Hawk - I too dipped way too long. I'm 46 dipped since 16. I'm now 129 days free. I failed on many attempts until I put my mind in the right place and used this site to commit every day. If you use this site and believe in the post up and keep your word, then the days will start adding up.
Glad you are quit, welcome to the fog. Email or PM me if you want contact info. This is day by day. Get seeds, fake snuff (hooch is great), drink water, have a plan. Exercise is great to burn off rage and stress.
Get pissed at US tobac and YOURSELF for using this crap for sooo long. Once you get past the initial days, then take pride as the count grows. Post, keep word, do it again.
Rob