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Offline Doc2quit4good

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Re: Well this should be fun ;)
« Reply #43 on: June 17, 2015, 09:19:00 AM »
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I'm thankful for this intro thread. Sometimes, being over two months quit, I start to think that maybe I was never addicted or quitting wasn't such a big deal. Then I come back here and read my first few posts. Remembering how difficult it was to break the physical addiction side of this thing helps to put it back in perspective.

Stay vigilant out there whether today is your first day or 1,000th.
This is bullshit.

I smoked a cigar the other night and fessed up to it two days later (after lying to my brothers in July).
Where is your fortitude dood? Who says fuck it and does it anyway knowing that there is nothing much you can say to defend that action... How can we trust you to stay quit with us the next how ever many days?
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Re: Well this should be fun ;)
« Reply #42 on: June 17, 2015, 12:53:00 AM »
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I'm thankful for this intro thread. Sometimes, being over two months quit, I start to think that maybe I was never addicted or quitting wasn't such a big deal. Then I come back here and read my first few posts. Remembering how difficult it was to break the physical addiction side of this thing helps to put it back in perspective.

Stay vigilant out there whether today is your first day or 1,000th.
This is bullshit.

I smoked a cigar the other night and fessed up to it two days later (after lying to my brothers in July).
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Re: Well this should be fun ;)
« Reply #41 on: June 12, 2015, 11:13:00 AM »
Doing great my brother! Stay focused and stay ahead of the olé nic bitch! Damn proud to be quit with you today my friend!
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Re: Well this should be fun ;)
« Reply #40 on: June 12, 2015, 10:33:00 AM »
I'm thankful for this intro thread. Sometimes, being over two months quit, I start to think that maybe I was never addicted or quitting wasn't such a big deal. Then I come back here and read my first few posts. Remembering how difficult it was to break the physical addiction side of this thing helps to put it back in perspective.

Stay vigilant out there whether today is your first day or 1,000th.
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Re: Well this should be fun ;)
« Reply #39 on: April 12, 2015, 07:14:00 AM »
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Day 9. I've got such anger running through me still. Mad that the cliches are becoming true - thinking that everything will be better, easier, if I just go back to chewing. My upper cheeks tighten up and I get a headache thinking about it. Like a rabid dog, hating everyone on this forum for holding me accountable. Wanting to just tell everyone to fuck off, that they have the problem not me, I can quit whenever I want. See I've already gone 9 days; it's no big deal; fucking leave me alone.

Heard this all before?

Yet if I close my eyes and breathe deeply, I can tell myself that I'm ok and to just let the craving pass. Focus on making it through this day, this hour. I made a promise today, and I will honor it and keeping marching through the suck.
Stay strong dood. There are 27,000 members who know exactly what you are going through. Get on here and lash away. We get it. Keep staying quit. I'll be here staying quit with you.
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Re: Well this should be fun ;)
« Reply #38 on: April 11, 2015, 03:01:00 PM »
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What fake chew are you using ???
Teaza pouches. I went to the dentist last week for the first time in forever and he told me to stop using them. So I've been chewing on toothpicks the last few days. Have chewing sticks arriving today.
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Re: Well this should be fun ;)
« Reply #37 on: April 10, 2015, 10:36:00 PM »
What fake chew are you using ???
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Re: Well this should be fun ;)
« Reply #36 on: April 10, 2015, 10:28:00 PM »
I know the anger. I know the rage. Rage that doesn't even make sense now that I look back. All of that rage and anger made me more determined. I became like the resident ISIS member in our quit group. I took it to extremes. Channel that rage and energy into your quit. The quit is not easy but it well worth it.
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Re: Well this should be fun ;)
« Reply #35 on: April 08, 2015, 11:28:00 PM »
No matter what life throws at you my friend you can accomplish anything you put your mind to! This is hard but not impossible! Mind over matter and what you put in you will get out of it. Anyone can dip but very few people can defeat the nic bitch! Damn proud to be quit with you today my brother! Stay focused and one step ahead of the bitch!
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Re: Well this should be fun ;)
« Reply #34 on: April 08, 2015, 02:18:00 PM »
Smells like STRONG quit off in here!

Rage on Dood.

PM if you need additional help.
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Re: Well this should be fun ;)
« Reply #33 on: April 08, 2015, 12:53:00 PM »
Thanks guys. The comments mean a lot.
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Re: Well this should be fun ;)
« Reply #32 on: April 08, 2015, 12:37:00 PM »
You can do it, just keep pushing through it. I remember being pissed for a while, and having a very short temper. One thing I learned early was the dip won't solve the problem, but only make it bigger. I know it is tough, but it will get easier. I am proud to quit with you today. PM me if you need some support.
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Re: Well this should be fun ;)
« Reply #31 on: April 08, 2015, 12:22:00 PM »
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Day 9. I've got such anger running through me still. Mad that the cliches are becoming true - thinking that everything will be better, easier, if I just go back to chewing. My upper cheeks tighten up and I get a headache thinking about it. Like a rabid dog, hating everyone on this forum for holding me accountable. Wanting to just tell everyone to fuck off, that they have the problem not me, I can quit whenever I want. See I've already gone 9 days; it's no big deal; fucking leave me alone.

Heard this all before?

Yet if I close my eyes and breathe deeply, I can tell myself that I'm ok and to just let the craving pass. Focus on making it through this day, this hour. I made a promise today, and I will honor it and keeping marching through the suck.
Bro, I wanted to bitch slap everyone for 2 weeks! You're right on track. The important thing is that you're recognizing how long the fall is back into using and you are grasping how NOT worth it giving in is. You've made it this far... You CAN make it further. Rock on, m'man!
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Re: Well this should be fun ;)
« Reply #30 on: April 08, 2015, 12:18:00 PM »
Day 9. I've got such anger running through me still. Mad that the cliches are becoming true - thinking that everything will be better, easier, if I just go back to chewing. My upper cheeks tighten up and I get a headache thinking about it. Like a rabid dog, hating everyone on this forum for holding me accountable. Wanting to just tell everyone to fuck off, that they have the problem not me, I can quit whenever I want. See I've already gone 9 days; it's no big deal; fucking leave me alone.

Heard this all before?

Yet if I close my eyes and breathe deeply, I can tell myself that I'm ok and to just let the craving pass. Focus on making it through this day, this hour. I made a promise today, and I will honor it and keeping marching through the suck.
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Re: Well this should be fun ;)
« Reply #29 on: April 05, 2015, 11:34:00 AM »
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Day 6. This has gotten immensely easier. I still have cravings, but the fake dip is helping to keep my mind off it. I don't feel as confused or hazy as the first couple of days. Headaches are less frequent. I am still lashing out, but trying to control it. Conscious is clear, which feels amazing. You don't really appreciate the weight of all the lies until you stop.
I get all that. It is getting easier and less painful.
Good things replacing the bad each day it's something new.
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