First off, thank you to everyone who has shown support to me through the first week (especially on chat). My QUIT has been strengthened infinitely because of it.
Today I had a pretty heinous panic attack, which I can count on one hand the number I've had historically. I was invited to a movie with a close friend, and as I've tackled numerous of my old routine dip places, I thought "ok this will be a good test". It was Lone Survivor (let's go to a movie with tons of suspense...great idea), and as soon as I sat down I felt like I got hit by the crave train. My body didn't feel right without it, and I started freaking out. As there was no way to sit still and "wait it out" I went to the restroom, washed off my face and sat down in silence (was dizzy) for a bit to come to my senses. When I returned to my seat I focused on drinking lots of water, and once I was able to turn my focus to the movie all was well.
Scary, might not have been the best idea so early in the quit, but I made it through! Anyone else experienced something similar?