I think you should add the word "Again" to this title, as in "My first day, again".
You're first day was 10/24/12, a day that you posted a day 1 with the Almighty January Jackwagins of 2013. That was also the last day you posted roll with us. Usually a caver is put through the wringer and asked to answer the 3 questions. That's the price of re-admission. I don't care if you only posted one day. I'm sure some of those guys remember you are reached out to your last "first day".
1) What happened?
2) Why did it happen?
3) What are you going to do different this time?
Reflect on this questions, write down some good solid answers (not rubber stamp answers) and post them
HERE and in your new group. Maybe then I'll take you seriously and could give you support.