Day 261 - 4/1/14
Rough patches suck, but no matter if I am fighting with family, having a rough go at work, have an unrealistic client with unrealistic expectations or have IT issues I am quit, yet the quit is not running or ruining my life.
I have had a short fuse and a volatile temper my whole life, quitting made that worse on certain days, but fore the past 75 days that has not been an issue. I do what I want and I take what I deserve, only what I deserve though. This is how I was raised and that is how I will be. I don't need someone to give me a hug and tell me that it is going to be alright. I love the sucky patches in life, as they remind me just how well I do in fact have it.
Last night I was coaching baseball practice for my 8u team for one hour and then my 12u team for 2 hours. Being an oblivious coach who used to dip in front of both of these groups I have a 11 year old walk up to me after a brutal round of throwing techniques and drills and he hits me with a bomb that almost made me lose it in front of everyone.
Here I am expecting a question about rotational throwing or following through only the have him come over and ask to shake my hand and say "coach I just wanted to say I am proud of you for quitting". It is not often that I am speechless but damn.
So Nick I quit for you today buddy! I didn't realize that my addiction caused me to impact your life in more than I originally intended.
Thank you,
Coach Corey