This sucks, but I am here

[Toddy]

Monkey Wrench,
Walmart carries Smokey Mountain Herbal Snuff in two flavors. Many Rite Aids carry Bacc-Off. Mint Snuff is often available at your local Health Food Store. If you get real desparate...buy some green tea bags.

Where can I buy the fake stuff?  I tried all the gas stations, walmart, etc.  I'm trying to locate it before the weekend.  No, I will not cave regardless, but it may help me keep from being a total asshole to my kids and wife.

Thanks!

Try this! It's their website. You can have it delivered.

check out tobacco stores as well. Some of them carry it! Just don't be tempted to buy the real thing though!!! This website has links for Hooch, another decent fake dip under smokeless alternatives along with a $5.00 off coupon. It is under Your Quit on the welocme page.

[Kdip]

Where can I buy the fake stuff?  I tried all the gas stations, walmart, etc.  I'm trying to locate it before the weekend.  No, I will not cave regardless, but it may help me keep from being a total asshole to my kids and wife.

Thanks!

Try this! It's their website. You can have it delivered.

check out tobacco stores as well. Some of them carry it! Just don't be tempted to buy the real thing though!!! This website has links for Hooch, another decent fake dip under smokeless alternatives along with a $5.00 off coupon. It is under Your Quit on the welocme page.

[Volp]

Where can I buy the fake stuff? I tried all the gas stations, walmart, etc. I'm trying to locate it before the weekend. No, I will not cave regardless, but it may help me keep from being a total asshole to my kids and wife.

Thanks!

Try this! It's their website. You can have it delivered.

[Monkey Wrench]

Where can I buy the fake stuff? I tried all the gas stations, walmart, etc. I'm trying to locate it before the weekend. No, I will not cave regardless, but it may help me keep from being a total asshole to my kids and wife.

Thanks!

[cjs2006]

Hey Monkey Wrench,

I get you on the heart thing, I have SVT (supraventricular tachycardia), and it stinks!!!

cindy

[cjs2006]

You can do it!!! I am on day 49, and as I sit here once again eating chex mix (really good, nice cruch) and piling on the calories, sometimes I ponder why I quit, and then I think, oh ya, the cancer scare, the embarrassment, the money, and then I am glad I am quit and keep eating. :)

Hang in there, like they say, it never goes away, but does get easier.

cindy

[Volp]

Welcome Monkey. I love to tell you you're different from me but I can't. Fact is, you're exactly like 99% of us out here. The quitting, the "just one's", the wife bitching, the cancer scare, the shit smelling fingers, the ninja dipping, the lying...Oh, the fucking lying! We get it brother and we can help. Yeah, day 2 sucks horse shit but you're in for a wilder ride this weekend. Since you know weekends are especially hard to stay quit, you need to stick close to this site to chat, bitch, vent and rage at the Nic bitch. Hell, even bitch at us. We can take it and honestly, some of us need to hear it to remind us of what we went through. Stay as active as you can and stay strong.
You deserve this.

[Kdip]

Getting free from that crap and starting over again sucks!!! I have done the same thing in the past. The accountability of this site is what has made this quit stick for me this time for 513 days!!! You can DO this one day at a time!!! Welcome to the SUCK!!!

[Monkey Wrench]

Hey all, though I would drop in for a quick intro. I have used nicotene since I was 16, often going back and forth between snuff and cigs. By the time I turned 30, I was up to about a can and a half of Grizzly a day. Then I had a bad heart condition pop up (atrial fibrillation, while holding my 6 month old daughter), so needless to say, after the surgery, it scared me straight. Unforturnately, after about 3 years, I caved one night while road-tripping at 1:00am. I still specifically remember going into the gas station, and weighing a pouch of Redman to bag of seeds. For some stupid f'n reason, you probably know what I chose. My plan was to use the Redman to get through the night, then throw it away in the morning. Well, I got home, and instead of throwing it away, I put on my toolbox. It started out that I would have a chew on Friday nights, while working out in the garage, and that lasted for about a month and actually it was nice. I kind of felt normal being able to have the dip, but not freak out the next day. Then I "would have a really bad day at work", and all that stupid crap you tell yourself, and it slowly started to build back up. So within the last year, I have gotten myself fully hooked on this stupid shit once again. A pouch every other day or so. the Redman is probably better than the grizzly was, but judging by how bad I'm jones'n for a dip, I'm just as addicted as I ever was.

Fuck. Day 2. I had this stupid shit licked for three f'n years of my life, and here I am all over again.

I will never put this shit in my mouth again, I now realize that much like an alcohol addict, I am a nic addict. And I always will be...always. 30 years from now, when I haven't had a dip for that freaking long, I will still be a nic addict. Fuck.

Today is hard, but I know Saturday is really really going to suck. On all the sissy attempts that I'd try to quit "the first time", I would do OK during the week, then turn into a puss on Saturday. Sorry for rambling, I'm just pissed off and really jones'n for a dip. But I guess, as I have learned here...TODAY I will have no nicotene.