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Offline Rook

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Re: This sucks, but I am here
« Reply #24 on: January 29, 2010, 08:54:00 PM »
Hang in there Brad. Just keep telling that bitch 'Finger'
And you never once paid for drugs...NOT ONCE!

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Re: This sucks, but I am here
« Reply #23 on: January 29, 2010, 08:45:00 PM »
Quote from: Monkey
Ordered the hooch yesterday, showed up in the mail today...just before the weekend! Alright nic-fit, time to get it on.
Having a plan is the best way to beat this shit, no plan equals trouble, good job
"Be not the slave of your own past.
Plunge into the sublime seas, dive deep and swim far,
so you shall come back with self-respect, with new power,
with an advanced experience that shall explain
and overlook the old."
Ralph Waldo Emerson

Before you even ask, let me say:
1. Yes, it will suck very bad
2. No, there will never be a "good time"
3. No, there is not an easier way
4. Yes, you can do it
So with that being said:
1. COLD TURKEY
2. RIGHT FUCKING NOW
Any questions?

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Offline Monkey Wrench

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Re: This sucks, but I am here
« Reply #22 on: January 29, 2010, 08:10:00 PM »
Ordered the hooch yesterday, showed up in the mail today...just before the weekend! Alright nic-fit, time to get it on.

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Re: This sucks, but I am here
« Reply #21 on: January 29, 2010, 07:52:00 PM »
I've built more stuff in my garage in the last 3 or 4 years that most guys do in a whole lifetime. A few cars (frame up, custom body and steel fab), authentic native american longbows, working on a boat with the kids now, etc. etc. My garage is a big part of my personality.

And now...the kids are gone to a b-day party at chuck-e-cheese, prime time to head to the garage and start building. Get a little bit of the boat laid out before they get home, so I can have the "prime stuff" ready for them to dive right into.

But I ain't going.

Fuck you nic bitch. I can hear you walking around out there, and I'm not opening the door.

Brad, day 3.

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Re: This sucks, but I am here
« Reply #20 on: January 29, 2010, 07:39:00 PM »
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It's funny when I read that first post, knowing that I was going through a craving while typing it.  Apparently, a nic-fit gives me quite the potty mouth.  Not my usual style...sorry folks.  I'm better right now.  Although, I have broken a computer mouse already during a fit.  Our computer guy is an ex-smoker so he knows what I'm going through, and he just walked over and brought me a new mouse.  He didn't say anything...too funny.
I do not f**king know what the f**k you mean about this f**king s##t giving you a f**king potty f**king mouth. F**king actually I never even f**king noticed you f**king had a f**king potty mouth. Anyf**kingway good f**cking job on the f**king quit, stay f**king quit and f**king PM me if you f**king need any f**king thing.

Key
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Thanks, I really need that laugh...f*ckhead! 'crackup'

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Re: This sucks, but I am here
« Reply #19 on: January 29, 2010, 06:30:00 PM »
Quote from: Monkey
It's funny when I read that first post, knowing that I was going through a craving while typing it.  Apparently, a nic-fit gives me quite the potty mouth.  Not my usual style...sorry folks.  I'm better right now.  Although, I have broken a computer mouse already during a fit.  Our computer guy is an ex-smoker so he knows what I'm going through, and he just walked over and brought me a new mouse.  He didn't say anything...too funny.
I do not f**king know what the f**k you mean about this f**king s##t giving you a f**king potty f**king mouth. F**king actually I never even f**king noticed you f**king had a f**king potty mouth. Anyf**kingway good f**cking job on the f**king quit, stay f**king quit and f**king PM me if you f**king need any f**king thing.

Key
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"Be not the slave of your own past.
Plunge into the sublime seas, dive deep and swim far,
so you shall come back with self-respect, with new power,
with an advanced experience that shall explain
and overlook the old."
Ralph Waldo Emerson

Before you even ask, let me say:
1. Yes, it will suck very bad
2. No, there will never be a "good time"
3. No, there is not an easier way
4. Yes, you can do it
So with that being said:
1. COLD TURKEY
2. RIGHT FUCKING NOW
Any questions?

Quit Date-8/31/09

Offline vh5150

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Re: This sucks, but I am here
« Reply #18 on: January 29, 2010, 12:39:00 PM »
I went with the Bacc-Off at first. Found it at the same tobacco store I used to buy my snuff. It helped. Why did it help? Because that shit was so nasty and tore my lip up so bad that I never, ever wanted Bacc-Off, Smokey Mountain and any brand of snuff/smokeless tobacco in my mouth again. That stuff was God awful. I've found the best thing is Life Savers (wintergreen are pretty good), the soft peppermint sticks or gum works best. I put down a snuff habit to pick up a chewing gum habit. But at least I won't have to worry about the surgeon having to reconstruct me a new bottom job because I refused to give up evil in a nice little round tin with a metal lid.
Romans 10:9 - That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved.

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Re: This sucks, but I am here
« Reply #17 on: January 29, 2010, 12:26:00 PM »
Screw the fake stuff. Here's where it's at:

Go to your local Asian grocer. Buy some dehydrated seaweed.

Steam the dehydrated seaweed over a mixture of water and balsamic vinegar for 5 minutes.

Lay the now supple seaweed flat. Fill with a pinch of sea salt, a dash of cayanne pepper, shredded jerky, and touch of maple syrup or molasses.

Wrap into a ball and insert in cheek.

Delightful.

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Re: This sucks, but I am here
« Reply #16 on: January 29, 2010, 12:11:00 PM »
Hey dude,
I treid hooch, smokey mtn, bac-off, and a few others. The best I found was http://www.kikit.net/home.asp if you are a cope user. It feels and packs like cope and has a little burn to the lip.
I quit dying on July 25, 2010. When will you??

Offline Monkey Wrench

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Re: This sucks, but I am here
« Reply #15 on: January 29, 2010, 11:59:00 AM »
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Hey Monkey Wrench,

I get you on the heart thing, I have SVT (supraventricular tachycardia), and it stinks!!!

cindy
Yes, I would go into tachy as a defense from the afib.

Offline Monkey Wrench

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Re: This sucks, but I am here
« Reply #14 on: January 29, 2010, 11:58:00 AM »
It's funny when I read that first post, knowing that I was going through a craving while typing it. Apparently, a nic-fit gives me quite the potty mouth. Not my usual style...sorry folks. I'm better right now. Although, I have broken a computer mouse already during a fit. Our computer guy is an ex-smoker so he knows what I'm going through, and he just walked over and brought me a new mouse. He didn't say anything...too funny.

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Re: This sucks, but I am here
« Reply #13 on: January 29, 2010, 10:59:00 AM »
if you cant find the fake....
get a bag of jerky...take it home .....chop that shit up! as fine as you can......boom your all set 'crackup' ........ive done it before it helps its alote better then diping foldgers

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Re: This sucks, but I am here
« Reply #12 on: January 29, 2010, 10:04:00 AM »
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Monkey Wrench,
Walmart carries Smokey Mountain Herbal Snuff in two flavors. Many Rite Aids carry Bacc-Off. Mint Snuff is often available at your local Health Food Store. If you get real desparate...buy some green tea bags.

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Where can I buy the fake stuff?  I tried all the gas stations, walmart, etc.  I'm trying to locate it before the weekend.  No, I will not cave regardless, but it may help me keep from being a total asshole to my kids and wife.

Thanks!
Try this! It's their website. You can have it delivered.
check out tobacco stores as well. Some of them carry it! Just don't be tempted to buy the real thing though!!! This website has links for Hooch, another decent fake dip under smokeless alternatives along with a $5.00 off coupon. It is under Your Quit on the welocme page.
the wal-mart by me stopped carrying it. Nor do the 7-11's which they list both on their site as "National Accounts".

Just be careful with the fake stuff. Lot of guys swear by it, but I know in my previous quits, I hated it so much it always lead me back to the real stuff.
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Offline Monkey Wrench

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Re: This sucks, but I am here
« Reply #11 on: January 29, 2010, 09:20:00 AM »
Thanks for the tips guys, I ordered some Hooch online, hopefully it will get here soon. I've also located a toboacco shop that sells one of the brands. It was getting really frustrating going to all these stores with the hopes of getting some kinda releif, and to keep finding nothing sucked.

Regardless, I ain't caving either way, and I know I don't NEED the other stuff to be able to quit. But...the weekends coming. I'm probably going to have to find something, or hide from the kids so I'm not jerk-dad. We also have baseball on Sunday, which I coach...eeek. :huh: The kids will be like "where's the Redman, coach? And why do we have to run so many laps? " LOL

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Re: This sucks, but I am here
« Reply #10 on: January 29, 2010, 12:00:00 AM »
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Monkey Wrench,
Walmart carries Smokey Mountain Herbal Snuff in two flavors. Many Rite Aids carry Bacc-Off. Mint Snuff is often available at your local Health Food Store. If you get real desparate...buy some green tea bags.

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Quote from: Monkey
Where can I buy the fake stuff?  I tried all the gas stations, walmart, etc.  I'm trying to locate it before the weekend.  No, I will not cave regardless, but it may help me keep from being a total asshole to my kids and wife.

Thanks!
Try this! It's their website. You can have it delivered.
check out tobacco stores as well. Some of them carry it! Just don't be tempted to buy the real thing though!!! This website has links for Hooch, another decent fake dip under smokeless alternatives along with a $5.00 off coupon. It is under Your Quit on the welocme page.
Ironically, the only place I can find it is in the smoke shops.... cocksuckers place it right next to the poisonous crap. ;)

It does help with the cravings though.

Hang in there Monkey. It gets better... I can almost function normally again. 14 days.
1) You know.... I'd probably get in a whole lot less trouble if I'd just keep my fukkin' mouth shut.
2) I says whats I think... whether you like it or not is YOUR problem, not mine.