Today marks 800 days of freedom from nicotine. However for that race it truly is to me just another day.
So many things have happened since I quit, had I know all along that all of these "changes" would have happened well I would have quit much sooner.
The question from newbies is so often "what should I expect when I quit?". This is very easily answered by any other quitter with 4 days to 4,000 days quit under their belt. We all know the stages of quit by now and can identify with the FOG, the CRAVINGS, the FUCK ITs, the RAGE, or any other side affect that comes form being quit. I see all of those as the hurdles that come at you while you barrel down this trail of quit.
The unexpected things that come from being quit are actually so much more impressive and often not talked about here.
- The one that is often identified is the brotherhood, to some that is just a word or a slogan. What it means to me is getting text messages on a milestone day, getting a SOS call from someone, helping someone else realize that they are much more than an addiction. This is when you really do identify that your quit or even this website is so much more than a log in and a couple of posts, this is not social media...this is a life saving network.
- The overall changes you make. So being quit is a huge commitment, and it leads to so many good choices. You may start working out again, you may start eating healthy, you may start being a better role model, father, brother, family member. You may start to love someone new or someone again. You may start to see that each day you get better and that better you has that much more to offer to another life
- The rage and the anger are so much more manageable, not because you have changed but because you have learned to respect yourself and that helps you control yourself too.
- Your confidence rises, you are winning every day, so go on reach that other goal too.
More often than not all of us as quitters dwell on the word addiction and how we are all addicts. Words are great and they motivate but at the same time I ask that as an addict you look at the word quitter as well. Each and every one of us made a conscious decision for ourselves to quit and we have promised the same daily and kept that promise. So that tells me that you are a man of your word, you have drive and you can beat this addiction. Yes you are still an addict and you will be until you no longer have any craving, you have no need for your brothers and sisters here and you are a walking tall like Buford Pusser. I choose to stay right here and may always be here, I need all of you in my life though I will walk tall and proud because yes I am an addict but I am also a quitter and no one but me can take that away from me.
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