Thanks all for the replies, I was in a haze for good part of yesterday 'Crazy' , just chompin seeds for now when it gets to bad!
Grab a hold of something, and buckle up, because you're in for a helluva ride. You think it's bumpy now? Just wait.
The good news is, this shitty part passes. It gets better. I mean WAY better. I can't say for sure when, because everyone is different, but I can say, when you get on the 'other side' of this shit, it is worth it!
You won't regret Quitting. Ever.
Stay strong, stay close, and Stay Quit!
Welcome to the best decision you ever made.