On this 24th day of my quit, I'm finally writing my intro.
This isn't my first go around with KTC. I've never registered or posted before, but I have read and read and read and read some more. Good solid men and women taken down by the bitch. Only to find you guys and bitch slap her back.
When I got in the chat room I was bombarded with welcomes and questions. Thanks to 2mch2lv4 and jbob and the rest of the quitters I have met. People genuinely concerned and helpful to people like me who need help in beating this nic bitch into oblivion.
I went thru the fog and I'm not sure if I'm fully thru it totally yet. It felt like, for me, you can feel every cell of blood being pumped thru your body. I was posting, then missed a couple. Got set straight by Cindy and Bob.
One thing I know for sure is I cant have my beer as I'm quitting the dip. Too many times I've caved after having a few buds. After coming so far to throw it out the fuckin window. Quitting drinking, for me, is 100 times easier than beating the dip. Beer is a hair trigger for me to buy a tin.
I'm done. One day at a time done. 27 years overtime done.
I'll be here. This is my last stand, and my last chance.
Thanks