It's been a while, since I woke up feeling good. I still remember the last time, about a week before I picked up the habit, I was 19 and feeling unstoppable. Then life happened, I had one, that led to one every other day, which led to one everyday, and then to a never ending cycle of needing a dip. I tried quitting before, starting about 2 years back, I got to 5 weeks one time then figured I was over it... That as I soon found out was never the case. So here I am today, Just over 4 years after my addiction started, and now 16 days free of tobacco. I've been to this site a few times to gauge how this would go, but I feel more positive about this attempt than any other, and I felt that it was time to finally join this site, and talk about this, rather than sit back and deal silently.