So I've been trolling around here since I started my quit Saturday night/Sunday, reading through introductions and HOF speeches. I'm not sure why it took me this long to finally register but now I've done it. I think it might have been I wanted to prove to myself I wasn't gonna be a failure before I introduced myself here. Well, here it goes.
Howdy everbody! I'm Jeremy. I've been a can a day dipper for about six years now. It all started back in HS with that good ole sport baseball. It got to the point where I practically lived with a dip in, only taking one out to eat, sleep, or put another in. I'll be honest, I stumbled upon this site Saturday night with a dip in. I've always wanted to quit, but I've never thought I had the willpower to do it. After reading some of those HOF speeches I decided now was the time to start my quit, because there was no better time and the more I put it off the more of a hold that bitch had on me.
Haven't had a good night's sleep since I quit, that shit sucks. Had a dream last night that I think may have been from quitting. I remember having one hell of a time trying to get a can open, and when I finally did it looked like that beef jerky stuff inside, all pale and shitty looking but I stuffed one in anyways. The only other thing I remember from the dream is the can being about 3/4 empty after I put one in, but then I woke up. I didn't really feel bad because I knew it was a dream, but I did wake up sweaty with a bit of drool.
Well, I think that's enough of an introduction. It's time for Day 4 of my quit.