Introduction

[Diesel2112]

Can someone post roll for me?  Can't do it from my phone. I am still in it to win it. It's just that part of me doesn't want to be.  It's the weekend damn it, I want my Grizzly and I want my ETOH.  But instead......I quit with all of you today. Thank you for the concern, as underserved as it is. Thank you. maybe someday I can pay it forward when I am not such a degenerate, feeling sorry for themselves, brokedown loser.


Thanks

Got2Happen (Ryan)

'finger point'

You dont want it. Your addict brain is telling you that. You dont need it.

What good has come of dipping? Answer that honestly and I think you will be amazed at the clarity.

Also, you have my number - feel free to use it. Hell, I am less than an hour from you by car if you need someone to slap some sense into you.

Anyway - you are on roll today. No nic for you!

I live in Michigan too. Maybe we could give him a double slap down. I think he needs it.

I think he also has the same problem I had...no patience. I wanted to be "cured" and I wanted it NOW.

"What's that? There is no cure, I will begin to feel better over time? Well how long? You don't know, it could be months????? Fuck you, fuck your momma, fuck this site, and fuck the horse you rode in on. I don't believe your bullshit. I'm not gonna cave, but fuck you and thanks for the support...fuckers. Fuck......fuck....FUUUUCCCCCKKKK THIS SUUUUCCCCKKKSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!"

Been there, thought THAT. It will get better. I promise.

[J2b]

Can someone post roll for me? Can't do it from my phone. I am still in it to win it. It's just that part of me doesn't want to be. It's the weekend damn it, I want my Grizzly and I want my ETOH. But instead......I quit with all of you today. Thank you for the concern, as underserved as it is. Thank you. maybe someday I can pay it forward when I am not such a degenerate, feeling sorry for themselves, brokedown loser.


Thanks

Got2Happen (Ryan)

'finger point'

You dont want it. Your addict brain is telling you that. You dont need it.

What good has come of dipping? Answer that honestly and I think you will be amazed at the clarity.

Also, you have my number - feel free to use it. Hell, I am less than an hour from you by car if you need someone to slap some sense into you.

Anyway - you are on roll today. No nic for you!

[916quit]

Can someone post roll for me? Can't do it from my phone. I am still in it to win it. It's just that part of me doesn't want to be. It's the weekend damn it, I want my Grizzly and I want my ETOH. But instead......I quit with all of you today. Thank you for the concern, as underserved as it is. Thank you. maybe someday I can pay it forward when I am not such a degenerate, feeling sorry for themselves, brokedown loser.


Thanks

Got2Happen (Ryan)

I got u on. Hang in there man. I know how bad it sucks but I promise it gets better.
You have a lot of support here- u need more do not hesitate to pm me for digits
Tom

[Its_Got2Happen]

Can someone post roll for me? Can't do it from my phone. I am still in it to win it. It's just that part of me doesn't want to be. It's the weekend damn it, I want my Grizzly and I want my ETOH. But instead......I quit with all of you today. Thank you for the concern, as underserved as it is. Thank you. maybe someday I can pay it forward when I am not such a degenerate, feeling sorry for themselves, brokedown loser.


Thanks

Got2Happen (Ryan)

[kana]

Where you at? Anyone have his number? He's been pretty good at posting roll early, but I don't see it yet today. 'finger point'

I sent him PM this morning, no reply yet..

[Kubrick]

Where you at? Anyone have his number? He's been pretty good at posting roll early, but I don't see it yet today. 'finger point'

[Tazbutane]

I think a lot of people are full of shit with all these feel good posts.  Can the power of positive thinking and positive talk really get us out of this fucking hole we have dug so deep.  I want to dip so bad right now I cant stand it.  The mental aspect is every damn bit as hard as that physical withdrawal was.  I was practiced at that part, 100 times over.  It hurts but at least it has an end.  Seems like there is no end to this nightmare.  I just want to feel normal again.  Cant think beyond today.

This post is a fucking kick ass post. I am sure we have all felt like this. Hell I have had days where I wanted to be positive but I wasn't.

Bro, more than ever, get pissed at the nic bitch and embrace the shit, suck and negative feelings. Fucking ask for more! Hate nicotine so much that you want more pain and suck.

You want to feel positive. Not today under any circumstance do you cave. Fight, Fight , Fight. Don't worry about tomorrows match, only today. Grit up and scream but never, never, never surrender. Not today!

Survive today and repeat tomorrow. Soon you will smile because freedom is happiness. You will feel better and smile!

No I don't think you can will positive energy out of your negative ass. You have to work and earn your way out of it.

I fucking hat nicotine and YOU SHOULD TOO!!!!

Hate her, don't glamorize her. And If I spent all this time to get you to give a little more effort than you think you have right now.....and you go hump a can of lies, evil, murdering slave driving weed. FUCK YOU.

If you are in this to win it...check your PM. I am so fired up right now. Call me and let me knock the nic bitch out and then I'll hand you the knife to stab her in the neck.

There is no glamour in dipping. Don't let here deceive you not today.

Check your PM. My phone number is there. Call me, I'm ready. You don't know how strong you are yet. Just survive and you soon will.

Don't think past today. That is dangerous. Only worry, think and focus on today!

I still have those days occasionally and Mt is who I call for a swift kick in the nuts!

'nutkick'. Wt smile for the hidden camera, your on kicked in the nuts!

what day he's on? itsgot2happen

Day 10 or so right? Let the rage flow, and remember it. You don't want to go through this again? Remember it!

Cant think beyond today

That is it, don't need to think past today. For today is all that matters. keep your word today and let tomorrow take care of itself.

hang in there, it doesn't have to be positive all the time.

[kana]

I think a lot of people are full of shit with all these feel good posts.  Can the power of positive thinking and positive talk really get us out of this fucking hole we have dug so deep.  I want to dip so bad right now I cant stand it.  The mental aspect is every damn bit as hard as that physical withdrawal was.  I was practiced at that part, 100 times over.  It hurts but at least it has an end.  Seems like there is no end to this nightmare.  I just want to feel normal again.  Cant think beyond today.

This post is a fucking kick ass post. I am sure we have all felt like this. Hell I have had days where I wanted to be positive but I wasn't.

Bro, more than ever, get pissed at the nic bitch and embrace the shit, suck and negative feelings. Fucking ask for more! Hate nicotine so much that you want more pain and suck.

You want to feel positive. Not today under any circumstance do you cave. Fight, Fight , Fight. Don't worry about tomorrows match, only today. Grit up and scream but never, never, never surrender. Not today!

Survive today and repeat tomorrow. Soon you will smile because freedom is happiness. You will feel better and smile!

No I don't think you can will positive energy out of your negative ass. You have to work and earn your way out of it.

I fucking hat nicotine and YOU SHOULD TOO!!!!

Hate her, don't glamorize her. And If I spent all this time to get you to give a little more effort than you think you have right now.....and you go hump a can of lies, evil, murdering slave driving weed. FUCK YOU.

If you are in this to win it...check your PM. I am so fired up right now. Call me and let me knock the nic bitch out and then I'll hand you the knife to stab her in the neck.

There is no glamour in dipping. Don't let here deceive you not today.

Check your PM. My phone number is there. Call me, I'm ready. You don't know how strong you are yet. Just survive and you soon will.

Don't think past today. That is dangerous. Only worry, think and focus on today!

I still have those days occasionally and Mt is who I call for a swift kick in the nuts!

'nutkick'. Wt smile for the hidden camera, your on kicked in the nuts!

what day he's on? itsgot2happen

[Mthomas3824]

I think a lot of people are full of shit with all these feel good posts.  Can the power of positive thinking and positive talk really get us out of this fucking hole we have dug so deep.  I want to dip so bad right now I cant stand it.  The mental aspect is every damn bit as hard as that physical withdrawal was.  I was practiced at that part, 100 times over.  It hurts but at least it has an end.  Seems like there is no end to this nightmare.  I just want to feel normal again.  Cant think beyond today.

This post is a fucking kick ass post. I am sure we have all felt like this. Hell I have had days where I wanted to be positive but I wasn't.

Bro, more than ever, get pissed at the nic bitch and embrace the shit, suck and negative feelings. Fucking ask for more! Hate nicotine so much that you want more pain and suck.

You want to feel positive. Not today under any circumstance do you cave. Fight, Fight , Fight. Don't worry about tomorrows match, only today. Grit up and scream but never, never, never surrender. Not today!

Survive today and repeat tomorrow. Soon you will smile because freedom is happiness. You will feel better and smile!

No I don't think you can will positive energy out of your negative ass. You have to work and earn your way out of it.

I fucking hat nicotine and YOU SHOULD TOO!!!!

Hate her, don't glamorize her. And If I spent all this time to get you to give a little more effort than you think you have right now.....and you go hump a can of lies, evil, murdering slave driving weed. FUCK YOU.

If you are in this to win it...check your PM. I am so fired up right now. Call me and let me knock the nic bitch out and then I'll hand you the knife to stab her in the neck.

There is no glamour in dipping. Don't let here deceive you not today.

Check your PM. My phone number is there. Call me, I'm ready. You don't know how strong you are yet. Just survive and you soon will.

Don't think past today. That is dangerous. Only worry, think and focus on today!

I still have those days occasionally and Mt is who I call for a swift kick in the nuts!

'nutkick'. Wt smile for the hidden camera, your on kicked in the nuts!

[Diesel2112]

I think a lot of people are full of shit with all these feel good posts. Can the power of positive thinking and positive talk really get us out of this fucking hole we have dug so deep. I want to dip so bad right now I cant stand it. The mental aspect is every damn bit as hard as that physical withdrawal was. I was practiced at that part, 100 times over. It hurts but at least it has an end. Seems like there is no end to this nightmare. I just want to feel normal again. Cant think beyond today.

Personally, I'm not full of shit with my "feel good stories". What would I have to gain by that? You think I get off on tricking nic addicts into thinking they will feel better over time, knowing they really wont?

It sucks...I've been where you are right now...I was a pussy too. If my pussy ass can make it so can you. Man the fuck up and keep the shit out of your mouth. Find your new normal...your normal normal, not your poison brained normal. You lived a lie for 20 years, you were a slave. Fight for your freedom. Its worth it...TRUST ME.

[neverShouldaStarted]

I can't believe I have found this site today. I was about to cave, as always. I have tried to quit so many times before but always failed. A day, a week, a month even. Today is day 4, and it is as miserable as it ever was. All of the adjectives are there: tired, cranky, depressed, irritable, foggy, insomnia, mad, sad, and may other things includiing HOPELESSNESS, but wait.....

then I found this site, and spent many hours here today. I shed many tears today while reading the material on this site. For the 1st time in many years I am feeling something other than HOPELESS, regarding this addiction. I cannot believe the honesty in so many of these posts. It has forced me to take an honest look at myself and at this addiction. It is helpful to see that other people know and understand the pain of my addiction and it is helpful to see that people can be successful at quitting.

Here we go, right now I still cannot think straight, I cannot see straight, I cannot picture what my future will be like without the can, I do not know who I am going to end up being. I woke up this morning saying "I cant do this", "its not worth it", "how can I do it?" At this moment I think I am seeing the answer, 1 DAY AT A TIME!! The only thing that I know FOR SURE is that 20+ years is enough. I have a wife and 4 children, I have so many reasons to quit. Thank you for this site,

Its_Got2Happen

period. Any time I get a craving. Mouth cancer pictures and stories. That will pretty much lock that beast the fuck up.


How ever long you have been dipping when you hear about people that dipped a shorter length of time then you getting mouth cancer and dying that will wake your ass the fuck up. I think too many people get this idea the cancer comes when your old. Im 13 days quit 31 years old and now fucking perma paranoid im gonna end my life with out a jaw after 8 years, 4 of which were pretty damn light, but thats more than it apparently took for some unlucky individuals who are now no longer with us or sporting half a face. if that doesnt keep you on track i dont know what will.

[Wt57]

I think a lot of people are full of shit with all these feel good posts.  Can the power of positive thinking and positive talk really get us out of this fucking hole we have dug so deep.  I want to dip so bad right now I cant stand it.  The mental aspect is every damn bit as hard as that physical withdrawal was.  I was practiced at that part, 100 times over.  It hurts but at least it has an end.  Seems like there is no end to this nightmare.  I just want to feel normal again.  Cant think beyond today.

This post is a fucking kick ass post. I am sure we have all felt like this. Hell I have had days where I wanted to be positive but I wasn't.

Bro, more than ever, get pissed at the nic bitch and embrace the shit, suck and negative feelings. Fucking ask for more! Hate nicotine so much that you want more pain and suck.

You want to feel positive. Not today under any circumstance do you cave. Fight, Fight , Fight. Don't worry about tomorrows match, only today. Grit up and scream but never, never, never surrender. Not today!

Survive today and repeat tomorrow. Soon you will smile because freedom is happiness. You will feel better and smile!

No I don't think you can will positive energy out of your negative ass. You have to work and earn your way out of it.

I fucking hat nicotine and YOU SHOULD TOO!!!!

Hate her, don't glamorize her. And If I spent all this time to get you to give a little more effort than you think you have right now.....and you go hump a can of lies, evil, murdering slave driving weed. FUCK YOU.

If you are in this to win it...check your PM. I am so fired up right now. Call me and let me knock the nic bitch out and then I'll hand you the knife to stab her in the neck.

There is no glamour in dipping. Don't let here deceive you not today.

Check your PM. My phone number is there. Call me, I'm ready. You don't know how strong you are yet. Just survive and you soon will.

Don't think past today. That is dangerous. Only worry, think and focus on today!

I still have those days occasionally and Mt is who I call for a swift kick in the nuts!

[Mthomas3824]

I think a lot of people are full of shit with all these feel good posts.  Can the power of positive thinking and positive talk really get us out of this fucking hole we have dug so deep.  I want to dip so bad right now I cant stand it.  The mental aspect is every damn bit as hard as that physical withdrawal was.  I was practiced at that part, 100 times over.  It hurts but at least it has an end.  Seems like there is no end to this nightmare.  I just want to feel normal again.  Cant think beyond today.

This post is a fucking kick ass post. I am sure we have all felt like this. Hell I have had days where I wanted to be positive but I wasn't.

Bro, more than ever, get pissed at the nic bitch and embrace the shit, suck and negative feelings. Fucking ask for more! Hate nicotine so much that you want more pain and suck.

You want to feel positive. Not today under any circumstance do you cave. Fight, Fight , Fight. Don't worry about tomorrows match, only today. Grit up and scream but never, never, never surrender. Not today!

Survive today and repeat tomorrow. Soon you will smile because freedom is happiness. You will feel better and smile!

No I don't think you can will positive energy out of your negative ass. You have to work and earn your way out of it.

I fucking hat nicotine and YOU SHOULD TOO!!!!

Hate her, don't glamorize her. And If I spent all this time to get you to give a little more effort than you think you have right now.....and you go hump a can of lies, evil, murdering slave driving weed. FUCK YOU.

If you are in this to win it...check your PM. I am so fired up right now. Call me and let me knock the nic bitch out and then I'll hand you the knife to stab her in the neck.

There is no glamour in dipping. Don't let here deceive you not today.

Check your PM. My phone number is there. Call me, I'm ready. You don't know how strong you are yet. Just survive and you soon will.

Don't think past today. That is dangerous. Only worry, think and focus on today!

[Its_Got2Happen]

I think a lot of people are full of shit with all these feel good posts. Can the power of positive thinking and positive talk really get us out of this fucking hole we have dug so deep. I want to dip so bad right now I cant stand it. The mental aspect is every damn bit as hard as that physical withdrawal was. I was practiced at that part, 100 times over. It hurts but at least it has an end. Seems like there is no end to this nightmare. I just want to feel normal again. Cant think beyond today.

[boomtho]

check again man, I am all over that roll sheet. 5:30 this morning I posted. Thanks for checking in on me. I will try to post again.

my bad, glad to hear it. I was looking for your screen name but I see Got 2 Happen right up at the top. 5:30 AM is gangster.