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Re: Well this should be fun ;)
« Reply #28 on: April 05, 2015, 11:15:00 AM »
Day 6. This has gotten immensely easier. I still have cravings, but the fake dip is helping to keep my mind off it. I don't feel as confused or hazy as the first couple of days. Headaches are less frequent. I am still lashing out, but trying to control it. Conscious is clear, which feels amazing. You don't really appreciate the weight of all the lies until you stop.

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Re: Well this should be fun ;)
« Reply #27 on: April 02, 2015, 01:56:00 PM »
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Today so far has been the worst. Although Day 3 seems to be routinely shitty based on what I've read here. I've been raging today. Lots of little frustrations are setting me off. So angry my body feels like it's buzzing. Head and throat hurt. Trying to take deep breaths and just let it pass. Lots of temptation today to just go to the store and never post again. Can't let that happen, been down that road. I've made a decision and a promise and I will fight through today.
Fight it! you have the right mind set......
I got my fake stuff yesterday and it did help!
I am trying not to use it like I did the real, which was way too often. But I will use it to stay quit if that is what helps.

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Re: Well this should be fun ;)
« Reply #26 on: April 02, 2015, 12:39:00 PM »
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Today so far has been the worst. Although Day 3 seems to be routinely shitty based on what I've read here. I've been raging today. Lots of little frustrations are setting me off. So angry my body feels like it's buzzing. Head and throat hurt. Trying to take deep breaths and just let it pass. Lots of temptation today to just go to the store and never post again. Can't let that happen, been down that road. I've made a decision and a promise and I will fight through today.
Hang in there man. It gets better. You have to wade through a lot of shit to get to the good stuff but I promise you its worth it. One day at a time. Keep reading and stay close to this site. You got this.
Dodds it's simple if you want to quit forever, you will kick the bitch in the teeth and tell her get behind you! Grab your sac and own this shit! You can do it, it was no easier for anyone else. Get pissed come in here and let it rip we'll listen. If you need vent at someone I'm here, I'm man enough to take your anger , let's do this! Remember you're bigger than that tin! Damn proud to be quit with you today my friend!
Tobacco is so addictive it took me a year after a massive heart attack, in which doctor confirmed caused from dipping to finally put a lid on the bitch! ODAAT EDD

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Re: Well this should be fun ;)
« Reply #25 on: April 02, 2015, 12:33:00 PM »
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Today so far has been the worst. Although Day 3 seems to be routinely shitty based on what I've read here. I've been raging today. Lots of little frustrations are setting me off. So angry my body feels like it's buzzing. Head and throat hurt. Trying to take deep breaths and just let it pass. Lots of temptation today to just go to the store and never post again. Can't let that happen, been down that road. I've made a decision and a promise and I will fight through today.
Hang in there man. It gets better. You have to wade through a lot of shit to get to the good stuff but I promise you its worth it. One day at a time. Keep reading and stay close to this site. You got this.
What he said. It sucks, but it will pass.

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Re: Well this should be fun ;)
« Reply #24 on: April 02, 2015, 12:30:00 PM »
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Today so far has been the worst. Although Day 3 seems to be routinely shitty based on what I've read here. I've been raging today. Lots of little frustrations are setting me off. So angry my body feels like it's buzzing. Head and throat hurt. Trying to take deep breaths and just let it pass. Lots of temptation today to just go to the store and never post again. Can't let that happen, been down that road. I've made a decision and a promise and I will fight through today.
Hang in there man. It gets better. You have to wade through a lot of shit to get to the good stuff but I promise you its worth it. One day at a time. Keep reading and stay close to this site. You got this.

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Re: Well this should be fun ;)
« Reply #23 on: April 02, 2015, 12:27:00 PM »
Today so far has been the worst. Although Day 3 seems to be routinely shitty based on what I've read here. I've been raging today. Lots of little frustrations are setting me off. So angry my body feels like it's buzzing. Head and throat hurt. Trying to take deep breaths and just let it pass. Lots of temptation today to just go to the store and never post again. Can't let that happen, been down that road. I've made a decision and a promise and I will fight through today.

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Re: Well this should be fun ;)
« Reply #22 on: April 02, 2015, 11:02:00 AM »
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I know I said I wouldn't be using fake dip this go round, but I was feeling desperate and am having 40 cans of the fake stuff shipped here w overnight shipping (haha). Should be here by Friday. Day two in the books, feeling positive. Thanks for the comments.
There are differing opinions here, but I am in the Fake Dip Camp for sure. I used it like it was my job for the first 200 days or so. I think it helped.

One day, I just didn't put one in. That day turned into two. Next thing you know, I wasn't using fake dip at all.

That was almost 5 years ago.

I know this is your day 3, but you can, and will do this. If I can, you can.
What ^^^ quitter said.
Yeah, man... Do whatcha gotta do. If it helps... Righteous. I couldn't do it because it was just waaaay too close to the fire for me. Everyone is different though... Do what works for you and roll with the punches. Rock on, bro...
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Re: Well this should be fun ;)
« Reply #21 on: April 02, 2015, 09:17:00 AM »
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I know I said I wouldn't be using fake dip this go round, but I was feeling desperate and am having 40 cans of the fake stuff shipped here w overnight shipping (haha). Should be here by Friday. Day two in the books, feeling positive. Thanks for the comments.
There are differing opinions here, but I am in the Fake Dip Camp for sure. I used it like it was my job for the first 200 days or so. I think it helped.

One day, I just didn't put one in. That day turned into two. Next thing you know, I wasn't using fake dip at all.

That was almost 5 years ago.

I know this is your day 3, but you can, and will do this. If I can, you can.
What ^^^ quitter said.
Keeping my jaw and tongue...I like them.
It's poison I tell ya, You wouldn't drink Liquid Drano, would ya?

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Re: Well this should be fun ;)
« Reply #20 on: April 02, 2015, 08:07:00 AM »
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I know I said I wouldn't be using fake dip this go round, but I was feeling desperate and am having 40 cans of the fake stuff shipped here w overnight shipping (haha). Should be here by Friday. Day two in the books, feeling positive. Thanks for the comments.
There are differing opinions here, but I am in the Fake Dip Camp for sure. I used it like it was my job for the first 200 days or so. I think it helped.

One day, I just didn't put one in. That day turned into two. Next thing you know, I wasn't using fake dip at all.

That was almost 5 years ago.

I know this is your day 3, but you can, and will do this. If I can, you can.
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Re: Well this should be fun ;)
« Reply #19 on: April 01, 2015, 10:37:00 PM »
I know I said I wouldn't be using fake dip this go round, but I was feeling desperate and am having 40 cans of the fake stuff shipped here w overnight shipping (haha). Should be here by Friday. Day two in the books, feeling positive. Thanks for the comments.

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Re: Well this should be fun ;)
« Reply #18 on: April 01, 2015, 11:15:00 AM »
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Attaboy Dood. Find what helps fight the crave. For me it was Dark Chocolate. If yours is gum, chew that shit and always have it around.

I'm quit with you today Dood.

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Re: Well this should be fun ;)
« Reply #17 on: April 01, 2015, 10:57:00 AM »
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Time to hit it again, Dood. Let's do this!
Thanks guys. I woke up a few times last night and thought about dip quite a bit in my dreams. Left the window open last night and woke up with clean cool air flowing in. It was sort of peaceful. I feel much less anxious today. Trying to embrace the process as much as I can. Posted roll first thing up this morning. Still have a bit of a foggy feeling and my head feels like its buzzing intermittently.
Newbie. Posting roll first thing in the am! Owning it.

It's a beautiful thing.
ODAAT and NAFAR Dood.
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Read up in here EDD. This is a daily life and death decision. Posting Roll is your word/decision NOT to dip Today...just Today.
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Re: Well this should be fun ;)
« Reply #16 on: April 01, 2015, 10:29:00 AM »
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Time to hit it again, Dood. Let's do this!
Thanks guys. I woke up a few times last night and thought about dip quite a bit in my dreams. Left the window open last night and woke up with clean cool air flowing in. It was sort of peaceful. I feel much less anxious today. Trying to embrace the process as much as I can. Posted roll first thing up this morning. Still have a bit of a foggy feeling and my head feels like its buzzing intermittently.
Newbie. Posting roll first thing in the am! Owning it.

It's a beautiful thing.
Well, it’s one louder, isn’t it? It’s not ten.

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Re: Well this should be fun ;)
« Reply #15 on: April 01, 2015, 09:09:00 AM »
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Attaboy Dood. Find what helps fight the crave. For me it was Dark Chocolate. If yours is gum, chew that shit and always have it around.

I'm quit with you today Dood.

Watch the carpet man
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Re: Well this should be fun ;)
« Reply #14 on: April 01, 2015, 08:57:00 AM »
Attaboy Dood. Find what helps fight the crave. For me it was Dark Chocolate. If yours is gum, chew that shit and always have it around.

I'm quit with you today Dood.

Watch the carpet man