I knew that topic would get your attention......and everytime I hear it all I can think about is Will Ferrell in a robe with nunchucks around his neck yelling at Owen Wilson in Wedding Crashers - What the F Do You Want!
What I want is to introduce myself and, of course, quit dip. So here it goes.....
Hi everyone, my name is Damion (aka scoobs - no I don't have 666 on my head) and I have dipped for 21 years. Started with Skoal, then went to Kodiak and finally Grizzly. Now, its HOOCH for 11 days and counting.
I don't want to die, bottom line. Of course, no one wants to die, but I don't want to kill myself. I want to die old, of natural causes, with my face in tact and hopefully all of my teeth. I want to watch my kids grow and stay young with my wonderful wife. I don't want sneak around or make an excuse so I can go off and have a dip. I no longer want to feel the guilt and sadness associated with this habit.
Guilt, knowing I was choosing dip over precious family time and sadness knowing that my fate is death if I continue. These past 11 days have been amazing to me and I have learned a lot about myself and how happy I can be without chew. I have noticed, after the first 72 hours of course, a huge difference in my outlook on life. I feel alive for the first time, alive in the sense that I am living life and not going through the motions, waiting for death.
I look forward to this journey with everyone. I'm sure I will make a lot of new friends over the next days, weeks, months and years to come. Thanks to everyone for the support over my first few days. I hope I can do the same for newbies to come.