Day 208 - 2/7/14
Reaching out...
The last couple of days I have noticed myself doing a lot of reaching out. No not reaching around you sick fucks!
Yesterday I reached out to a quitter that affected my quit early on. He was well into his quit when he decided to start fucking with me. Now I refer to him as the brother I never wanted but I believe that he knows that is total bullshit. He is a great man, one that no matter what I could always count on him being there to say something that would make me laugh. It just so happens that we both call the same state home.
Today I get a text from another quitter whom simply said that he was having an urge or craving. Although he blamed it all on a medical treatment, I helped him see that Proper Preparation Prevents Piss Poor Performance. He will continue to hit a +1 tomorrow.
Today a brother Duck Fip of mine that caved, came back. Although, he caved I called his ass to the carpet and he answered the questions. Though, his answers may not be what mien would have been, he answered them. Then he and I exchanged numbers. I pointed out that if he had toed the line that he would be on day 200 today in lieu of 1. Man that would fucking suck. However, he is making a mends and I have agreed to walk this trail with him.
Other quitters that I watched do or achieve something amazing I simply sent a text or PM to, saying congrats. Vets, remember when you hit your HOF date and people damn near stood in line to congratulate you? Continue to reach out to others to do the same.
Plus let's be honest regardless of what day number you are on you need to remember that helping another quitter not only helps them but it helps heal you too. Talk about a direct reminder. We all have the addict behaviors sewn into our being after years of being just that, addicts.
Newbies, veterans and all quitters; from the bottom of my heart I thank you. If not for all of you I would be that moron in line at the cash register asking to pay way too much money for a can of shit that can fuck up my life. Thanks to KTC I too can say 'Finger' UST!
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