USMCray - I thought you were banned by the admins, no? Does this mean Bobby Cumbubbles is going to be making the rounds soon, too?
Either way, the admins had a reason to ban you in the first place. You just vomited a bunch of contrition, but I recall that being your MO the last time around, too. So what's different? Elaborate, don't just bloviate.
By your admission, you're 91 days clean and sober. Congrats on whiteknuckling it mostly on your own, but don't use the lack of KTC as an excuse for your marital and family issues. Weak sauce excuse making like that tells me you really haven't changed.
Finally, you need to stop using "USMC" in your usernames. It is an extreme disservice to the thousands of other military veterans on this site that are actually honorable and accountable.