should have to go it alone but i dont want to walk that road without friends. i want to come back and i will kill my nicotine addiction. ive dumped every can i have. im ready now. this can be my moment and im ready to save my life.

sincerly, Bryan (a.k.a. Grizz)

Grizzdipper,

You know you let a lot of people down.... all of your July brothers. They couldn't even trust you beyond 5 days of posting roll before you turned your back on them. Did you think about them when you caved? Did you reach out to anyone when you caved?

What does it really take to quit? Cancer? Gum grafts?

If one of your new quit brothers in Oct texted you in a moment of distress, could you help a brother out? Should they even trust you to help them out?

I welcome you brother, but only under one condition, that is if you ever think about caving..... before you put that poison in your lip, please call me or text me.

I'll PM you my number and I expect to read your HOF speech one day.

I'll quit with you today.

Little dipper
You know that you have my support I was one of your contacts before we talk often, I remember some of that stress that you dealing with at the time , Still no excuse for the Cave. Get contacts, be a leader in October. You've matured in the past 3 mo. I can tell. That's a classy return.
Now get over to your October group and post-roll. Post roll first thing every day. I know that the time difference is weird just get that rollcall done early!

[lhelms12]

its been a few months since i left and i regret it more than any other regrets i have.
im tired of letting a can of shit manage my life. im tired of dip being the first thing i do in the morning and the last thing i do before i sleep. im tired of my mouth feeling like shit and im tired of hating myself for dragging on with this addiction I HATE BEING AN ADDICT. i failed everyone here along with myself and i owe it to myself and everyone else here to fix the wrong i have done. if you guys will have me back and find a way to forgive me then i will be very grateful. someday i will forgive myself but first i have to kick the fucking bitch that is stuck behind my lip every day.

i have my answers to the 3 quiestons here

1- what happened- i caved. i let my guard down. i have no excuse because there is none

2- why did it happen- the cave happened due to my own fault. i thought the stressers in my life were a good enough excuse for myself THEY ARE NOT.

3- what will i do differently- post roll every day, embrace the suck, find healthy alternatives to chew, refuse it if it is offered to me, and above all remember the feelings of failure and loss ive been feeling for months
and use those feelings to deter my addiction

i dont know if i deserve the help i can get here, maybe i should have to go it alone but i dont want to walk that road without friends. i want to come back and i will kill my nicotine addiction. ive dumped every can i have. im ready now. this can be my moment and im ready to save my life.

sincerly, Bryan (a.k.a. Grizz)

Grizzdipper,

You know you let a lot of people down.... all of your July brothers. They couldn't even trust you beyond 5 days of posting roll before you turned your back on them. Did you think about them when you caved? Did you reach out to anyone when you caved?

What does it really take to quit? Cancer? Gum grafts?

If one of your new quit brothers in Oct texted you in a moment of distress, could you help a brother out? Should they even trust you to help them out?

I welcome you brother, but only under one condition, that is if you ever think about caving..... before you put that poison in your lip, please call me or text me.

I'll PM you my number and I expect to read your HOF speech one day.

I'll quit with you today.

[grizzdipper18]

its been a few months since i left and i regret it more than any other regrets i have.
im tired of letting a can of shit manage my life. im tired of dip being the first thing i do in the morning and the last thing i do before i sleep. im tired of my mouth feeling like shit and im tired of hating myself for dragging on with this addiction I HATE BEING AN ADDICT. i failed everyone here along with myself and i owe it to myself and everyone else here to fix the wrong i have done. if you guys will have me back and find a way to forgive me then i will be very grateful. someday i will forgive myself but first i have to kick the fucking bitch that is stuck behind my lip every day.

i have my answers to the 3 quiestons here

1- what happened- i caved. i let my guard down. i have no excuse because there is none

2- why did it happen- the cave happened due to my own fault. i thought the stressers in my life were a good enough excuse for myself THEY ARE NOT.

3- what will i do differently- post roll every day, embrace the suck, find healthy alternatives to chew, refuse it if it is offered to me, and above all remember the feelings of failure and loss ive been feeling for months
and use those feelings to deter my addiction

i dont know if i deserve the help i can get here, maybe i should have to go it alone but i dont want to walk that road without friends. i want to come back and i will kill my nicotine addiction. ive dumped every can i have. im ready now. this can be my moment and im ready to save my life.

sincerly, Bryan (a.k.a. Grizz)

[Wt57]

Bad idea this guy is gone was using as a example don't waste time here

[lulou]

one day at a time. I'm new into my quit and can appreciate your hating the world right now. I've been crying over my smokes on my day 8- I'm a woman, i can do that :). it'll get better. we'll make it through. You're tougher than your mind is telling you when it thinks about caving.

all my best. i'm right there with you.

[Wt57]

Buddy Mac

This dude is gone. Just checked the spread sheet in July and he hasn't posted in a long ass time. Move on and spend your time on guys serious about quitting. Hopefully he comes back but apparently he ain't ready yet....[/QUOTE]


Your right he is gone the reason I brought him forward was to show the peeps what happens if they fail to post. That got lost.

[Suck-It]

Hey grizzdip,

Today is my day one, and I pretty much hate the world right now.Ã,  Gonna make it through, and worry about tomorrow later.Ã,  Stay strong man, ill be right behind you!

El Barto,

Check your inbox brother. I am here to help. Call or text anytime..

Buddy Mac

This dude is gone. Just checked the spread sheet in July and he hasn't posted in a long ass time. Move on and spend your time on guys serious about quitting. Hopefully he comes back but apparently he ain't ready yet....

[Buddy Mac]

Hey grizzdip,

Today is my day one, and I pretty much hate the world right now. Gonna make it through, and worry about tomorrow later. Stay strong man, ill be right behind you!

El Barto,

Check your inbox brother. I am here to help. Call or text anytime..

Buddy Mac

[Buddy Mac]

by the way guys this is gonna be my personal thread from now on i accidentaly started three dirrefent threads my first couple days as im still learning how the site works. i'll be posting entries here as a quit journal

Grizzdipper,

Stay strong brother. Check your inbox for my number. Call or text anytime you need anything.

Buddy Mac

[Wt57]

I've been going back and reading newbies in our july group that let there quit die. This is just one example!! What was there problem?? They 1st quit posting! Then I'll bet their balls shriveled up and they pussed out on us! At first this really bothered me, no longer, my quit is strong today. I'm there for true quiters but prove yourself! I'm not letting anyone in danger my quit. I'm fully invested and committed, these cavers obviously weren't.

[Wt57]

Hey grizz missed ya yesterday. I know with work and school all the other shit you've got going on life piles on. However----your quit and promise is the most important thing in your life. I expect to see you post roll today don't flake